To clarify confusion: Lilly told Miley to go sleep with Jake so that he would never suspect that Miley and Lilly were a couple.
Miley sings the son Iris by Goo Goo Dolls in this chapter, lyrics may not be correct. They are off a website.
"Hey Lilly." Sierra said as she, Emma, Sanford, Mandy, and Brenna walked up to me. "We saw the racy photos of you and Miley, what was those about?"
"You know, um…we were just bored and…um…"
"Hey, Miley… Miley, come over here." Sierra was motioning for Miley to come forward.
Miley saw me and started freaking out she had her do-they-know face on.
"Hey, Miley." Sierra said. "So I heard Jake got you guys a room. So… spill."
"Nothing happened.'
"What do you mean nothing happened?' Emma asked.
"Nothing happened between us."
"So you guys didn't have sex." Sanford concluded.
"No instead. Jake broke up with me." I could see tears running from Miley's eyes.
"Oh you poor baby." Mandy embraced Miley.
"What did he say?" Brenna asked.
"He said that he didn't love me anymore. And that he suspects that I am cheating on him."
"Well are you?"
"No." Miley sobbed.
I looked at Miley. She's sad that Jake broke up with her. That just proves that she loves Jake more than she loves me.
I looked at Miley with disappointment and left.
"Lilly, is something wrong?" Miley said into her phone.
"Why don't you go cry about your boyfriend breaking up with you." I snapped bitterly.
Right now is one of those moments that you totally loose it. Instead of thinking of logically things (She cried over Jake to make it look like she actually was sad) you snap at the people you love. And that was exactly what I am doing now.
"Lilly, you know that was just an act to make Sierra, Emma, Sanford, Mandy, and Brenna think that I really love Jake. But I don't… I love you."
OMFG!!! She just used the three words that I feared- I LOVE YOU. Holy shit, what do I do now???
I just remained silent and confused.
Miley started to sing. "And I'd give up forever to touch you. 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow. You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be, and I don't want to go home right now. And all I can taste is this moment. And all I can breathe is your life. 'Cause sooner or later it's over, I just don't want to miss you tonight."
I joined her. Together we continued singing. "And I don't want the world to see me. 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken. I just want you to know who I am."
We continued to sing until my face was red and I was out of breath. Singing really helped me calm down.
"Lilly, I really do love you. Jake doesn't mean a thing to me. He use to, but that's before I realized that I loved you. And if we want this to work, your gonna have to trust me on this." She took a pause to catch her breath. "When I'm awake at night, I lay in my bed and worry about what people will think if they found out I was bi. Then I think who cares what all those people will think. I have an amazing girlfriend to forget about all those people with. Lilly, I really do love you."
And then I said it. The thing I vowed to never say to anyone besides my parents.
"I love you, Miley."