Title: Kiss N Tell
Summary: James's little sister comes to visit him in California from New Jersey and they haven't seen each other for years and years. And one little kiss can make James go way overboard protecting his little sister. Awh how sweet...well you'll see.
Disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush... *epic sadness* I only own Payson, her mother and the boy across the street who is yet to be named.
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Chapter 6 Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
Franklin P. Jones
I didn't want this thing inside me. Rare case of course,but I am strongly opposed to killing off another human life form. Life sucks. I wish James would just kill me, like be a vampire wise. I found him slaving over a dead animal, a deer by the looks of it. He stood up.
"What do you want Payson?"
"I want you to change me...now." I said crossing my arms.
"No." He said finally facing me. He wiped the excess blood off his face and gave me a serious look.
"Why not?"
"Because I want you to have this baby, I won't take it away from you, do you know how torn Kendall would be if you killed it?"
"I wouldn't be the one killing it. You would be the one sucking the blood out of me. Therefore you would be killing it." I said moving closer. "Change me."
"No. Not until you have that baby?"
"Ok you were the one that wanted it gone in the first place. What's the difference now!"
"Because I realized how much I want it, how much Kendall wants it. And you may not know it, but you want it just as much as Kendall." He said now coming face to face to me.
"Haha sure, I never wanted this thing, it's makes me hormonal. I don't like being angry and I got my first taste of Morning sickness yesterday and I hate it. It sucks, I threw up 3 times."
"Ok good to know, not really. And i can tell I smell it on your breath."
"Damn it, i brushed my teeth 5 times." I said and I started rubbing my finger on my teeth. But I have no idea how that would help.
"C'mon I'll take you home."
"I don't want to go home."
"But you have dark circles under your eyes, hop on my back." I sighed and did as he told. I got on his back and he sped towards home. The wind blew in my face and it was quite terrifying. Everything blurred by and people think it wouldn't be scary, but it's scary and quite fascinating so I couldn't close my eyes. Tree braches blew by my face and James was ever so careful not to let me hit them, he was a good brother to me. A great brother to me, he never gave me what I wanted but, I couldn't live without him. I guess that's probably why I wanted him to change me so bad. I love him, as a brother. If your mind went there GET YOUR MIND OUT OF THE GUTTER! Sorry, hormones talking. James put me in my room and then he went into his. I went inot the living room and found Kendall ther.
"Why are you ALWAYS up so late?" I asked him.
"Why do you have to sound angry?"
"Because I have a lot on my mind." I said sitting next to him.
"Then clear it cause your getting annoying." Kendall said.
"What is wrong with you?"
"Nothing."
"Really? Really? Nothing is wrong with you."
"Yes."
"Sure, you just randomly became pissy because I walked in the room."
"OK I know that's your hormones talking so I'd like to say Fuck you hormones! Fuck you, you are a crazy bitch... hormones!" I was appauled at Kendall. I didn't know what to say so I slapped him and went in my room and slammed the door shut. I climbed into bed and slept forecedly. I woke up the next morning to the sounds of the guys fighting, typical morning. And as yesterday I had to go to the bathroom and yack up whatever else was in my stomach from yesterday. I grabbed my IPod and turned on I need Somebody To Love by Justin up I like the song. I walked out in the kitchen and of course the first person I saw was Kendall, I shoved past him and sat next to Logan. He gave Kendall a "What the hell did you do?" kind of look. Well he essentially dumped me by acting that way. Carlos did too. Next thing I know they're taking him into Logan's room.
Logan's Point of Veiw (Sorry you have to hear the conversation)
Carlos and I pulled Kendall into my room and we knew something was wrong. If we had to we would pull James into this. And knowing him he would be furious.
"What the hell did you do?" Carlos and i asked.
"I dumped Payson last night and she slapped me." He said and grabbed a water bottle and poured it on his face. A bunch of make-up ran off and shwed a black eye. "She slaps hard." He said.
"Dude, she's pregnant! You don't dump your pregnant girlfriend! What's wrong with you!" I yelled at him.
"Nothing's wrong with me! It's her!"
"Bull shit! She's pregnant she's supposed to be moody! But what did you tell her?" Carlos yelled.
"I said 'Fuck you hormones, fuck you, you are a crazy bitch...hormones' and then she slapped me and went in her room." Kendall said, How is he calm with this? She's probably out there bawling her eyes out. We listened hard enough and yep she was crying and James was out there with her. She was probably telling him everything.
"Look what you did. She's crying her eyes out, and telling James everything. This doesn't end well for you. James knows, and now he could rip you to shreds, I already think you are a horrible person." Carlos said and walked out of the room.
"I agree with Carlos, what kind of person are you? She's freaking pregnant. You are going to be a horrible father." I said and stormed off and left him alone. I saw Payson with a bunch of tissues.
"What did he do? What did Kendall do to her?" James asked coming up to us.
"Kendall said 'fuck you hormones, fuck you, you are a crazy bitch...hormones.' to her and she slapped him thus leading to the split. He doesn't even care that she's pregnant anymore. He's acting like he's high or he's been drinking." I said.
"Cheer her up. Kendall and I are going to take a little walk." James said and went into my room.
Payson's pov
Logan and Carlos started cheering me up as i was crying long after i should've stopped. Stupid horomones. I told them I wanted to be alone and I went in my room and picked up the guitar that was in my closet. I think I still remember how to play it. I started strumming along to one of my fave songs.
I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe
But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in
And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you
I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me
But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in
And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you
But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in
And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you
I stopped singing and Logan and Carlos came in. Gawking at me.
"That was beautiful." Logan said almost crying. That made me giggle a little. But Tears were still streaming down my face and my nose was still runny.
"We have to get you to Gustavo." Carlos said. Ironically I was still in my clothes from yesterday. Carlos took my hand and put me in a car. They were driving me somewhere.
"I thought non of you could drive." Carlos held up a license.
"Just got it yesterday." He said.
"Nice." And then we arrived at Roque Records.
"Guys really?"
"Yes now let's go." Then I realized I had my guitar in my hand. They ran me into a Recording booth. "Gustavo!" Carlos yelled.
"WHAT!" I very angry man yelled. "Oh hello young lady." He said calm. "Who's she?"
"James's sister and she is fantastic at singing. You have to listen to her." Gustavo nodded and they put me in the recording area.
"Sing that same song." Logan said. I started strumming and singing again. I sang the song and they were nodding their heads. A man in a suit walked in while I was singing. I stopped at the end and they all clapped. Gustavo went up to the mic.
"I think you have a CD in your future." He said and I couldn't help but smile. We started writing songs in Gustavo's office and he was actually nice. Wait, they described him as mean. Curse you Carlos and Logan, they told Gustavo I was pregnant.
"Gustavo, you know i'm pregnant don't you?" I said.
"Yeah, the dogs told me."
"That's why you're being so nice to me." I said and he nodded. I didn't care after the day I was having I needed to be told nice things. I was almost as far as 2 months. I would start showing soon, around month 3 I would start getting fat. Later I went home feeling happier. But to see that James and Him were still gone. I didn't think twice about it. I hope He was getting his ass kicked.
WOO! This chapter took a lot of work so I hope you like it. Please read and reveiws and the song is I Never Told You by Colbie Caillat. There will be more Colbie Caillat songs to come from this story and Ke$ha. Read and reveiw! Please!