At The Hotel

Jeff and dad, and Vince sat in the room, when coach walked in, "sorry Shawn, but I think this is urgent, it's from Tanya." "Yes! It's been months since I seen or even heard form my daughter!" Shawn yelled as he popped in the disk as it played, showing a guy hitting a girl as she lashed about chained on the bed, that when Shawn broke into a cry, then it rapidly changed into a different room, but it wasn't a girl. Instead it was a guy, with long hair, pinned against a wall crying and bloody as he was raped, torn into shreds. Dad and Vince turned to see Jeff's bottom lip start to quiver as he looked away, dad paused it as Jeff blankly stared at the image; "he did that to you?" Jeff let out a cry, which turned into a hollow growl, "I'm not important right now, play the rest!" Vince hit play as I appeared.

"Hey daddy, who ever, and Jeff. At least I think you'd be there, my heart tells me you are.

I am at a rehab, sorry I didn't call. I wasn't allowed to call anyone, now you know why I went missing,

I was messed up, and I needed the help. Uh…dad, if Jeff isn't watching this, tell him I'm sorry.

I promised not to tell anyone. I broke the promise."

RAW

Every one of the superstars stood outside the ring as Vince looked at a battered Candice Michelle, as Beth kicked her out of the ring. Candice fell to the floor, not moving; barley conscious, in pain. Vince brought the mic to his lips, "is anyone else going to challenge her? Or are all of you divas scared?" Beth smirked and started to get out the ring when BLACK CLOUD, from CRAZY TOWN blared through the arena. I stepped out as the crowd roared; I wore a black corset that stopped just above my naval, with a ripped skirt that stopped halfway down my ass, as the ripples dangled down to my knees, with red poofy underwear (like Ashley wears), and combat boots. My hair was in pigtails, my bangs curved with my face; my hair was bleach blond with black streaks. I had new piercing: Left eyebrow, snake bite, industrial, naval, nipples and bull. My newest tattoo was on my back, shredded fairy wings that went from a purple fading into a blue then pink.

I ran down and checked on Candice, who moaned in pain, shooting my head up at Beth glaring I got up. Beth got out of the ring and ran around it as the bell rung, crawling under the ring, I came out on the same side as dad, Hunter, Jeff and Matt. Slowly I looked up only to be kicked in the head, grabbing my head; I took hold of her leg with my other hand and tripped her.

We were in the ring, returning punches. I kicked her in the stomach as I threw her towards the corner doing a Tornado DDT. Once I was up on the turnbuckle, I yelled and performed a perfect moonsault, pinning her as the ref hit the mat. The bell was rung; I stood up and looked at Beth, picked up the mic, and sneered, "I came back to get my title bitch!"

I was the last to walk into the back, when I did I was tackled to the ground by someone. "Oh my god Tommy! I missed you," I cried as I wrapped my arms around him as he whimpered, "sorry I hurt you, truths?" I shook his hand and smiled, "truths." "So…shredded wings?" I looked to my side and seen Matt, I jumped up, "Matty! I missed you!" I looked over to see the whole roster, and then heard Uncle H's voice. "Move! Out of our way!" I looked up and seen Uncle Hunter stop, "I'd be damned! It is you! Under all those piercings?" Hunter was pushed to the side as by dad, I squealed and jumped into his arms, "daddy!" I felt dad start to shake as he fell to his knees crying, I looked at dad as I wiped away his tears, "daddy don't cry, be happy for me. I finally found myself." Dad looked at me and nodded, "I missed you so much baby girl." I glanced towards the corner and seen Jeff talking to Matt, then walk off, I let go and walked over to Matt. Matt handed me a room key, "I already switched your stuff with mine, you two really need to talk." I nodded and left to take a shower first, before going to see Jeff.

Gulping as I walked towards a door, looking up I spotted in big, bold letters 302 posted, taking a deep breath I counted to three then slid the card through the door. As I opened the door I found Jeff looking at papers that were scattered on the floor, the pictures of me, closing the door as Jeff looked up at me, I seen tears slowly cascade down his face and stop at his lips. I went to say something when Jeff stood up and growled, "You left! Went in my studio! And fucking shown me that tape!" I looked up, "it helped didn't it?" Jeff laughed then slammed his hand on the wall, inches away from my head as he spat angrily, "yeah helped me with the rape, but not with YOU!" I looked up as tears started to pour like rivers, "I'm the reason your baby's dead, and I'm the reason! Because of all those portraits you drew of me!" Jeff looked down and whispered, "it wasn't you, and it was me.' He then raised his voice, 'It was my fault because I fucking love you! And you don't even fell the same, you love someone else." I laughed sarcastically; he thought it was someone else that I loved. I punched the wall with all the force I had, Jeff jumped startled at my strange outburst, "Jeff, I fell in love with you. I fell in love with you when I first laid my eyes on you on television. I thought it was a crush, but when I actually met you, I thought I would die. And to find out that you had a girlfriend, made me so jealous, and that night you touched my neck. My knees went weak; see what you fucking do to me?" I cried as I sat down on the bed with my head in my hands. I felt someone's hand on my back, looking to the side I spotted Jeff, he gave me a weak smile as I laughed, "all this damn time, god I feel so fucking stupid." Jeff hugged me as he also chucked, "I feel just as stupid sweetheart." I looked back up and smiled, "do you know what today is?" Jeff rolled his eyes, "yup, my birthday, I'm finally thirty." Laughing, "Well that means we have to celebrate!" I went to get up when Jeff yanked me back, I fell into him. Our faces were inches away, that I felt his warm breath hit my face. "Tanya…will you be my girl?" looking into Jeff's I nodded yes, "you bet," I whispered. Jeff smiled, "good," I smiled as he softly kissed me, startled at first I didn't do anything as his tongue traced my bottom lip, opening a little, his tongue collided with mine as I let out a slight moan. Running my hands through his colorful locks as he grabbed a fist full of mine, once the kiss was broke, I looked back into his eyes, "Jeff will you still want to be with me if I want to wait to have sex?" Jeff nodded, "anything for you, now let's go celebrate my birthday."

We walked into the lobby and found all the superstars, and Gil standing there; I looked up at Jeff giggling, "surprise Rainbow." Jeff gasped and hugged me tight, "you did all this for me?" I nodded, "thought I forgot about my Rainbow? Hell no!" I walked over to the group and laughed, "he is star struck," Matt said, "yeah, let's see how he gets that I bought Cradle of Filth tickets too, there was no more tickets to Pearl Jam, I'll get em' next time." Ashley gagged on her drink, "how were you able to get that?" I looked back, "see, it's a good thing I went to rehab. If not Dani Filth and I wouldn't have become friends. See I didn't just get two tickets, I got you and Matt one; Shannon and Phil one too." "Oh my god, its Dani fucking Filth!" Shannon shouted, I looked up as he began, "I'm looking for a Miss Tanya and a Mr. Jeff Hardy." I squealed and hugged Dani, "you made it!" Dani smiled, "now why wouldn't I have? I needed to give you the tickets and backstage passes for tonight. Now time to see dear ol' Jeffery." Jeff stood there shocked as Dani walked over to him, with my arm in his. "Dani, this is Jeff, my best friend and boyfriend." Dani smiled, "well hello there, I heard so much about you, and speaking about you two. I'd like to see those drawing Jeff, maybe we could get you two in for our booklet. But I hear it is your birthday, so I wanted to give you the tickets and backstage passes." Dani handed the package to Jeff and kissed my cheek, "see you all later." I watched as he left, "what was that?" dad asked. I looked at dad and smiled, "oh I met Dani at rehab in France. He went there for a drinking problem, and now were great friends. He has a wife and daughter; lives in England."

That night after the concert both Jeff and I walked into my house, "wow that concert was awesome! It's amazing what going to therapy does," Jeff said. I looked up and smiled as I watched him bounce around the room like a five year old after getting a toy. "Yeah, Dani's a sweetheart, very fun to hang with. Really shy at first, but enough of Cradle of Filth for the night; or you're going to drive me insane." Jeff looked at me and smiled, "you can get the spare bedroom, my room is right across if you need anything."

I woke up the next morning and stretched, I looked at my clock and smiled, it was noon. I had a great sleep, getting my towel I got in the shower. I let the hot water slip down my body as I washed and conditioned my hair; I was washing my body when I heard noise in the bathroom, I slightly poked my head out from the curtain to find Jeff trying to pee. "Have to pee much Hardy?" Jeff jumped and hit his head against the corner of my cabinet, "must you scare the shit out of me? I'm really trying to concentrate, which is hard with such a beautiful women in the shower. Whom I could take advantage of, but I am not like that; my daddy raised me to be a gentleman." Rolling my eyes I turned off the shower and wrapped myself in a towel before getting out, Jeff looked at my soaked body covered by a towel, "and I could tease you all I want since your in my house, now hurry up. We need to be at the airport soon."

When we got to the arena, Randy walked up to me, "hey um, Tanya. Can I talk to you?" I looked at Jeff and kissed his lips, "I'll be right back." I walked a little then stopped as Randy looked me up and down, "I was wondering if you would like to team up with me?" I looked up grinning and smiled, "I'm sorry Randy, but Jeff already asked if I would be part of Team Extreme, sorry." Before I could walk off, Randy pinned me to the wall and sneered, "If I can't have you then no one will, little girl!" I seen Jeff running out the corner of my eye as he speared Randy, Jeff helped me into the back, "you know what, I can't wait until Vince unleashed those inter-gender mixed tag team belts," Jeff said. "Why is that Hun?" I asked "so we can kick ass." I smiled but was jumped on, "guess who?" I kept walking as the person stayed on my back, "Matthew," I had Matt on my back, walking with no trouble, "damn, let's see if you can hold me!" Jeff yelled and jumped on top of Matt, I stumbled but kept walking, I was just walking into catering to see a couple of fans talking to dad and Uncle Hunter; that's when they seen us, Shannon climbed onto a box and fell on top of Jeff. One knee started to cave but I picked it up and stood up, "dad you have my camera?" dad nodded as he pulled it out and started to take pictures. Soon fans stood next to us with Shawn and Hunter as camera men to pictures. While one recorded it. I started to walk, cursing under my breath until I slipped on something, screaming we all fell down while dad took more pictures. "Hey where is Tanya?" Tommy asked as the guys jumped up and found me lying there turning from blue to tan, "thank you," I replied. Tommy helped me up as he handed me a script, "you might want to look at this," I scanned through the packet and sighted. "Jeff, you and I have a match against Randy and Beth, then which ever team wins, the girl gets to challenge Candice Michelle for the Women's Championship belt."

I was just brushing myself off when my door opened, "Jeff that you?" the lights went off as I felt someone brushed against me as I screamed, suddenly something hit me in the stomach as I doubled over in pain; Gasping for air when I felt something crack. I felt someone grab my hair and pulled me backwards as my head connected with something hard as I tumbled backwards. I went to look up and found Randy and Beth, "why are you doing this?" Beth got in my face, "we wouldn't want me missing out on my Championship Match, now would we?" that was the last thing I heard before I blacked out.

Jeff awaited out in the ring for me as Randy and Beth stood inside, I could hear the crowd as I got up clutching onto my ribs, crying as I sucked in air, I made my way from the basement and out the door to find me right behind the gorilla.

"Well looks like Tanya isn't a true Hickenbottom or McMahon like she says she is. Because if she was she would be out here to face me, Beth Phoenix! So I'm guess-"

I slowly walked out, actual blood pouring down from my head, as I clutched my ribs speaking, "see I am a McMahon. Beth I wouldn't be afraid of you even if you died and came back to haunt me. Randy, make sure when you beat someone outside the ring there dead, oh and make sure there unconscious all the way when you push them down the steps Beth! I am a McMahon, but a Hickenbottom at heart. And seeing that I am a McMahon, both you and Randy are suspended until Vince tells you other wise. And at Cyber Sunday, which is in three months, Candice and I will go in a Hell in the Cell match for the Women's title. Which means Candice can have that time off, Jeff and Matt have three months off-" "Why?!" Randy yelled. "Because they have a TLC match against Cade and Murdoch for the Tag Team Titles. And also to take care of me, since I felt my ribs crack!" I went to turn around, when I slightly looked back "Randy, Beth meet Khali!"

I was in the hospital bed as the doctors informed me of my three broken ribs, they gave me medicine and taped my ribs as us three left for North Carolina.

I woke up in a bed and found Matt on one side and Jeff on another, I looked closer and found that we were in a hotel room. I looked at Matt as he slept, I traced my finger over his jaw and up to his nose, Matt's eyes fluttered open I put my finger on his lips as I pointed to the door.

"Liger!" Jeff yelled as he walked in with me behind him and found Beth sitting on the couch, "Beth how'd you get in here?" Beth looked up, "the spare key I had. See I told you." Jeff sighed, "Beth, I'm happy now, so give me the key." Beth stood up baby bump and all, "I'm sorry Jeff, I didn't mean it. I know I fucked up! Please! I love you!" Jeff looked at Beth, then at me, putting his head down as he said, "I love you to Beth." I thought I was going to break into tiny pieces, tears streamed down my face as I picked up my bag, but Jeff stopped me, "no, your staying here for three months. I'm sorry Tanya." I looked at him and nodded, "fine, I'll go to my room and restart with my therapy. Oh and can I have my keys to my dirt bike? I'm going to ride later on tonight." Jeff gave me the keys as I picked up my things and looked at Beth, "you're a very lucky woman. I'm sorry about the stuff you found, I was shocked myself." I walked into my room and placed my bag on the floor, as I dropped to my bed and fell asleep. Jeff looked at Beth, "is that mine?" Beth shook her head no, "the father is in jail, Jeff can we talk, and maybe go back to where we left off?" "No, we can't." Jeff said.

I woke up and heard grunts and moans form next door, I gagged and looked at my clock which read midnight, I pulled on some comfortable clothes then picked up my keys and left on my dirt bike. I rode down to Gas Chambers Ink, to find a lot of people outside, I walked over and found Shannon. "Hey sweety, what are you doing here all alone?" I looked up, "I'm sure Jeff won't mind, he's to busy fucking Beth, and trying to fix there relationship. Now can I have some alcohol? I need to crown out my feeling." Shan handed me the bottle of Jack Daniels as I smiled and took a swig of it, I felt it burn down my throat as it buried my feelings.