CHAPTER SIX – I LOVE SOMEONE.

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It had been months since I told Rachel about me and, of course, months since she and Finn started dating. In those months I was spending most of my time with couple Britanna (Santana hated when I called them that, but Britt loved, so she just glared at me). They said I needed some lesbian's advice, like what the hell? But it was nice. I never told them about my super love crush on Rachel, so they kept trying to hook me up with someone. I wasn't ready for that yet, but it was really nice of them, I guess.

This fine morning I received a text from Rachel asking me if I could give her a ride. A few months ago, I would hate it, because well, she didn't need to ask me that; I was her ride every day. But since Finn got in the picture, he was her ride. So I just mopped around for a while then let go.

To Rach: Sure. Be there in 5.

It was odd. I guess Finn couldn't make it today. I wasn't complaining, because I really did miss Rachel. Like for real.

The only time I saw the brunet these days was at school and in some "family" reunions. Our crazy family reunions that now somehow involved Finn as well.

When I parked outside her house, she didn't give me time to even unbuckle my seatbelt, she was already out of the house in my passenger's door. She had this wild smile in her face and I smiled back, because who wouldn't?

She was especially beautiful today. She was wearing skinny jeans (she didn't use this very often) and a simple white shirt that hugged her forms very well with a jacket.

"Looking fine today." I said as she entered the car still wearing that bright smile.

"Oh well, thanks Quinn. You look very fine yourself." I smiled at her, because have I said that I missed her? I couldn't control myself.

"I missed you." I blurted out. Her smile faltered and I could see that she became a little sad.

"I know. I'm so sorry we've been distant, Quinn. I miss you a lot too." She took my hand in hers.

"Who said I miss you a lot?" I said very serious and she rolled her eyes making me lose my façade and laugh. "Hey." I said serious this time, squeezing her hand gently. "This here. We. We are for the long run, right?" She smiled and nodded. "So don't worry. We could take different paths, but we'll always find our way back to each other. I know that for sure."

"You're my bestest best friend too." She said this, reminding that time I said to her the same thing. I smiled my version of a bright smile (that didn't stand a chance at hers) and put some of her brown hair beside her ear. She smiled back.

"Time to go, huh best?"

When we arrived at school, we walked slowly, taking our time to catch up.

"So, Santana told me you are refusing each and every option of girls she says likes you." Oh no, not a good subject.

"So you and San finally find a common ground and the subject has to be me?" I said arching my eyebrows to her. Deflection; I'm very good at it.

"Well, not exactly. We just sort of reached this subject when we bumped with each other at the supermarket this weekend." She said shrugging.

"Oh yeah, she told me about it."

"Yeah, so stop deflecting." I looked at her with wild eyes and she chuckled. "Yes Quinn, I know that was what you were doing." I sighed. This girl knows me more than she should.

I stopped her, pushing her in some empty classroom and closing the door.

"Ok. If I'm going to tell you this, you have to promise me you won't push for more, because all I'll say will be all I can say." She thought about it a little, than nodded.

"Ok. I guess this is fair."

"Alright." I passed my hand through my hair in a nervous manner. Because what the hell?! I was about to tell her about my crush on her. Without the "on her" part of course.

She was looking at me with expectant eyes. I sighed, trying to control my breathe and the speed of my heartbeats.

"I don't care too much for the girls San introduce me because I already like someone." Her big brown eyes became wilder and she was about to say something, when I interrupted her. "I won't say who she is." Now she was disappointed. Her cute pout made me smile. "Your cute pout won't help you this time."

"Why won't you say her name?" She all but whined.

"I can't and you said you agreed in not pushing me for more." She sighed, showing that she really didn't like our agreement but that she would resign.

"Ok. So at least I can know why you aren't with this girl?" It was my time to sigh.

"Well, she kind of is in a relationship with someone else and doesn't even know that I like her." I said trying not to look at her, because this girl read me very well and what if she got it?

"I see. But why hadn't you told her?"

"I don't even know if she likes girls this way and she has a boyfriend, I already told you that." I let a frustrated sigh, because this things hit home and I couldn't believe I was telling her all of this. I was so screwed.

"Well, Quinn, you'll never know if you don't talk to her."

"I don't know, I kind of feel that is wrong confessing your love for someone that is already taken." I said this not looking at her, so when I finally looked she had a shocked face. "What?" I asked.

"Your love?" She was really surprised. Oh shit. Well done Fabray! "You love this girl?" She had her crazy look. I didn't know whether I panicked or laughed at her. I opted for panicking.

"Yeah, well, yeah I guess."

"Wow Quinn, now you have to tell her." She said very sure.

"Really?" I was a little taken aback.

"Yes. You own to yourself the chance of having your feelings returned and this lucky girl…" She smiled at me and smiled back, my heart fluttering. "This lucky girl deserves to know that she got this awesome person liking her. Loving her." She corrected herself still kind of shocked, which made me chuckle.

"But what if she doesn't love or at least like me back?"

"At least you tried."

"I don't know if I can take a rejection from her." I said biting my bottom lip. I couldn't take it, it would be too much.

She took a step in my direction and hugged me. My heart simply exploded in my chest and I tried to relax my body in hers.

"At least you'll know that you gave it a shot. If you really love this girl you own it to yourself."

I finally hugged her back. I hugged her tight, because now I felt like I owned it to her too, right?

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Hey guys! I know this chapter is kind of short, but I think is a good one. Will Quinn tell Rachel finally? Haha. Tell me your thoughts.

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