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Happy Holidays!
CHAD POV
"I guarantee that you don't remember my name" Marjorie...? No, Marjorie is that girl from The Valley I slept with once.
"You're probably right" I got out of the pullout with my boxers on and picked up my jeans from the basement floor. I wasn't going to have sex upstairs where my parents could hear me and... in my bed. She was a loud moaner and it got on my nerves after a while but she gave head like a pro.
"You're not even going to guess, are you?" She sat up, using the covers to hide her chest. Marissa?
"No, you'll be mad with the names I come up with"
"Wow, Chad you're such a dick" Maya?
"You were screaming out for it last night" I retorted. She cleared her throat and reached down on the floor to come up with a bra. She strapped it on and reached down on the floor again. Maddy? "You're name is Mary"
"I thought you forgot" She snapped
"I did until now. Are you happy?" I fastened the button on my jeans and stretched
"I'm fucking ecstatic" She put her underwear on and stood up "Did I at least change your mind about calling me?"
"Hm..." No "...I'm still thinking about it"
"Chad" She groaned "Don't be a jerk"
"I said I was thinking about it"
"Fine" She mumbled and found the dress I tossed last night that landed on the tall lamp post. She slid it on easily. I reached in my back pocket and tapped a cigarette out of the box. I placed it between my lips and patted my pockets for a light. "Are you going to make me take the walk of shame or are you taking me home?"
"The walk would be fun"
"Seriously?"
"I ran out of gas driving home last night"
"You're a fucking liar" She scoffed and pushed passed me.
"Just because of that comment I'm most definitely not dropping you home" I pointed out. She stormed up the steps of my basement and toward my front door. I followed behind her and walked her to the door.
"I'll call you since you're just afraid to ask me for what you want"
"Whatever makes you feel better, sweetheart" She rolled her eyes and opened my front door. Before stepping onto the porch she kissed my cheek and smiled.
"Seriously, call me" I nodded and closed the door behind her. Seemed like she hated me a few seconds ago. When I turned back around my father was standing there with his arms folded and a displeased look on his face.
"Shit, dad... you really shouldn't sneak up on me" I muttered and walked around him so I can go smoke in the backyard
"Who was that one this time?" He moved with me
"Mary"
"Where'd you meet her?"
"Bonfire" I slid open the backyard door and stepped out.
"Did you use a condom?"
"Yes dad. I also get tested every other week if you must know. Stay out of my sex life" I lit my Newport with my Bic lighter and took a deep inhale. God, that felt good.
"You need to stop sleeping around"
"You're annoying me, dad"
"You're crossing a line, son. Don't be disrespectful" He warned.
"Okay, dad. I just want to smoke in peace" I told him.
"You should stop sleeping around"
"Mhm" I hummed, tossing the stick on the ground and stepping on it. He's not giving me any peace. I pushed around him and went back into the house. I like my father but he was just annoying me today. In my room, I grabbed my towel so I can take a shower.
SONNY POV
"Derek stop..." I laughed loudly and tried pulling the remote back out his hands. He pushed me away and hit me with a pillow "I had it first you big oaf" I used my feet to push him away and my hands to grab his. He was much stronger than I was so he just yanked me off the couch and hit me with a pillow again. My ass hurts behind anything. He just chuckled and changed the channel on the TV.
"You're not going to win this fight" He said. I stood up, marching towards him and jumping on top of him, putting him in a headlock and forcing him to give the remote back. He wrapped his arms around my waist and rose off the couch. I was suspended in the air with my arms still around his neck. "Let go..."
"No, you let go" I stated
"If I let go, you'll fall"
"Derek, let go..." I groaned. He just held onto me like I wasn't even there and flipped through the channels on the TV "The blood is rushing to my head"
"Whose fault is that?"
"Yours" I spat "I had it first"
"I'm older"
"I'm a girl"
"Really? Since when?" He teased. I curled my arms tighter around his neck until he coughed "You're going to kill me"
"Put me down and give me the remote" I held out my hand and tried taking the remote again. I couldn't even see; my hair was blinding me.
"Never" He growled. He spun in a circle quickly, making me dizzy. I laughed again and held on tight. He stopped and swayed to the side a little.
"Uh..." A guy cleared his throat. He turned around with me in his arms and chuckled "What are you doing?" Is that Jake?
"She tried to fight me for the remote" Derek said
"I had it first and Derek always starts this stuff" I took my hands off his neck and heard him take a deep breath.
"So, that's why your panties are showing?" I lifted my head and pushed my hair out of my face before burning a dark red.
"Ch-Chad..." Ugh... my panties were shown to Chad
"Your brother let us in"
"Ah..." I breathed out. Derek placed me on my feet while my face was still a deep red. It was so embarrassing. I fixed my shorts and shook my head.
"They're... pretty lacy" Chad said with a small smile. Jake slapped his chest when he came into the room and looked at me.
"Go upstairs" He said
"Why? I was down here before you all so you go upstairs"
"Sonny, there's more space down here rather than being cramped in my room"
"There's a basement"
"There's no air conditioning in the basement. Go upstairs"
"Asshole" I grumbled
"Go upstairs" Chad and I are- there's something there between us but it can't happen. He's older and no matter how much I want something to happen he's a jerk who'll continue being the person that he is. I padded off up the steps and into my room. I closed the door and collapsed onto my bed. Why is Chad here? Why'd he have to see my underwear? These aren't even the pretty ones. Penelope was still sleeping since she was high and I'm beginning to think she was dead. I had already taken my shower and washed my hair. I'm pissed off at myself for letting Chad get to me like that just to see him doing the same to some woman.
You're 16, he's not thinking of you!
On the side of his house none the less. I pushed Penelope's shoulder and watched her stir. She didn't wake. I pushed her once more until she lifted her head at me.
"What?" She moaned
"Get up, it's twelve o clock"
"Ten minutes"
"Come on, Pen. Get up..." I ripped the covers off her "Take a shower so you'll feel better"
"No, you're not my mother"
"Chad's downstairs" I said. Her head popped up with her hair in her eyes
"Did you talk to him? What'd he say?"
"Derek and I were play fighting and he saw my undies" Her hand raised to my shorts and pulled them a little bit to look.
"You aren't even wearing cute ones"
"I know..." I whined "This sucks"
"Well, it's not like you can do anything with him. He's older"
"I just want to kiss him"
"Again..." I nodded "I thought you hated him?"
"I do" She swung her legs over the bed and stood up. "Help me"
"With what? You two aren't a thing" Penelope mentioned "I could help you turn him on but that's about it" She shrugged, taking a towel and washcloth I left out for her and threw it over her shoulder.
"Turn him on? I could do that on my own" I said smugly. The house phone rang downstairs. I heard someone answer it.
"Oh yeah?"
"Mhm"
"Well, good luck since I'm taking a shower" She chuckled. I scrunched my nose up at her before shaking my head. The bathroom door closed and the shower turned on.
"Sonny! Phone!" The male's voice called out from the lower floor. I left my room and took the kitchen phone from Derek's hand. I hopped up on the far side of the counter so I couldn't see the blonde short hair and sighed
"Hello?"
"Hey, gorgeous" I smiled and lightly turned red.
"Hey, Mikey" Short for Michael. "I'm glad you called. I needed to hear your voice"
"Aw, you miss me that much?"
"Yes, I do" I laughed "Are you coming to California?"
"Mhm, next month. I'll be there, sleeping on your couch and secretly sneaking up to your room"
"Yeah, I can't wait for that" I chuckled "How are things over there?"
"Good. I just had practice but I'm in my dorm now"
"Your... dorm is coed?"
"Um, yeah"
"Oh..."
"There are a guys and a girl's floor"
"Hm" I hummed "Other than that, I can't wait to see you. Maybe we can..." I tuned him out as Chad walked into the kitchen. He opened up the fridge and had his back to me. Why is he in here? Where's that leggy chick he was with earlier? Why does Chad always make me want to smile? Even when he doesn't do anything. Hell, even when he's mean, I just want to smile. "Sonny?"
"What?" I snapped out of it. "I'm sorry, what'd you say?"
"We could go on a really nice date and I'm renting a truck so there's a lot of…"
"Space" I finished for him. There's enough space in a truck to have sex than the back seat of a car.
"Mikey, we're going to get some pizza. You want to come and... hang out?" A female voice rang out from over the phone. I furrowed my brows at the same time Chad turned around. He leaned on the counter across from me and smirked.
"I don't have any money on me right now and my card is somewhere in here" He answered.
"You're going to get something to eat?" I said into the phone "You just called"
"It's fine…" He's ignoring me "I'll pay for you and you can just pay me back"
"Alright, fine. Sonny, I'll give you a call back later. I'm gonna go get something to eat" If he calls me back later. I can see myself with Chad.
"Okay" I ran my fingers through my hair and hung up. How is he going to pay her back? With something I can't give him. Of course. I placed the phone on the counter and clicked my tongue.
"Bad conversation?"
"Yes, a blonde haired jerk walked in and stayed until it was over" He raised his brows and smirked "It's none of your business"
"I'm a jerk now? I thought I was hot"
"In your head? Yeah, you're amazing"
"Oh... you're cranky"
"And you're a jerk"
"Why?"
"I saw you yesterday on the side of your house"
"Oh, you saw Mary? Yeah, she couldn't wait to get in the house for the first round. I have her wrapped around my finger"
"Or she's just a slut" I tried
"That too but she's a good one" I narrowed my eyes and shook my head. He's a jerk to everyone.
"You know what? Leave me alone, Chad" I said quietly so Jake and Derek wouldn't hear. "You said you'd keep the feelings one sided so let me have my feelings and you can keep yours for some other chick you'll have pinned against your wall or... someone else's wall" He lifted the can of soda to his lips and rose his brows.
"Are you mad?" He took a swig and cleared his throat "Are you mad that she had the same face you had on when I kissed your neck, Sonshine?" I scoffed and slid off the counter.
"No," My cheeks inflamed red "I'm not a pawn in your game of... girls"
"You can't even get mad that I was with some girl since I'm older than you" He whispered.
"I hate you"
"Good"
"You're full of yourself"
"Just think about, Sonny. You couldn't handle being with me. No woman can. I drive them... crazy and they always want more"
"Just leave me alone" I started towards the living room but he pulled me back by my wrist. "What?"
"You forgot to say please"
"Idiot" I grunted while pushing at his chest but he wasn't moving. I grabbed the first thing I can get from him which was his pack of cigarettes.
"Don't mess with those"
"Oh, your disgusting addiction is in my hands now" I squirmed rapidly to get out of his hold and ran around the counter away from him. "Did you know that a pack of Newport's is $11.25? That's expensive for something that can kill you. You're paying for your own death"
"Now!" Chad yelled. I smirked and bolted for the back door. He ran behind me. I jumped up on my trampoline and jumped repeatedly. "If I catch you, you're gonna get it"
"Oh... I'm so scared" I teased while I was in the air. He took his shoes off and got up on the trampoline, grabbing my waist and knocking me over. I pushed the box down into my bra and crawled to get away from him. "Come on, Chad. You can catch me, you're not that old"
"Sonny!" He warned. I rolled off the tramp and sprinted out of the back. I ran around to his house and into his backyard, pulling open the kitchen door that's always open and running through the house. Whoa! I'm in his house. I mean, it's so pretty and nice and clean. I slowed down near the stairs and looked around. There were baby pictures going up the wall and pictures of his family. He looked so nice and sweet, what happened to that Chad. "Where are you, Monroe?" I started up the steps faster and closed the door to one of the rooms. His room. It looks like a man's room but cleaner and it actually smells good. The faint smell of smoke was all that was there. I looked at the books on his desk and a picture of him and some girl. Is that his girlfriend or someone that used to be? He burst through the door and dragged a hand down his face. I chuckled and shook my head.
"Can't keep up, Chaddy? I didn't know you were such an old man"
"Give me the fucking smokes"
"Such language. I'm offended"
"I'm not playing with you anymore. I want my stuff"
"Oh, come and get it" He charged towards me and knocked me on to the bed. I laughed loudly and fought him back, stopping him from taking the Newport's. He caught my hands in his and placed them above my head.
"Where are they?" He growled. My insides fluttered and a puddle formed in my panties.
"You're killing yourself by smoking" It's only a matter of time before Pen, Jake and Derek come looking for us.
"Give. Them. To. Me"
I lowered my eyes down and waited for him to get the hint. He saw the corner of the box sticking out of the side of my shirt. For a moment, I thought about letting him do whatever he wanted to me. Slowly, he dropped one hand and ran it along my collarbone. He stopped when he was in the dip of my neck, looking at me before lowering his head and kissing the warm skin. My eyes fell closed as I felt his lips move up my neck and place kisses on it. It was too good for words and I adored it. Every spot his lips touched tingled after. My heart pounded twice before speeding up. He lifted his head, staring at my eyes for a moment before molding our lips together. Magically, our fingers intertwined while his other moved up to cup my face.
I'm. In. Heaven. He hovered over me, making me feel as if I was ready to do anything and everything but I knew I wasn't. I leaned up, so I could stand. He dropped my hand, reaching down and hoisting me up, wrapping my legs around his waist. He moved back and sat on a love seat he had so I was straddling him. I could feel the heat from his body on mine. His blonde hair twined in my fingers and his hands resting on my ass. Then it involuntarily happened. I grinded on his lap. The urge had overpowered and it just happened. Hopefully, it was no harm done. If I were in this position with Michael then he would already tried to undress me so he can try to get me to sleep with him. Damn!
"Sonny..." He groaned. I'm like, really turned on. My ass was gripped tighter by him, pulling me closer if it was possible. I moaned lightly on his mouth. His hands softly slid up underneath my shirt and to my waist. I froze, pulling away a little.
"Chad, I can't..." I breathed out
Chicken!
"I know"
"Know? Know what?" I inquired while catching my breath.
"You're… a virgin"
"H-How?"
"It's kind of obvious. Besides, the purity ring on your finger. I figured you weren't married so…" I groaned and dropped my head on his shoulder. Being a virgin is getting even more obvious and I'm starting to hate being one. "Its… fine"
"It's embarrassing" I disagreed.
"Why do you think it's embarrassing?"
"Because I get nowhere" I lifted my head and looked at him
"Does Michael try to get you to have sex with him?"
"I um… should go before my b-brothers come a-and-" I started rising off his lap but he pulled me down by my waist.
"Stay for a minute" He said softly, taking the corner of the Newport box and pulling it out. He smirked and gave me a look. "They're warm and crushed. My money was wasted"
"Sorry" I shrugged innocently. He laid his head back on the couch and sighed.
"You didn't answer my question" He murmured "Does he?"
"No… yes… sometimes" I struggled to get out "It's complicated"
"How is it complicated? He's your boyfriend"
"It's just like, he isn't the one I want to lose it to. Don't get me wrong, he's great… it's just… he isn't the one"
"You're scared. That's what it is"
"I'm not scared" I folded my arms over my chest. He picked his head up and quirked a brow
"You are. You're scared that he'll leave once he got what he wanted or he'll degrade it or won't be the same after. I'm sure he won't leave you" He'll go for some girl he met in his dorm or during basketball practice.
"How old were you when you first?"
"I was… fifteen"
"Fifteen? That's a little young"
"I… was a sophomore in high school" He inhaled, laying his head back again "But I'm a guy so it wasn't a big deal for me"
"Hm…" I couldn't help but admit how comfortable I am on his lap. "What's your favorite color?"
"Why?"
"Just a question" I shrugged
"Blue"
"Why blue?"
"Blue eyes" Ah, that's valid
"Oh…" I nodded slowly. His pretty blue eyes that made my heart pound whenever he looked at me "Why are you so mean?"
"I'm mean?"
"You'll be really nice… like you are now… and then five minutes later, you'll be mean. You're moody"
"I'm not moody" He ran his up and down my sides slowly. His hands are really warm but calloused yet soft "You're sixteen, you see things differently. I'm a man and you're a girl. You're naturally more sensitive"
"I don't know what you're talking about. I'm hardcore" He snorted a small laugh. "What happens after this, Chad?"
"After what just happened? It can't go any further. Your father would castrate me."
"Oh..." I drawled out, standing up and fixing my shirt. I still feel like I'm getting nowhere.
"Yo, Chad! Sonny! Where the hell are you two?" I heard Derek yell.
"Did- Did that meant anything to you?" I then asked. He dragged a hand down his face and shook his head. "Nothing at all?"
"Sonny… you're sixteen. We shouldn't and… I was just messing around" A sharp pang stripped my heart. Just messing around. You don't kiss someone like that if you're just messing around. Apparently, he does. How does he not feeling anything at all? I turned around and walked out of his room. I jogged down the steps and out the front door, past my two brothers- Derek being close enough to me to be considered- and into the house. Penelope was on my balcony, waiting for me the entire time.
"What happened?"
CHAD POV
"What the hell were you doing?" Jake asked me as I walked out my front door. I had my car keys in my hand so I can go buy another pack of smokes.
"She had my cigarettes" I simply stated.
"Why'd she come running out of the house like that" He sized me up shortly before getting even angrier. "Why does your clothes look like that?" He pushed my chest roughly. I staggered back a little before stepping toward him.
"Don't put your fucking hands on me"
"Why the hell are your clothes all tangled? Why'd she run out like you hurt her?" He was now in my face. I pushed him away and balled up my fists out of defense.
"I didn't do anything. She was mad that I caught her, that's all"
"Don't let me find out you've been messing with my sister" He threatened. I was pushed again until Derek stepped between us.
"No one is messing with your underage sister. You know, except her boyfriend" We glared at each other for a few moments before he stalked away to his house. Derek sighed and looked at me.
"You know he protects her with everything. Why would you even go there?"
"I didn't do anything. She didn't do anything. She's sixteen. What the hell am I going to do with her? I'd be arrested by her father" I spat out. "I swear I didn't do anything. I'm not a liar" I lied "I wouldn't lie to you about Sonny"
"Alright man, just give him time to cool down"
"Whatever" I grumbled and headed to my car. I put the key in the ignition and reversed out of my driveway. I pulled open my glove compartment and searched it, pulling out a pack of Marlboros and tapping one out. These aren't even mine, they're James'. I lit one quickly before taking a long drag and exhaled a heavy amount of smoke.
Hours later, I was sitting in my backyard watching Grady and his friend, Samantha aka Sam play ball. They weren't really playing they were playing around but you get the picture. I tapped extra ash off my fifteenth cigarette today and ran my fingers through my hair. I've never smoked so much in one day but I was craving it. I don't know what Sonny thinks is going to happen between us but I know it's nothing. She's fun to mess with and that's about it. I know she's a virgin, she's a girl and she's sixteen so her feelings are very fragile but I can't help it. I am who I am.
"You look stressed out man" James said to me. I shook my head with a frown and shrugged.
"I'm not"
"Are you sure? I mean, you look like you need a drink"
"Nah, I'm good. I'm a little tired" Sam made a layup and laughed when Grady threw her over his shoulder.
"Oh, why? You stayed home all day" He rubbed the back of his neck before grinning "What girl tired you out?"
Sonny
Hell no!
"The one from the bonfire"
"Um… Mary, right? How was she?" He questioned.
"I got off" He chuckled deeply and nodded
"No shit, but how was it all together?"
"Alright"
"You told dad!" We all heard a voice yell. I craned my neck from under the awning to see Sonny yelling at Jake. Is it about the same thing earlier? "I told you that nothing happened! I'm not lying!"
"He's going to find out anyway!"
"No, he wasn't! He wasn't going to find out anything because nothing happened, Jake! You're such an idiot" Sonny isn't the type to curse. "You should've just kept it to yourself!"
"Shut up! I don't want to hear it!"
"What do you want to hear then? I'm still your sister!"
"My sixteen year old sister who was in the house next door with a grown man with no other person in that house!" Why is he yelling at her over me like that?
"I don't like him! He has nothing for me, Jake! He's twenty one!"
"Are they talking about you?" Grady looked at me. I tossed my cigarette in the ashtray and stood up.
"That's not the point, Sonny! You're sixteen with an older brother! You know how I am!"
"Damn Chad, what did you do?"
"Nothing, I didn't do anything" I defended myself. I stepped out where Grady was and folded my arms, looking up at Jake on the balcony and Sonny in the doorway of it. His head turned to me and then back at his sister. He pushed her inside softly before closing the balcony doors.
"He looked pissed" I'm never gonna hear the end of this.
"Yeah, he does but he's blowing everything out of proportion. She took my cigarettes and I was getting them back. She ran in my house and I caught her. That was it"
"So, why is he so mad?"
"She left the house looking mad and Jake saw so he assumes that I did something"
"He assumes that you did- Chad"
"I didn't do anything. She's sixteen. I'm not trying to get locked up" I explained to them "She has a boyfriend and her father is LAPD. No way in hell do I even think of her in that way"
SONNY POV
"Didn't I tell you not to go over there?" My father scolded me at the dining room table loudly. I pulled my knees up to my chest and watched him wave his finger in my face. Whenever I got yelled at by my father, he was standing and I was sitting. His tone was the tone he used when he was at work, I guess. I've grown to not be scared of it anymore. It's just the fact that I'm getting yelled at. Jake is such an idiot. Something happened with Chad and I but nothing truly happened. "You disobeyed me after we talked about it like adults" I never told on Jake when he was high all the time but the one time I do something its broadcasted to my father immediately. "I don't want you over there, Sonny. You know not to break my rules and just because he's a neighbor and you're friends with him doesn't mean you're grown. You're my daughter who lives in my house and abides by my rules. As far as I'm concerned, Michael can't visit"
"Dad…" I dropped my legs and exclaimed "…nothing happened. You're blowing everything out of proportion. Nothing happened" I repeated. "Stop talking to me like I can't handle myself"
"If you can't handle a simple rule then you obviously can't handle yourself"
"I can handle myself. You treat me like I'm a little kid. Why don't you trust me? Nothing happened. Let Michael visit"
"No, Sonny. That's your punishment and until you show me that you are obedient, he won't be visiting at all. I'll call him and tell him myself but other than that I don't want another rule broken, do you understand me?"
"That's not fair!" I yelled.
"Do you understand me?" He asked with more authority. I sank back in the chair and scoffed.
"Stop talking to me like I'm a small ass kid" I blurted out "I'm sixteen, remember?"
"Excuse me? Who do you think you're talking to?"
"I'm not a kid. If I said nothing happened then nothing happened"
"You will not speak to me like that ever again, Sonny. Just because you did, you're going to clean the bathrooms for two months" I hate cleaning the bathrooms. "Do not talk to me like that. Do you understand me, Sonny?"
"Yes, sir"
"Don't let it happen again"
"Alright" I murmured and closed my eyes. I can't do anything in this house. I never will be able to. I'm the baby so I'm overly protected and that's the worst! My father walked away with his anger. Derek walked in the room and sat in the chair across from mine since Jake wasn't going to talk to me. I don't even want to speak to Jake.
"They'll both calm down"
"That's not the point, Derek. It's like there's no trust in me"
"It's not that they don't trust you. They don't trust Chad"
"They treat me like I'm a little kid"
"You're the baby of the family. You're also a girl, Sonny. You know how they are"
"I'm tired of being treated like I'm five" I spat out. He quirked a brow and shrugged his shoulders. "Why aren't you mad at me for going over there?" I narrowed my eyes.
"Because I know you didn't do anything. You're smarter than that, right?" He patted my hand. I'm lying for Chad and myself now? What the hell is going on? I swallowed the huge lump in my throat and nodded.
"Yeah"
A/N
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