5.) Passage Of Time

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Told by Yato.

The bottom paragraph isnt told by Yato but it's still part of the story.

So much has happened since Ichigo left. I miss him so much.

I ended up going through 126 Regalia's in the time that passed. Well until I found Yukine.

I know he is blighting me but I don't want to reject him and break the bond. Hiyori was right when she said that I just need to try with him and treat him like a family member.

I hate that Bishamon hates me now. I tried explaining to her that the regalia of hers I killed had to be but she wouldn't listen or believe me. It only made it worse. She hates me more for that, because she sees that I killed them instead of seeing that I saved her life.

Kofuku no longer sees me as a brother. She doesn't even care. She just tolerates me being around. She believes that I killed Ichigo.

I really do miss Ichigo and I wish he would come back already but I know he isn't finished searching. He promised me he would come back and he will never brake a promise before.

I really messed up when I let Hiyori become half ayakashi, but in a way I'm happy she's with us.

Hiyori has helped me in more ways than she thinks, and honestly why I haven't filled her request is simple.

I don't want to.

But there is no way in hell I'll let her and Yukine know that!

I know that if Ichi sees how I act now he would laugh his butt off. I had built this mask of how I act not long after Ichigo left. I couldn't stand the pain that the rejection of the others had left me with so I had thought that maybe if I acted differently they would accept me as who I was acting as.

I was right but they only tolerate me know.

Now that Yukine is living with Hiyori the blight has only been worse.

It was funny introducing Hiyori and Yukine to Kofuku. We had both decided to play a trick on them and say we were together because we knew how Daikoku would act. It made a good joke, for a while at least.

It's so funny messing with Daikoku when it's all in good fun.

But I know what Kofuku has told them as well. The problem was that she only told them part of the story she didn't tell them why I killed a regalia or why I had to kill humans.

When I told her that she could always go to them I meant it.

The fight with Bishamon had shown me just how much I had weakened and just how much Yukine hated me.

When Nora had come I couldn't believe I was actually considering taking her up again.

I was in so much pain, I just wanted it to end.

But I would never take her up I promised I never again would.

Ichigo was the one that helped me through my entire life he is the only one I will forever use. And if Yukine starts to act better than I will think the same of him.

I leaned over the well when I felt another sharp stab of pain from Yukine. This is bad it's getting alot worse.

I panted a little as I forced myself to stand up straight again. I grabbed my jacket and slung it back over my shoulders putting it on.

I then teleported to the tree outside Hiyori's house where I have been sleeping lately.

Latly I've been thinking that's it might be a good thing that Ichi isnt here right now. If he knew that a regalia left there god alone to defend themselves he would go ballistic. Especially if he knew it was me being left alone. He has always been protective over me.

I looked to the stars as I got comfortable. 'Ichi I wish you were here. I miss you. If you where here would you even let Yukine live? I know I want him to, but would you agree with me?' I thought as I set a hand over the tattoo on my hip.

Often I have wondered if he was still alive, but as long as this tattoo was still here I knew he was breathing.

I do hope that he has found what he was looking for. I hated how he was so confused before he left. I knew it was hurting him. That's why I let him go.

I couldn't go with him because this place needed protecting and when I let him go the other gods weren't protecting this place and I had chosen to.

Over the years they had moved in after me but I had still stayed.

I fell asleep thinking of Ichigo and hopefully when I wake it will be a better day.

At the edge of the city a man with orange hair was walking towards town. He stopped and stood for a second before his body suddenly changed.

Cracking of bones was heard and then suddenly a black average sized wolf stood where the man had been.

It took off in a run.

Heading to where it smelt it's mate.