Healing Souls

Disclaimer: I own nothing except for Kamryn. SOA belongs to Kurt Sutter and whoever else works on it with him. So don't sue me, please.

He cheated on her. She cheated on him. They were both stupid and wrong to keep hurting each other. And it was all because of Tara. If Tara never entered the picture they would have been together right now, they would have been happy. And they both knew it.

Chapter Six

Gemma was pacing the hospitals' waiting room nervously clutching her bag tightly and then releasing, tightening and then releasing.

"Kamryn Collins." A male voice called out.

Gemma walked over quickly to the doctor and looked at him worried. "What's wrong? What happened to her?" She knew that if what she was doing or saying to Kamryn put her here and Jax found out he would give her a ton of shit.

"Well, it seems dues to a severe amount of stress and high blood pressure Ms. Collins had very mild cramping and almost lost the baby. It was stopped and we saved the child but it worries me since she is still only seven weeks pregnant. I want her to be as relaxed as she possibly can. I also want her to take time off of work." The doctor told her seriously.

Gemma nodded, feeling a spring of shock go through her hearing that Kamryn was pregnant. "Is she okay?" She asked. "Will she be?"

He nodded. "Yes, she will be. She's resting right now which is what she needs."

Gemma nodded at him while she looked at him. "Thanks." She said to him before walking out of the hospital.

"Jackson, what the fuck did you do?"

Jax was sitting on the bench smoking a cigarette as he watched Chibs and Tig fight. It was amusing really, Tig was a little bitch. Kept running and dodging punches that Chibs would try to throw at him.

Jax straightened a little bit when he saw his mother's car pull in. Throwing away his cigarette Jax stood up and walked over to the car as his mother got out of it.

"Hey, Ma."

Gemma frowned at him and slapped him across the face. "You knocked Kamryn up?" Gemma asked appalled.

It was Jax's turn to frown. He didn't think Kamryn would tell anybody yet, least of all his mother. "She told you?"

Gemma scoffed. "Yeah, like she would. No I had to take her to the hospital, she's there now."

Jax immediately walked away from Gemma and over to his bike. He wasn't even questioning why his mother was even bothering Kamryn in the first place. He just needed to see her, now.

Kamryn was laying down in the hospital bed listening to the television but staring at her still flat stomach. This little baby wasn't even here yet and it was causing problems for her.

Kamryn's head jerked up when she heard the door fly open and she saw Jax standing there white as a ghost and with worry etched onto his face. "What's wrong?" Kamryn asked, herself now worried. Jax wasn't one to worry about something unless it was something big to worry about.

"Are you okay?" Jax asked shutting the door and sitting next to the bed. "Gemma told me you fainted or some shit. What was my mother even doing with you?" He asked now aware that his mother was with Kamryn. "What did she do?"

Kamryn shook her head. "I'm fine. And your mother didn't do anything. Came over for what? I don't know. All's I know is that if Gemma wasn't there I'd probably be in a lot more trouble."

Jax frowned at her, but decided not to push her. "What's the damage?"

She sighed and looked at him seriously. "I'm a high-risk pregnancy. Jax, I was going to have a miscarriage and I'm only seven weeks pregnant, that's a problem. I have high blood pressure and I have to stay as relaxed as calm as possible. Although that won't be happening because I have school and work and the doctor just needs to understand people need to make a living somehow."

Jax took her hand and rubbed it lightly. "I can help you. Give you whatever you need or some shit." He said quietly, as if embarrassed he offered.

Kamryn couldn't help the laugh that bubbled up and tried to stop when he looked at her confused. "Aw, Jax. I appreciate that, I do. But this is not your kid, not your responsibility. Besides I'd save your money. You're a mechanic and you live in a clubhouse next to it, why not get a house? When Tara comes back I doubt she'd want to live in the place her father died in."

Jax sighed and looked down at her hand, and she carefully pulled it back. "I'm not angry at you. Even if this is your kid just imagine how hard it would be to have a relationship with Tara when she knows you have a kid with me?"

"I don't wanna be with Tara. She's gone, out of the picture, and I don't know how else to tell you that." Jax told her frustrated.

Kamryn laughed quietly and ruffled his hair. "Yeah, you always say that but then you and Tara always get back together."

Jax shook his head annoyed but let it drop, let her think whatever she wanted. He wasn't getting back with Tara. "How you feeling?" Jax asked sincerely.

Kamryn smiled a nodded. "I'm fine. Seriously."

"Have you seen Max?"

Kamryn shook her head. "I haven't seen him since you beat him." Kamryn told him and squinted her eyes at him. "Which I still think was stupid."

Jax rolled his eyes. "Whatever, I wonder what he would do if he found out that this kid is mine. I mean, it only takes one time."

Kamryn stared at him. "We were drunk and Tara wasn't there and it wasn't exactly a great experience."

Jax laughed. "Darlin, you enjoyed just as much as I did. And I don't remember wrappin it."

Kamryn shivered. "Gross, whatever Tara germs were on your dick are inside me." She said and frowned. "That's disgusting."

Jax chuckled and shook his head. "You have a way of lookin at things."

Kamryn shrugged. "It's a gift."

"When you breakin outta here?" Jax asked her pushing back a red curl behind her ear.

"Probably tomorrow."

Jax nodded. "I'll be here to pick you up."

Kamryn frowned and looked up at where Jax now stood. "Not that I'm not appreciative of you doing that, but I don't think it's best if I ride on the back of a bike right now."

Jax chuckled. "Fine, gimme your keys and I'll got and get your car."

Kamryn nodded and reached over in the end tables drawer and handed them to him. "Oh and can you go inside and feed my ferret? I don't want him to starve."

Jax nodded and kissed her forehead, and she tried leaning back in the bed so he wouldn't but he did it anyway and she sighed in defeat. He wasn't going to leave her alone until he found out this wasn't his kid.

"I'll be here tomorrow at around nine." Jax told her leaning back now.

Kamryn nodded. "Thanks."

Jax was now pulling into Kamryn's driveway and shut off his bike. There was her car, parked and off, and it was all fine. He got off his bike and walked over to the front door. He checked to see if it was locked and it wasn't. He opened up the door and let out a curse at what he saw.

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