Why us Ch.6
The family and I got done hunting so we went to see Bella. When we got there we heard the beginning
notes of a song. Alice put Emily down and we went downstairs. Bella stood on a little stage and' started
to sing a disturbing song.
Total nightmare!
Total nightmare!
You wanna hear my side?
You need to drown to know.
With all the times it hurt me to fuck you,
I built a wall with your blood to show!
God save us!
God save us all!
God hates us!
God hates us all!
Total nightmare!
Total nightmare!
Nothing to heal.
No one to break.
Pills had a role now there's nothing to take.
Nothing to trust.
No one to fake.
You'll find out sooner that it's best if we just know our place
(Lies!)
My infiltrated mind.
My lacerated soul.
It took me years, create me, control you.
I left myself for an idea I stole
God save us!
God save us all!
God hates us!
God hates us all!
Total nightmare!
Total nightmare!
Roar!
Rape!
Kill!
Love!
Hate!
Fear!
You better take your time
(Roar!
Rape!
Kill!)
You better take it slow
Cause when you seek the one
(LoveHate!Fear!)
There's nothing left to show.
Total nightmare!
Total nightmare!
Total nightmare!
Total nightmare!
When Bella finishes she saw us standing there. She had and amazing voice. "That's was amazing but
I could go with a better song" Moms says as she hugs Bella. "Thanks mom" She says. "you guys can go
Upstairs if you want I need to practice" She says as she grabs her Carrie underwood cd. The
Beginning of the song came on and Alice squealed. Good girl, alices favorite song.
Hey, good girl (hey, good girl)
With your head in the clouds
I bet you I can tell you
What you're thinkin' about
You'll see a good boy (you see a good boy)
Gonna give you the world
But he's gonna leave you cryin'
With your heart in the dirt
His lips are dripping honey
But he'll sting you like a bee
So lock up all your love and
Go and throw away the key
Hey good girl (hey, good girl)
Get out while you can
I know you think you got a good man
[Hook:]
Why, why you gotta be so blind?
Won't you open up your eyes?
It's just a matter of time 'til you find
He's no good, girl
No good for you
You better get to getting on your goodbye shoes and go, go, go...
Better listen to me
He's low, low, low...
Hey, good girl (hey, good girl)
You got a heart of gold
You want a white wedding
And a hand you can hold
Just like you should, girl (Just like you should, girl)
Like every good girl does
Want a fairy tale ending, somebody to love
But he's really good at lying
Yeah, he'll leave you in the dust
'Cause when he says forever
Well, it don't mean much
Hey good girl (hey, good girl)
So good for him
Better back away honey
You don't know where he's been
[Hook:]
Why, why you gotta be so blind?
Won't you open up your eyes?
It's just a matter of time 'til you find
He's no good, girl
No good for you
You better get to getting on your goodbye shoes and go, go, go...
Yeah yeah yeah, he's low
Yeah yeah yeah
[Bridge:]
Oh, he's no good, yeah
Why can't you see?
He'll take your heart and break it
Listen to me, yeah
[Hook/Outro:]
Why, why you gotta be so blind?
Won't you open up your eyes?
Just a matter of time 'til you find
He's no good, he's no good
Won't you open up your eyes?
Just a matter of time 'til you find
He's no good, girl
No good for you
You better get to getting on your goodbye shoes
(Bella's point of view)
" Omg I love that song" Alice said after I finished signing. "Ok I need to practice the song I have to sing
for graduation Friday "I say as I find my five for fighting Cd. Rose and Emmett go upstairs to play
with Emily and Kristi. I found the cd and put it in and began.
I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind
I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star
15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
Half time goes by
Suddenly you're wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...
I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you're on your way
Every day's a new day...
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
When I finished the family was laughing. "Bella you will have forever to live" Dad says. "I know but this
Is the song that I chose for graduation since I'm graduating at 15" I say and my phone beeps saying I
Have a new text message. It's from Angela whose waiting for me at the high school with Mr. McGee.
"I got to go" I say as I run upstairs and get my dress I'm wearing and my shoes. I run out to the car.
I get in and speed off. I look behind and their cars follow. When I get to the school Angela is there
Waiting. "Hurry up they already practiced choir and band" She says and I run to the bathroom and get
In my dress I bought for graduation which is a teal and the bottom has a few ruffles. I quickly change
Into my silver heels and go behind the stage. I see the Cullen's sitting in the gym seats.
"ok we just said all the students' names now he's going to introduce you." Angela says.
"Congratulations to the class of 2012. Now we have most of the student's inspiration to stay in school,
Bella Swan" Mr. McGee says and I step out. I nod to the band to start the music after i finish I practice
My speech. "I chose this song because if you guys didn't know I'm fifteen. Thanks to everyone here who
Supported me unlike my father did, if you read the papers you would find out my father abused me
And my sister, but I had the courage to come to school every day with all the pain and I'm happy to
Be graduating" I say and walk off stage. When I get back off the stage Ang hugs me.
"That was perfect" She says. "Thanks you want to come meet my family?" I ask as I see mom and dad
Standing there looking for me. "Sure" She says and we walk back on stage and down the stairs
To the gym floor that leads us to our seats. "Mom, daddy this is my friend Angela, Angela this my
New adoptive parents" I say. "Hello Mr. and Mrs. Cullen" Ang said and they both laughed.
"Carlisle and Esme please" Daddy says as he hugs Angela. "why don't you come over for dinner Ang?"
I ask as we go to our cars. "Sure I just have to pick up the boys from Mrs. Newton" She says.
"ok I'll see you at the house, I'm sure Kristi will be happy to see Kyle and Chase" I say as I get in the truck
With Kristi and speed off towards home.
(later that night when Bella goes to bed)
"Love are you ok?" Edward asks. "Yes I'm fine" I say as I snuggle into his cool chest and fall asleep.