Captain Cragen turned the TV set off and sat down on Olivia's empty others were in shock."That little fucker,Moss,sent it in".Elliot growled."If he wanst at Rikers but in the cage now I'd let you kick his sorry ass".Cragen said."I could go up there now and do it".Elliot growled."We need to go check on Liv,there's a chance she may not have seen this and we need to warn her,and if she has seen it then we can comfort her".Cragen said."Lets go".John went to the garage and got cars and drove to Olivia's apartment.
Elliot used his key and let them in."Liv"?He TV was on New York One so they guessed she'd seen it."Liv,its us".Cragen stepped inside."Liv"?Elliot called again."Do you smell whiskey"?Cragen smelled the air."Yeah".John said."Olivia"?John called."I'll check the bedroom".Elliot started down the hall,the stench of alcohol becoming more and more pushed the bedroom door open."OLIVIA"!He yelled.
He ran to the ,unconcious,was drapped across the pillows,blood all over the bed,all over her and her arm from a deep slice on her wrist and more smaller cuts and a bottle of over turned Jack Daniels was on the others ran in."Oh shit".John pulled his radio out."I have a pulse"!Elliot exclaimed."Rush a bus to 374 East 97th street,apartment 12b,the victim is a detective of the NYPD,the injury is a slit wrist and the victim is medics the victim has lost alot of blood".Fin yelled into his two-way.
They flew after the ambulance lights and sirens to Mercy was taken to Trauma and put in a room hooked up to tranfusions and a banana bag."She's hypothermic"!The nurse called to the doctor."Get her soem Co2"!Another nurse yelled."Start a line her arm"!The guys stood at the door and watched as Olivia was was pale and a little blue."How long has she been unconcious"?A nurse asked."We dont went to her place to check on her and found her like ,the news ran a mean story on her at 8:05 so maybe a little bit after that."Elliot said."There's a chance then after almost twenty minutes of no oxegyn and blood loss that she has brain damage."The nurse squeased out past them.
Elliot sat by her bed and gripped her had been announced in a coma after fifteen minutes of attempting to wake had her fellow detectives seen her so weak seemed shrunken in the blue gown and in the big white bed hooked up to so many was a large wooly bandage wrapped from the start of her left wrist to about halfway down and then a blue rubber tourniquet at the base of her doctor asked if she had deliberately tried to take her told him the circumstances surrounding the accident and that it could've gone either way.
"She'll be okay,Elliot,she's a fighter".Cragen said."Don,she tried to kill herself,she's not okay".Elliot groaned in her sleep."Didnt...try...kill...myself".She muttered."That answers that question".Don said."Don,she is hopped up on about a billion different drugs right now,how can we take anything seriously"?Elliot phone rang,keeping Cragen from took the call and John sat down at her bedrside."I think she'll be okay,she was just really hurt by the story on the news".Fin said."She'll never be able to come back to work".John said."Sure she will,the squad will forget all about this eventually and find something else to talk about".Fin shook his head."IAB's going to investigate this,Fin,if the find signifigant evidence that she tried to kill herself,they wont let her go back to 'll be put on Brass doesnt like suicidal people on the Force".He said.
"If thats the case then half the damn NYPD would be out of the running".Fin crossed his arms over his chest and looked away."I cant believe they would do that,can they do that?Can they just do that on the news like that"?He asked."No,its a compleate invasion of priacy,if she sues and wins,well,she could bankrupt could pain and suffering out of it too".Don said."Maybe we could do it for her".John said."No,its up to Liv if she want to sue or not.I can sue the news channel and Moss".Don said."Think she would win"?John asked."Yeah,no doubt in my would probably settle with her first,to avoid court.I heard her say after she was accused of murdering that biker that she would always have Trevor Langan as her lawyer because he was the 've been up against him in court,he is a corporate fuddy duddy lawyers wouldnt want to go up against someone with such caliber".Don said."Thats compleatly right".A deep male voice said from the door."Speak of the devil".Fin said."When I saw the news story and heard about what the guys who filmed it did I decided to come make my services availible".Trevor Langan said.
"You were quick".John said."She's a friend,and she was a good client.I'll get her a good settlement".Trevor said."She hasnt woken up yet but she spoke".John said."Is she in a coma"?Trevor asked."Yeah".Don said."Should she be able to speak in a coma"?Trevor asked."Who knows,I guess,the doc said her brain activity was really high".John said."Hmm,call me when she wakes up".Trevor layed his card on the bedside table and left."That was creepy".John said."Think he's stalking us"?Fin joked.
Olivia woke up after three days of being unconcious,she was glad to see she was last thing she wanted when she woke was a barage of questions and from knew he would give her that look of compleate dissapointment in her and that would hurt more than him yelling at looked around the room and saw millions of cards,flowers,a big bouquet of red and blue helium balloons that said get better soon aunt were either from the Stablers or from her newphew,Simon's stepson,Stephen.
She tried to get up and see who they were from but she was strapped down to the bed."What the hell".She pulled at the restraint and started to hated being held down and being held down by the belt made her feel like she was back on that couch a week before being paged a same nurse from the day of the rape,Peggy,came in."What can I do for you"?She asked."Could you please take this harness off of me"?Olivia looked uncomfortable."I not next of kin said the hospital has permision to restrain you until we're sure your not a risk to yourself".She said."What risk"?Olivia asked."Detective,do you know why your in the hospital"?Peggy asked."No,I cant remember".Olivia said."You cut your wrist and almost lost your life".Peggy layed back and groaned."Oh God,this is just great".She hissed.
"A social worker will be in to see you in a few minutes,its policy if a patient shows signs of being suicidal".Peggy said."But Im not".Olivia said."Im sorry".Peggy checked Olivia's IV and monitors and left."You have got to be fucking kiding me"!Olivia thrashed around angrilly trying to get out of the strap but no and a little sore from the exertion she flopped back,hit angry tears flowing down her door opened and a smiling African American lady dressed in a pretty violet colored skirt and blouse combo entered the room."Hi,Olivia,Im Susan Marsden,Im the pysc evaluator here.I need to ask you a few questions,may I come in"?She asked."It appears your already in".Olivia said angrilly.
"Then may I have a seat"?Susan asked."I guess".Olivia pulled the plastic covered chair over to the side of the bed but stayed by Olivia's feet."So,your a detective".She began."Yes".Olivia said."How long have you been a detective"?Susan asked."Its 2012,um,almost sixteen years".Olivia said."And you work for Special Victims"?Susan asked."Yes".Olivia said."How long have you been there"?Susan asked."Thirteen and a half years".Olivia said."Why did you ask to be put in SVU"?Susan was quiet for a moment."Because my mother was a victim and Im the product of her rape.I wanted to put people like my father away but then when I got there and realised it was bigger than just me and my mom I decided that I wanted to put child molesters,phedophiles and rapists behind bars."Olivia said."Did you deliberately try to take your life"?Susan asked.
Olivia scoffed and sneered."What kind of question is that"?She growled."Im sorry if the question offended you but when a person comes to the hospital and their wrist is cut so deeply that they almost die and need transfusions then that exibits fairly suicidel behavior".Susan said."No,I didnt try to kill myself,Im not day I cut myself a story had been put on the news about ex-boy friend secretly filmed us having sex and sent it around to everyone who would see me,I dont know why he did it,but I got really upset and went to see him and he and I argued,then he raped me,so I called in sick from work and I was hiding in bed for a week,when I finally got out of bed I wanted to watch the news so I put on New York One and they played the story,New York Sex Crimes Detective in Sex Tape Shocker".Olivia took a deep breath."I just over-reacted.I was a little drunk when I cut myself.I had a bottle of whiskey".She was all coming back to her in such clarity,the blood as it poured from her arm,the feeling of the hot drink as it went down her throat,the feeling of it effecting her and getting woozy with bloodloss and how she was sure she was about to die,the sweet escape of death had seemed so wonderful,so she drank more and cut more.
But she hadnt been trying to kill shook the thought away."I want to go fine".She said."I dont think your ready for that just yet."Susan said."Please just let me go".Olivia moaned,feeling really upset."If I sign this form that grants your release how can I be sure you wont go home and kill yourself,or try to kill yourself"?Susan asked."I Didnt Try To Kill Myself"!Olivia was losing it and she knew she looked at her skeptically."Are you normally this irate"?She asked calmly."Yes"!Olivia exclaimed."Okay,I'll sign your release on a few conditions".Susan said."What conditions"?Olivia asked.
"First one:You must present yourself for therepy and that therepist must contact me every week after the must go to one session a :You must come see me at my office every two :someone must be with you at all you fail to comply with these then I will you commited into involentary I can do mext of kin told me I had permision to do whatever necessary to help you and Im sure he would be more than willing to help me comit you".Susan said."Im gonna kill Elliot".Olivia muttered.
"So,sign this form that says you'll comply with all these terms and then I'll have someone bring you some clothes and release you".Susan said."Thank you".Olivia said."Detective,you should also know that you need my signature to return to work".Susan said at the door."Then I'll get it,Im fine,this is all just a formality".Olivia picked up the clipboard and pen that Susan had left on the bed and signed her name.A few minutes later a smiling male orderly came in with the signature sweats and unlocked the restraint from Olivia's mid-section."There you go,I'll take the form,have a nice day".He said,leaving with a smile.
Olivia quickly dressed and then she stared at all her had bouquets,vases,pots of flowers,candy,cards,stuffed animals.A four foot tall teddy bear was sitting in a chair in the corner with a card that said Love Fin and knew she wanted all the cards so she could write thank you notes and the ballons were definately going with her since they were from Lizzie,Dickie and Olivia decided to take the four prettiest arrangments with her and then donate the rest to the patients who didnt have any and give the candy and animals to the pediactrics same smiling male orderly helped her tote the giant bear and some of the flowers down to the lobby and got her a felt good to be going home.
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