Clare

It's been a month since my mom passed and it gets a little better for me every day. Eli has been really supportive of me. So have Alli and Adam. I've been spending a lot of time with them lately since my dad has taken a month long business trip to China. He left me food money and paid all the bills but it gets a little lonely. Darcy decided not to stick around. She went back to Africa a few days after the funeral…

I fear I have new issues though. My vomiting spells have been getting worse. I'm starting to think that I might actually be pregnant. That's why I'm at my gynecologist's office right now. I sat there looking at the pregnancy magazines. I listened to the pregnant women rage over their last ultrasound pictures and cravings. I might be like them in a few months… Huge…

They called me back and made me pee in a cup. They also took some blood which really hurt. Then it was the waiting. I thought I was going to go crazy looking at the pink walls of the warm stuffy room. The same maternity magazines were back here. No use in picking those up… When I thought I wouldn't be able to take the waiting anymore the doctor emerged.

"Ms. Edwards, hello…"

"Hello."

"Well, you are not pregnant."

"Oh thank god!"

"But by the symptoms you put on your chart we think your vomiting may be caused by the migraines you are having."

"Well they do always happen together."

"Well Ms. Edwards be careful when you have sex and I will see you in six months."

I walked out of the office with a stride in my step. I'm not with child! I walked out and back to my father's place. When I got there Eli called asking if he could come over. I welcomed his company. I mean he's been so great lately. When he got here he knocked on the door. I answered and he stood there with a condom wedged between his middle and index finger.

"Do you know how much thinking about your sexy ass is hurting me right now?"

"I can just about guess."

I pulled him inside by the black tie he was wearing. Things only got crazier from there. We undressed in the living room, leaving only two piles of clothes in front of the television. I wrapped my legs around him while we kissed and he sat me on the kitchen counter. He kissed my breasts and licked my nipples sending my body into overdrive. My fingers slipped through his shaggy hair and I held onto the strands for dear life. He kissed my neck and I responded by biting his neck and licking his cheek. He chuckled before rolling the condom onto his erection and gliding into me gently. He used the kitchen counter to support my weight and he slide the length of himself in and out of me while I looked down into his jungle green eyes. God, there he is… the boy I love.

The pressure in my body started to rise in the most abnormally marvelous way. My voice couldn't rise above a whimper, so that's what I done… I whimpered in Eli's ear asking him to keep hitting this same place and then it was like a water balloon busting. I orgasmed and it flowed outward. I squirted.

This was just the beginning of our love fest. He carried me the upstairs to my bedroom and there things continued. We made love into the night. We made love as if we didn't have school in the morning. We didn't care about phone calls, text messages or the new episode of Glee coming on tonight. It was just us, our bodies twisted, linked, entwined… as one. I let Eli Goldsworthy have me every way he wanted me and I loved every fucking minute of it.

Eli

Today couldn't have gone better. I lost time making love to Clare since this afternoon. Sadly though, all good things come to an end and I have to take my leave. She walked over to me; her naked body is the epitome of beauty. I know if I don't go now this will go on all night and we will be exhausted when we hit Degrassi tomorrow.

"Are you sure you couldn't stay the night?"

"My parents should be home by now… Well at least for a week they are here. I probably need to go show my face there."

"Okay."

I kissed her goodbye and then I left. The ride home was quiet, because it was just me. This night honestly couldn't have gotten better. I pulled up in my driveway and I went through the door to see my mother and father sitting at the coffee table, with my gun on it. They both were looking stressed and distraught.

"Elijah… Sit down."

"Okay…"

"What the hell is this?"

"A gun."

"Why Elijah?"

"…."

"Answer us!"

"Because when guys were gone, before the paperwork for me to access my trust was complete I needed money for food so I sold drugs."

"Drugs! God you're just like your father?"

"Me? Geez Luna you have some fucking nerve pinning this on me! If you'd stay home with him instead of going off to fuck the neighbor's pool boy for half the year he wouldn't have had to do this."

"Guys… look I don't do that anymore. It was temporary and the gun isn't loaded."

"Eli… what is going on?"

"I told you mom. I had to eat; you guys forgot apparently that I needed food to live so I had to find a way to get it."

"We are so sorry baby. Just promise us you won't do that again."

"Promise."

"Yeah… and son I'll be taking this off your hands."

"Be my guest."

Well that put a little glitch in my perfect night but it wasn't too bad. Now instead of cloud nine I was floating on cloud eight… That's still pretty fucking high up though. I went upstairs and hit the showers. The hot water was like heaven. I wrapped a towel around my waist and I walked out into my room. I threw on some pajama pants, I turned out the lights and I went to sleep. Tonight has been a good night.

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