Thank you guys for the reviews. :)) This chapter has sex in it, between two mechs. Beware. The rating has gone up to M. Fairly explicit. Sticky!

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Secret

Soundwave could not remember why he had decided to try to outdrink Starscream; perhaps it what the humans called "peer pressure", or maybe it was that he had a rare moment of mechliness and wanted to try and outdo a higher ranking officer.

Either way, Soundwave had lost count of how many cubes he had consumed. He had never gotten over-energized before, and the high-grade was doing things to his processor that he would normally consider bad. However, the more he drank, the less he thought about, and the feeling was frighteningly liberating.

And then the talking started…

"Remember that time that you…you fell on me?" Soundwave wasn't sure what he was saying, but he had thought of the funniest thing, and so was spluttering out, or trying to splutter out, coherent sentences. There had been a time on the battlefield that Starscream had fallen out of the sky and landed on him, damaging them both. Megatron had been furious with the seeker for a good week. Soundwave hadn't thought it funny at the time, slag, he still didn't think it was funny, but his processor was making the memory to be something hilarious.

Starscream busted out laughing, spitting high-grade on his lap. He wiped it from his face, not doing a very good job, and looked over at Soundwave. They both knew they had had too much, but at this point there really was no turning back.

"Yes!" Starscream stood, grabbing the table they were sitting at for support. "I do-I thought Megatron was going to explode!" He cackled, falling back in his seat and nearly missing. He wobbled, his wings twitching slightly, but balanced out before sitting up. He then laughed again. Soundwave giggled himself, watching the seeker's wings.

They were adorable; Soundwave had never noticed how much so. The wings would move with everything Starscream said, which meant that they moved a lot. The Decepticon second in command was always moving, even if it was just his faceplates.

It was amazing what one noticed while under the influence of too much high-grade.

Soundwave reached out, determined to touch the pretty little wing closest to him...

"And-and then there was that time when…when we…" Starscream's voice tapered off, distracted, as Soundwave gently pinched the top edge of the flier's wing. Starscream shut his optics and leaned into Soundwave's hand, a small, needy sound escaping his vocalizer. Soundwave continued, his mouth hanging open with pure awe at the sight before him. Starscream was a beauty, and it wasn't that he had never noticed this, but had simply failed in realizing how much of a looker the seeker was. Of course, this could have been the high-grade talking, but Soundwave wasn't about to let his processor dwell on that when he had the mech he had been secretly watching – because that's the best way he could explain it – for Primus knew how long.

Soundwave suddenly felt a hand on the side of his face. Fingers pressed into his lips and he smiled, enjoying the feel of it. Starscream chuckled, pressing harder. There were a few moments of this silent exchange, then Starscream suddenly stood, grabbing Soundwave's hand.

"C'mon," was all he said as he began tugging Soundwave out of his seat. He obeyed, liking how Starscream's hand fit over his.

"Query: Where're we going?" Soundwave asked with a giggle. He tripped over something, laughed harder, and began walking again. Starscream snorted out a laugh of his own.

"You'll see."

Starscream led Soundwave out of the rec room and down a couple of hallways. He was amazed at how far they made it without falling over, being as drunk as they were. Starscream stopped finally, and simply fell to the floor with a clang. Soundwave started to laugh, thinking it was on accident. But then Starscream pulled him down too, and his laughter turned into a yell of surprise.

Before he could ask any questions, Soundwave felt a hot mouth over his own. He gasped when hands began roaming over his chest and abdomen. Starscream moaned into his mouth and Soundwave couldn't help but respond with a similar sound.

It was amazing. Soundwave had never done this before, and he was genuinely excited. Although, that could have been Starscream's excitement influencing him, but he couldn't be sure and didn't really care enough to find out.

Soundwave didn't know what to do with his hands, but he wanted to do something. So he decided to wrap his arms around Starscream's neck, pulling the seeker into him even more. This seemed to be the right thing to do, because Starscream pushed Soundwave all the way to the floor.

With their bodies flush against each other, the two continued kissing and touching for a while. Soundwave found this thoroughly enjoyable, and didn't want it to end. He shifted, feeling a pressure between his legs, and realized where this was going to end.

And, of course, he panicked.

Soundwave shoved Starscream off of him and sat straight up, feeling overheated and suddenly very embarrassed. What was he doing? What was he thinking? This was exactly the thing that he didn't want to happen. Soundwave started to stand, but stopped when a firm, but surprisingly gentle, hand grabbed his arm. He tumbled down onto the floor, his panic increasing.

"I-I don't – Starscream, please.." Soundwave realized in that moment that he wasn't too accustomed to change. He wanted things to stay the same, nonexistent. They had nothing together, and he was perfectly content with that…

…or, he wanted to be. There had been many times when he wished he had had someone to touch him, to care for him. Of all the mechs he could have chosen from, he supposed Starscream was a horrible choice, but he had found out long ago that it didn't matter who else he tried to find interesting, none compared to Starscream.

Starscream was looking at him with a worried expression, and Soundwave wanted to kick himself. "What's wrong?"

Soundwave shut his mouth, deciding to keep it that way. Maybe Starscream would get mad and start a fight. That he could handle. He looked at the floor, glad he had decided to keep his visor on; his face mask had been retracted a while ago. At least Starscream couldn't see how really freaked out he was.

"Soundwave," Starscream said in a hushed voice. He placed a hand on Soundwave's face. It took a lot not to lean into it, and Soundwave gently pulled away before he could. As he pulled away, he realized the seeker had a hold of his visor and he gasped. Soundwave had completely leaned away before he could reach up and keep it on his face.

Soundwave reached for his visor, but Starscream had already thrown it across the hall. The flier stared at Soundwave's naked face for what seemed like eons. The communications officer felt his face heat, and he ducked his face. He really didn't like this; what had gotten into him? He would normally never allow such an embarrassing situation.

"Look at me." Starscream's voice had taken on a commanding tone, and Soundwave couldn't help but obey. He cursed and backed away when Starscream reached out for him again. It wasn't that Soundwave thought himself unattractive, he was just an average at worst, but for a bot who lived most of his life with his face covered it was a shock to be so stared at.

"I can't.." Soundwave felt stupid even saying anything, but he had to. Even if it was nothing but an interface, it was more than what they had already, and he wasn't ready for that. Starscream couldn't find out how he felt for him, especially like this.

"You can't what? Soundwave, just tell me what's wrong." Starscream sounded nothing like he usually did and it was starting to bother Soundwave. The blue mech sighed, feeling his earlier panic slip away. There really was no point in running anymore. Here they were, sitting in the floor, nearly having had...intimate contact.

"Starscream: intriguiging...I've always thought so," he paused, shaking his head and feeling foolish. "I don't know how to say this." Here was the moment he had dreaded for so long, and it was just as bad as he had imagined it to be. Soundwave wasn't all that great with words, and it was showing. He knew he probably looked as uncomfortable and ashamed as he felt, and that only made it worse. His face wasn't covered at all, and Starscream could practically see everything he was feeling or thinking.

Oh, how he hated high-grade.

Starscream was silent for a few moments, a contemplative look on his face, then that smirk formed and Soundwave knew he was in trouble. "You don't have to say anything."

Starscream pulled Soundwave closer and the next thing he knew, the seeker had him in a lip lock again. As much as he knew he should have pulled away, Soundwave couldn't make his body listen to him. He pressed into the red mech and moaned, wanting more contact.

He hadn't realized how much he wanted Starscream in this way.

Soundwave felt his body being pushed onto the floor again. This time he wasn't going to let himself stop anything though - his interface panel was rapidly heating, the friction between his body and Starscream's so satisfying that it nearly caused pain. Why hadn't he interfaced with someone sooner?

"Soundwave," Starscream breathed between kisses. The blue mech trembled at the desperate sound, wrapping his arms around Starscream's waist.

Warm hands began making their way up Soundwave's body, poking and nudging what felt like every sensitive spot on him. He gasped and bucked, failing at keeping any sort of his normal composure. He didn't know what to do, and it was painfully obvious. He just liked being touched and touching Starscream, he just didn't know how...

Starscream didn't seem to notice yet, thankfully. So it wasn't that apparent. The seeker's hands finally made it up to Soundwave's face, where they gently held it. The Decepticon third in command could do nothing but continue kissing back.

Really, he was at a loss...

Starscream pulled back, his clouded optics narrowed. "So I was right."

The cryptic statement had Soundwave frozen in terror. "Query -"

"You are a virgin."

Soundwave felt his face-plates heat. Oh, Primus just take him now. It was that obvious. He shifted under Starscream, humiliated. Was Starscream going to laugh at him? He wouldn't doubt it; he knew Starscream was cruel.

But it just seemed...so much more hurtful now for some reason. The high-grade, perhaps, had something to do with it.

Starscream knelt down, his lips meeting Soundwave's audial component. "I'm glad that I'm your first." He paused, sending a purr through Soundwave's systems. "And you will be too..."

Soundwave's face felt as if it were on fire. He screwed shut his optics, the sensations running through his body nearly too much to handle. He had never overloaded, never even been close to it, so the sudden needs his body was demanding were confusing.

But frag did it feel nice.

"Ah-Starscream...ahh.." Soundwave bucked hard into the red seeker, not being able to control himself. Starscream began nuzzling his neck cables, nipping every now and again. Soundwave, somehow through his lust filled daze, found the seeker's wing with a hand and began squeezing the tip.

Starscream keened, and that by itself had Soundwave's interface panel retracting. He froze, feeling what he knew was lubricant seep from his thighs and onto the floor. He glanced down, and to his horror, saw his spike fully erect. Soundwave thought his face was going to burst into flame...

But as embarrassing as it was for Soundwave, it was apparently just as arrousing to Starscream. The flier sat up, straddling Soundwave's hips. Without breaking optic contact, he traced a hand from the communications officer's side to his lower abdomen, stopping when his fingers met the tip of Soundwave's spike. Soundwave bucked involantarily, biting his bottom lip to keep from crying out.

Soundwave watched, panting, as Starscream retracted his own panel, revlealing his own...equipment. Soundwave felt a strong need pulse through him and he moaned. His face was burning with humiliation; he sounded like a whore, and couldn't stop himself.

Starscream suddenly took Soundwave in hand, causing a few strangled noises, and began sliding up the length of his member. Soundwave was having trouble keeping his voice down, and was horrified by the fact that he didn't really care.

A few more blissfully torturous moments of Starscream's hand-job went by, and Soundwave thought that he was going to overload just by that. However, something hard pressed against his valve and he realized he hadn't even seen Starscream shift positions. With a wave of panic, he watched as Starscream pushed forward. He tensed up, not ever having anything inside of him.

It was...uncomfortable. Soundwave made a grunting noise that sounded suspiciously like a whine, and did his best not to try and pull away.

"You sure you're a virgin?" Starscream asked, his voice laced with worry. Soundwave felt the seeker's confusion more than heard his question, and nodded his head.

"Y-yes. I have never been with another mech." He paused, his own worry growing. "Why?"

"You're supposed to have a seal," Starscream said as he pushed forward again, testing. Soundwave gasped, feeling more discomfort. Was it supposed to hurt?

Then something broke, Soundwave could feel it, and he yelled out loudly. He tried getting away, but was stopped by firm hands on his shoulders. There was laughter, and Soundwave wilted. Starscream ended up laughing at him after all...

"There it is," the seeker chuckled. He gave Soundwave a smile as he bent down and kissed him. Soundwave was stunned into silence. The gesture was so loving. "It was just further back."

Soundwave began to tremble, the pain slowly fading away. It was tolerable now, and his arousal surprisngly hadn't been completely chased away. He laughed himself, weakly, and kissed back. As awkward and humiliating as the situation was, Soundwave found that it was one of the most amazing experiences of his life. He hadn't had much social exposure, so he guessed this would be amazing to a mech like him.

Starscream began rocking back and forth, slowly, and Soundwave grit his denta, trying to relax and enjoy it. It took a few moments, but when he finally did relax, he began to move with Starscream.

And it was just great. He moaned, panted, arched his back, pulled Starscream into a kiss to keep from getting too loud; it was just...great.

The seeker smirked, his own ventilations loud. Starscream began moving faster, his hands finding Soundwave's and laced their finger together. Soundwave was elated by such a gentle gesture and smiled. He knew he looked silly, but he couldn't stop smiling.

Soundwave felt his valve tighten considerably a few times before he was hit with a sensation he couldn't describe. His mouth fell open, and he couldn't even yell out. He realized a few seconds later that this was what an overload felt like. Not long after, he heard Starscream moan in his own overload, and something hot filled Soundwave. Their fingers dug into each other's hands, and Soundwave's spark skipped a pulse. For what seemed like after forever, but yet not long enough, the sensations stopped, and he fell slack on the floor.

Starscream fell ontop of him, his face nuzzled into his neck. Soundwave chuckled, still feeling elated, and rubbed his thumb over Starscream's hand. They stayed like this for an untold period of time. Soundwave had even thought Starscream had fallen into recharge.

Then he pulled himself up, and looked Soundwave straight in the optic. Soundwave suddenly felt self-conscious again. "You know we're going to freak out in the morning, don't you?"

The light tone and smile on Starscream's face was too much. Soundwave busted out into laughter, and couldn't care less about what the next day held at the moment. He shook his head, pecking Starscream on the cheek with his lips.

Starscream's shocked face sent Soundwave into another fit of laughter.

Yup. One more to go guys. The 'after-math' I guess. Gawd, I am am so cheesy. X) Please bear with my uber gayness. Also, excuse the sap-fest and the oocness, I just like the thought of a shy Soundwave and a sweet Starscream. The next chapter's gonna have them (sorta) back to normal, so don't worry. :)) Thanks!