A/n ok because that last chapter was so short I'm working my butt off now. You better love me my computer shut down and now I have to rewrite the whole thing, luckly I have sugar and chocolate milk :D And I'm missing the Cinderalla thing on Abcfamily I love those movies :(
So we sat there. As I cried into his shirt. Than I heard someone talking to him saying something along the lines of 'Oh my god is she okay?' I reconized the voice to be Caitlyn's voice.
I felt Shane shuffle underneath me. Than I was lifted from the ground being carried bridal style back to my house.
I knew I was home when I heard my mom's muffled had sat me down next to my mom, yet I didn't look up I knew it was her.
I wished this was all a horrible dream, but sometimes wishes don't just come true. My mom and dad had left to work out the funeral plans and I was left alone with Caitlyn, Jason,Nate and of course Shane.
"Mitchie, We're here if you wanna talk." Caitlyn said.
I got up from where I sat and gave her a hug. "Thank you."
"Anytime Mitch." She said returning the hug, tears filling her eyes too.
We sat there for a while crying well mostly me and I told them stories about my older brother, until Caitlyn had to go home and as did Nate and Jason. Shane however refused to leave me even when I said he could.
We have been sitting in confortable silence for some time now I had stopped crying a while ago. I knew it hurt my friends to see me in pain, so why make them suffer to?
I was still sitting on his lap my head resting on his shoulder, he was rubbing my back.
I yawned hoping he wouldn't notice but too late, he had.
"You tired?" He asked.
"Yeah."
"Here, let me take you up stairs." Before I could protest he scooped me up and carried me to my room when he sat me down I chose to speak up as soon as he turned to leave.
"Please don't go." I said he turned around and was by my side. "I don't wanna be alone."
"Okay, I understand." And at that he climbed onto my bed and I layed down with him placing my head on his chest listening to his heart beat while it sung me to sleep, as his chest moved up and down and I soon fell asleep.
In my dream, it was a memories of my brother.I was about 13 years old.
"Frank I don't think you should do this. It's could be killed."
"I'll be okay.I promise. I've chosen my path and you've chosen 's nothing I'm good at but with you there is you have a future."
I started crying. "Please don't leave."
"I'm sorry. But I made my choice. I'm being shipped out tomorrow to boot camp."
I cried harder. "Why are you just telling me now?" I asked.
"Because I wanted to make the best of our last days together so you wouldn't be sad."
"I don't want you to go, I'll miss my big brother." I said hugging him.
"I'm sorry it's too late. But I love you Mitch, nothing will ever change that, your my little sister." He started to fade away and then I was in another scene. It was Christmas? I saw myself when I was about five me and my brother were hitting each other with rolling paper tubes. That scene soon faded and I was in the middle of last Christmas, it was the best one ever.
I ran down the stairs where my parents had been waiting for me by the tree I felt empty without my brother but that soon changed. I walked over with my back turned to my parents when a figure came up to me and put his hands to cover my eyes when I figured out it wasn't mom or dad I thought it was too good to be true but I soon realized it was my big brother I engolfed him in a hug. I started crying.
Than again the scene disappered and was replaced with a new one. I was sitting down all ready for my first date. It was a school dance and I was going with the schools jock I was so happy until it was about an hour and a half after when he was suppost to show up. I was crying and about to go to my room when I felt a pair of strong arms on my shoulders.
"Whats wrong kiddo?" He asked.
"I just got stood up." I said through tears.
He hugged me.
"Hey, that kid is a jerk and he doesn't deserve you."
"Really?" I asked.
"Yes. Now how about you and me go out for a couple of milkshakes on me?"
"Your on." I said while whipping tears off my face.
Then I jolted up noticing I was in a cold sweat and I was crying I brought my knees to my chest and let the tears fall from my I knew it a pair of strong arms were around me rubbing my back telling me everything was okay.
"Shane?" I asked.
"Yeah?"
"Can you promise me something?" I asked.
"Anything."
"Promise me you wont leave me?" I knew it was a weird promise to make him swear by, but I already lost someone I loved. I couldn't do this again...Yes I just admited I love this boy I feel fast and hard and I didn't care who knew.
He held me tighter.
"You couldn't get ride of me even if you wanted to." I some how managed to smile. I placed a small kiss on his lips. I couldn't hold this in any longer, what happened to my brother mad me realize life is way too short.
"I love you, Shane." He planted a powerful passionate kiss on my lips, I felt sparks fly and he pulled away leaning his forehead against mine.
"I love you too Mitch. More than you will ever know." I smiled.
And at that instant I realized then, realized that I shouldn't be crying over Frank's death. I should be celebrating it. I mean, He wasn't like any of the other brothers that people talk about. Beating them up and making fun of them. Frank always cared for me, even when I was mean to him. From now on, I'm not gonna cry over his death. I won't let people give me sympathy. I won't let people the pain inside. I kept saying those two sentences in my head as a mantra and I lulled back to sleep dreaming happy memories of Frank.
I woke up again with a smile on my face. I had a good dream. It was one of our good days with me and Frank. God I miss him. But everything happens for a reason right? Right, I just gotta remember that.
I turned but found it hard because those strong arms were once around my waist I slowly turned around to face him.
He was still sound asleep. I couldn't help but notice how peaceful he looks when he's sleeping. I kissed his began to move beside me, until his eyes were finally open.
"Morning, Beautiful." He said.
"Morning Sunshine." I laughed.
"You seem to be in a better mood." He added.
"Yeah. I am. I realized he wouldn't want me to cry over him, he loved me and I loved him. It's just a part of life." I was amazed I got that out without crying, because deep inside it was killing me.
"You sure?" He asked.
"No. But I'm doing this for him.I know he wouldn't want anyone to be crying over him."
"Okay. But if you need to talk, or you need a shoulder to cry on. I'm hear anytime." He said. I smile and kissed his cheek.
"Thank you."
"Anytime Babe."
I smiled at the fact that he called me babe then it hit me.
"Weren't you suppost to have gone home a long time ago?" He shrugged.
"Jason explained to my mom and she understood and your parents came in last night and saw us they just smiled and walked away." He said.
"Oh..Okay."
"Yeah. So what do you wanna do today?" He asked.
"I dunno, I just wanna get what happened out of my mind." He nodded in understandment.
"I have an idea."
"Can I ask what me might be doing?"
"No. But you will need a swimsuit."
"Ummm... Okay then?"
"You get a swimsuit and I'll be back in about a hour so you can get ready." He got up and pulled me with him.
"Okay." And at that he left. I quickly got a quick shower and put on my black bikkni that tied around my neck. I pulled on a pair of jean shorts and a light purple shirt and a pair of black converse. I dried my hair and just in time I grabbed a towel, when my mom called for me, "Mitch, Shane's here!"
I took a glance in the mirror and decided I looked good and I walked down the stairs.
"Hey." Shane greeted me.
"Hey!"
"Mitch, I want you to have fun but be back by eleven thirty." my mom said.
"Okay mom." I said kinda annoyed.
"I think we should head out." Shane said.
"Good idea." We walked out of the house hand in hand.
He helped me into my side of the car and closed the door for me, he than got into his side.
Once we were on the road to where ever we were going I turned to Shane.
"So, can you tell me where were going?" I asked putting on my best puppy dog face.
"Yes." He said. I waited for a reply but when I didn't get one I said, "So..?"
"We are going to our place."
"Our place?" I asked.
"Yes." I smiled, I liked know that me and Shane had a place of our own..It was magical to me.
"What's with the rope?" I asked.
"You will find out."
About an hour went by and we were finally at our same place we had been not too long ago.
I smiled at the memories of the other night.
He got out of the car and opened the door of his Hummer for me and I hoped out.
He grabbed a few things while I looked at the open space around us. It was so quiet and peaceful and not to mention beautiful. The only sound I heard was the waterfall which wasn't too far from where we stood now.
"Shall we?" Shane asked giving me his elbow to link arms with.
"We shall." I joked linking our arms.
We walked over to a space in the shade at the base of a tree and he put down the blanket just a few feet from the water and motioned for me to sit I did so.
"I'll be right back." He grabbed the rope and walked over to the tree at the edge over by the water. He managed to climb the tree and tie it to a strong branch. He got back down and came back over to me.
"You wanna go swimming?" He asked.
"Yeah!" I replied.
He took his shirt and shoes off while I took my clothes off leaving us both in our swimsuits. He took my hand in his and took me over to the rope that went all the way down to the water.
"Ladies first." He said.
"No thanks after you." I said pushing him forward.
He laughed. "Fine, but your next." I shrugged, "Fine." I added. He went a few steps but shocked me but turning around and running back to me and in a few swift movements I was on his back.
"Your not gonna?" I ask.
"Ohh...But I am." He said evily.
"You wouldn't dare."
"Oh but I would." He laughed and ran back a few took a running start and we were soon in the freezing water when I surfaced I found Shane laughing.
"I'm going to kill you." I laughed going over to him and dunking him playfully. He came back up.
"Your a meanie." He stated.
I nodded and added, "Yeah, but you love that about me." I smiled.
"True."
I swam closer to him because we had drifted to the side.
I planted a kiss on his soft lips. It started out as our other kisses did, sweet but passionate but turned firy and feirce his tounge gazing my bottom lip asking for enterance, I happly welcomed it as our tounges searched over every inch of each others mouths, the kiss soon became slower as we pulled apart as we needed air.
"Wow." he breathed trying to catch his breath. We were both breathing heavly.
"Wow yourself." I laughed.
A/n I wanted to post this chapter now so here we are :) chapter 6! lol plase review cause I worked my butt off for you. I love all my readers and a special thanks goes out Marie she has awsome stories and is one of my close friends she helped me write a porion of this chapter if you love twilight I hope you will read her lovely story :)thts the link by the way lol
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