~TRINITY POV~

I could hear the members of the B.A.U. talking the next morning but I couldn't force myself to look up or even open my eyes to acknowledge them. I'd broken down in front of Spencer yesterday because of the memories that had come rushing to my mind and I had shown him a side of weakness, something that could be used against me. I knew there was no record of what had truly happened, but he now knew that there was something in my past that was painful. So painful that after so long it still made me completely helpless.

It wasn't something I was proud of. I'd tried to make myself strong and to the point where nothing bothered me most of my life but knowing that the simply sound of a train horn could trigger painful memories that seemed to attack my very soul made me feel too open to the world.

"Get up, girl." The officer says and I open my eyes to glare at him. I knew that the clear blue of my eyes had turned into something you would expect from a storm and despite the fear in his eyes, the deputy didn't back away.

I stood up and walked to the members of Spencer's team and said "One question, one answer. That's all I'll give today. After yesterday's slip up, I am in no mood to be interrogated."

Spencer seemed hesitant in asking his question and I knew why. He wanted to ask me something personal that had nothing to do with the case and the leader of the team was watching him and expecting him to ask me where my father was. It was easy and simple to read.

He stared me down for a moment and I stared back until he said "Take a walk with me?"

I felt my cold expression turn confused and raised an eyebrow at him. I noticed that he was being stared at by his team and the rest of the police station. I didn't say anything but instead I nodded. He walked out of the police station and I found myself following him with everyone else's eyes on me.

We got outside of the station and I expected him to start shooting questions at me but he continued walking. I continued to follow him until and staying silent until we made it back to the train tracks.

He turned around and looked back at me as he took a shaky breath. "My mother has schizophrenia and that's the reason she is in a hospital. My father abandoned me and my mom because he helped cover up a murder that my mother was involved in and I didn't find out until I was twenty-seven years old."

"Why are you telling me this?" I asked and I looked to see that he had moved closer to the tracks.

He didn't say anything but took another step back. His feet were nearly at the tracks when he said "I need you to be completely honest with me and I can't get that unless I'm honest with you."

"Spencer." I growled and said "My dad raised me after my mom died and dragged me along on all of his robberies until I was part of it. Now get off of the damn train tracks."

He took a step onto the tracks and asked "I know what happened with your father but what about your mother? How did she die and why did you fall on your knees at the sound of a train?"

"It doesn't matter. Get off the tracks, Spencer." I repeated and he didn't move.

He was about to say something else when a train's horn sounded. I looked down and saw the train coming. I looked to him with pleading eyes and saw that he wasn't moving but instead had closed his eyes.

~SPENCER POV~

It was an extreme risk and incredibly stupid but I needed to see how she would react to this. I needed to know what happened with her mother not only to find out who she was but also to see why she was so afraid. What made this strong woman break and fall to her knees yesterday?

I heard the sound of the train again and could feel the tracks shaking where it was getting closer and I took a deep breath, hoping it wasn't my last. I felt a sudden wall hit me and was knocked onto the cold green and opened my eyes to see that I had been knocked three feet away from the train tracks.

I looked to see that Trinity was in my arms with her face buried in the side of my neck. I felt warm, wet tears fall onto my neck and realized then that she'd pushed me out of the way. I laid there with her in my arms and waited for the train to get completely out of sight before letting out a breath I hadn't realized I'd been holding.

"Trinity." I said softly and she didn't look up.

I heard her sniffle softly before saying "My mom and dad had fought all the time when I was young because my mom didn't approve of my dad's life style. I was fifteen when she took me for a walk and when we reached the train…"

"Trinity, you don't have to tell me anything." I said and I realized then just how wrong it had been for me to use yesterday against her.

She cleared her throat before continuing. "When we reached the train tracks and heard the horn, she let go of my hand and I stood there and watched as she stood on the train tracks and smiled before she was hit. When the train passed, I didn't realize that I was covered in her blood and pieces of her bones were in my clothes and hair. I sat on the tracks in the pool of blood where she'd stood until my father found me that night."

I didn't know what to say so I stood up and pulled her with me. She crossed her arms and wiped the tears from her eyes before looking down at her feet. I was quiet as we walked back to the station and so was she. There were no words for how awful I felt for dragging the information out of her so I decided to do the best thing I could.

"I won't say anything to the team. This stays between us." I said and she looked at me with a grateful look.

She turned over he shoulder and nodded before going back into the jail. The deputy came out after she did and told me that the rest of the team had returned home and only then did I realize how late it was.

I thanked him before walking back to the apartment I was staying at with the guilt of the day still crushing me for dragging such hurtful information out of Trinity.

***So I am so sorry for not updating sooner. I hope the chapter was worth the wait and I want to thank everyone for the reviews and the well wishes on the last chapter. The reviews always make me smile so don't forget to leave one and thank you for reading!