Her skin was soft against my calloused hands, she was perfect and untouched while my greedy eyes took in all that she was. So vulnerable, yet beautiful, her eyes lit in passion and glowing with a need so pronounced it nearly stopped my heart.

Dreams like these were all The Monster was having since he received the new shots. Doctor Cullen had been injecting this mysterious fluid into his veins, yet all he could do since it took its course, was think about sex. He was told it was a special steroid, but The Monster knew that it was more than that. He could feel his body wanting to reject it, but like everything else, he was powerless against it.

It had been two weeks without fighting and the infamous commodity of the Cullen's dark underworld was starting to become mad with desire.

Bella was all he dreamed about and normally he cast aside his yearnings for the Swan girl, but now it was all he thought about. Bella Swan, naked and underneath him over and over again.

"Time to move, dog!" One of the vampire guards clanked at the barred gate for him to get up and get dressed, which snapped him out of his dwelling fantasies. The Monster obeyed, throwing on only jeans as he expected to be taken to the showers so he can start the day that always resembled the previous. This time there was something different in the air, some excitement from the two guards that waited for him. What added to his suspicions was the rare presence of one of the Doctor's children, the most feared of the Cullens, Jasper.

Not being able to control himself, The Monster rushed the caged-in room, grabbing the cold steel bars and clenching his hands so tightly around them that his knuckles threatened to break through his very skin. He growled, not having the pleasure of seeing this Cullen up close since the day he was cowardly captured. The guard vampires took a step back, but Jasper did not falter. Instead, he held a smirk and remained silent. Their eyes locked for several moments, The Monster promising death without a single word uttered, till he felt it necessary to vocalize.

"One day, Cullen, I will destroy your entire family."

Jasper scoffed. "We'll see about that." He turned his back curtly, then addressed the guards. "Let's get this over with, shall we? I have a wife at home I need to attend to." The guards laughed as Jasper held the same cocky smirk, turning back to face The Monster as the gate was opened and his hands were restrained.

The shape shifter was escorted by several more guards, who escorted him down a corridor he had only been down in his several attempts to escape. He'd never made it past where they took him now, with this journey came the realization that he had been heading in the wrong direction all this time. It was hard to say how large this place really was, for he'd only been to a few rooms within the building. The sight that befell him was one he hadn't expected, nor one that he wanted.

A face from his distant past and one that he had usually dreaded to see, was now streaming tears and staring up at him from the floor. Behind him, the vampires closed the double-padded doors after they released him. The room was wall-to-wall greens of different shades, looking much like his old room only with more privacy given by the doors.

"Leah!" He rushed to her and she stopped cradling her knees and wrapped her arms around him in a tight embrace. Feeling the hot wetness from her cheek on his bare shoulder, he held her back. If it weren't for the desperate situation, the two would otherwise be found attacking each other with words.

"Jake!" She said his human name, a foreign sound that struck a chord with The Monster. He shook it off as she cried more, wondering what the hell they did to her. "They're going to kill him, Jake." She sobbed, pulling back to look up at him with her reddened eyes. "They're going to kill Sam if we don't do what they say."

She looked sick, as if every core of her being had been ripped apart by these leeches, something he had to go through long ago. Ignoring what she had told him for a moment and trying to get the story, he asked, "How long have they had you and how did they abduct you?"

Swallowing hard, she held onto his shoulders with her trembling hands. "Only a few weeks! They've been drugging me and keeping me here. Those damn blood suckers come and go, not speaking a single word to me no matter how hard I scream at them. They've even taken away my ability to change, Jake and I don't know how they do it. One of those disgusting Cullens came after me. I was here, with Sam and Embry. We've been looking for you for months, Jake. Things have changed, we lost our abilities to communicate."

The Monster looked off to the side, trying to take all of her information in as she continued to tell him what happened.

"Sam and Embry only left me for a moment when I was jumped. Still don't know who it was, but whoever it was took me here. They have Sam and probably Embry too, Jake. A red-headed-park-avenue-reeker told me she was gonna kill him if we didn't..."

She trailed off, looking stunned as she took her hands off of him, as if she were electrocuted. "If we didn't, what?" Trying to read her face, he tried to catch her diverting dark orbs. When she met his eyes, she had a conviction to her, as if she had already made up her mind on something.

"Have sex."

Two words nearly sent The Monster off his feet with shock, maybe even revulsion. He shook his head, staring at her in disbelief with his mouth ajar. "No, Leah. I can't do that. I won't, no matter what they told you." Biting his hand as he stood, The Monster paced the room in an attempt to control his rage. Truth was, he couldn't phase anymore either since he's been getting the series of shots. Inside of him was also this burning urge to touch any woman within reach and now he knew for certain it was because of that poison they've both received repeatedly.

Leah stood as well, only with less grace as The Monster held and tried her very best to calm her once known friend. A man that she never had a crush on, nor would ever have a crush on, but she needed to save Sam's life. Sam, was the one she loved, even if he didn't love her back.

"Please, Jake. I need you to. We need to save Sam. Maybe they'll let us go if we just do what they-"

The Monster whipped around and screamed, "They'll never let us go!"

Leah staggered back from fear as The Monster furiously grabbed her arms and pushed her back, continuing to yell at her and hurt her under his strong grip. "You think they'll keep any promises, then you're never going to survive here! They lie and we are just their dogs, their fucking puppets in this little game of theirs!" He threw her down on the bed, where she stared up at him with wide eyes accompanied by a trembling lower lip.

"We're nothing." He stared down at her, frozen and seemingly lifeless.

After several moments of her erratic breathing, Leah reached up to him and placed her palm against his rigid abdomen. As usual, he was shirtless, only wearing the shorts given to him. Looking up at him, Leah knew very well that she was going to get what she wanted to save Sam, just by the dull and distant fire in The Monster's eyes.

He went down to her, pulling off his shorts before doing so and freeing his pronounced erection. Neither spoke, just did what was on the forefront of their minds, completely detached from their inner selves and driven by false hormones. Leah lowered her own shorts, while The Monster slid them off her long legs. With an uncaring hand he spread her before him, thrusting into her in one swift motion as he started to sate The Monster's needs. Leah screamed out from the pain, holding onto the posts of the bed as he thrust into her mercilessly. She tried to meet his gaze and plead with him to take it easier, yet she knew he would not be able to. Hell, he couldn't even meet her gaze as he hovered over her. The only part of her he touched was her most sensitive area with the large part of him that made him male, besides that, everything else from him was cold. The Jake she once knew was no longer there, a part of her feared that, whilst another part of her was relieved. It made it easier for her to just think of Sam as she clutched her eyes shut and a single tear tread the path of the others shed before.

It happened once, then countless times after that over the next week. Different strange leeches that worked for the Cullens came and went to continue to poison them, feed them and make sure they had done what they had put together to do. The Monster was even more lost than before, unable to feel anything at all. He was inanimate and now he lived with the guilt of having destroyed Leah, when it was once his destiny to protect her and the rest of his pack. But that, was once upon a time and The Monster truly felt that there was no happily ever after in sight.

A/N : Don't worry all, it will get better for Jake. :) PLEASE, if you like and want to read more REVIEW! Reviews inspire me to write quicker, so if you want more, let me know! Thanks guys!