So, I want you to know that I have great plans for this fic, yep, this fic is emotional and will probably be emotional but things may get a little violent in later chapter, but they will be essential for the story to go ahead. And now, in this chapter Meredith is sick, and so, Carolyn will continue suspecting something is up. This means that Meredith is alone with McMommy and pregnant with McBaby about whom McMommy knows nothing about. This is gonna be good. Stay with me, people.

Okay, so granted people lie. They lie for all reasons , people have different reasons for lieing to people. And it is also difficult to keep a secret. Especially when the secret is good, then you want to tell the person. And it sucks if you're not able to tell them the truth even if you want to.

Meredith was having one bad morning. The morning sickness was getting better of her. It seemed that her baby hated…. Everything she gave her to eat, or him to eat. They didn't know the sex yet. But knowing if she was having a girl or boy was least of Meredith Grey's concern right now. She had her boyfriend's mother over. And even worse she had told Carolyn that she was an alcoholic. Now, she didn't know how she would explain the wine cellar or the bottles of tequila that she had. Derek seemed happy, though, it was the second time that he was genuinely smiling since he saw the sonogram. She was just ten weeks along, she would start showing real soon, and she would not want Carolyn to find out like that.

She didn't know what she wanted. She thought that maybe she would be a horrible mother or maybe she would be a great one. Insecurity, huh ? She could smell the coffee that Carolyn was making, and it was just making her more and more nauseous. What would she say to Carolyn about coffee, that she was caffeine allergic, but that wouldn't work, would it ? She has seen Meredith drinking coffee. Meredith was burning up, she didn't think she can make it to the hospital. She would have loved it to sit and think more but the morning sickness won't stop.

Derek Shepard was drinking coffee, the coffee that his mother made, it had been years since his mother had made him coffee. His shift was about to start. And he was concerned about his girlfriend, his pregnant girlfriend, the mother of his child. His mother was currently worried too. "So, your girlfriend doesn't seem too good." said Carolyn and then realised the other meaning it could have portrayed "She does seem good, I mean, is she ill?". "Yeah" said Derek, and hurried towards Meredith as he saw her coming out of the bathroom. " Are you Ok ?" asked Derek, giving her his hand, cause she looked pale and weak. "No, I'm not fine." said Meredith looking in his eyes, if his mother was not there she would have probably said that 'your baby is being a pain in the ass' but right now she would stick to being not fine.

"Well, maybe, you should stay today." said Derek "You're burning up.". "Yeah" said Meredith "I don't feel really good." This was really typical MerDer, but they forgot that Carolyn was standing there. "This is so sweet" she said "It looks like my son finally found someone." They both blushed. Derek's pager beeped. "I gotta go" said Derek and Meredith gave him a look by which she clearly meant to say how dare you leave me alone with your mom ?. He uttered an 'I am sorry' , before kissing her. "Bye, mom" he said to his mother as he left for the hospital.

And like this Meredith Grey was all alone with McMommy.

"So, do you want coffee ?" asked Carolyn. "No , I'm good." said Meredith. The smell of coffee was making her nauseous. "So, about last night." started Carolyn "When did it begin ?". "What ?" asked Meredith, who genuinely didn't know what she was talking about. "Your alcohol addiction" said Carolyn. Whoa, this was not gonna be good. What the hell should I say ? thought Meredith. "When my mom died ?" She said, though she did not feel sure that Carolyn would buy it. "Oh" said Carolyn "I just want you to know that it's okay.". She kept her hand on Meredith's shoulder as if to console her. This was sweet, the only problem was Meredith was lying to her.

"So, how's living with my son ?" said Carolyn. "It's good. He complains a lot." said Meredith, and Carolyn laughed on that. "Well, he doesn't visit anymore." said Carolyn "He must be pretty happy with you.". "He is busy at work." said Meredith "Your daughters hate me cause he never visits.". "They'll come around." said Carolyn " It's just that Addison was kind of their best friend.". "Yeah. I wish." said Meredith. Then they heard a phone buzzing , it was Meredith's phone. It was in her room. She went up the stairs to pick it up.

It was Derek on the phone. "So, are you okay ?" asked Derek. "You left me alone with your mother and now you ask me if I am okay." said Meredith. "You know I didn't mean to" said Derek "And when I come home…. we can maybe tell mom about the baby.". "That would be nice." said Meredith "At least she will stop asking me about my alcohol addiction.". "Yeah, that was brave of you to say that." said Derek, with a laugh. "You think that's funny?" she said, "By the way, your mother is really nice.". "She likes you." said Derek "I gotta go now. Take care.".

It would be good for Meredith, if they would be finally able to tell Carolyn about the baby. Cause she didn't think that she could lie to her anymore especially cause she was so nice and kind to Meredith. She was walking down the stairs when her vision became blurry, everything was looking as if it was moving, and Meredith couldn't control her legs anymore. Her balance was completely lost. Everything became dark.

So, I wish you liked it. It took time. Tell me your suggestions and theories about what happens next. , If you liked this then go check out my other fics 'Stalker' and 'The Christmas Gift'. And leave me a review.

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Love, Allison