A/N1: I have no clue what to say here? Oh, I got an apartment people my own place.

ON TO THE STORY NOW.

I felt the team look at me and everything went black.

A voice that was the first thing I was aware of. Second bright light and third I did not know where I was.

My eyes snapped open and I sat up fast. Turns out that as a bad idea. Everything cam rushing back to me in a rush making me dizzy. David was at my side, he was worried I could tell so was the rest of the team.

Hotch looked at me. "I am sorry Payton but you're off the case. You are directly involved now and we cannot have that. We will catch this sicko and make him pay for all of this but you know you cannot work the case anymore. Of course, now that he is communicating with you, you have to stay if we need you. From here out work with Garcia and help her" He told me. He and Dave helped me up.

"He killed them because of me." I whispered I knew I looked terrible. "It's all my fault and I do not even know who it is or why anyone would want to hurt me like this. I am nice to everyone. Even people who are mean and bad people I AM NICE TO EVERYONE," I yelled out. I fell against Dave Sobbing "what did I do?'' I asked pitifully. In that moment I was broken I was not a FBI profiler I was a mother who just had her daughter ripped from her in the cruellest of ways.

Those next few hours were a blur by the time I was fully aware and not all emotional. We were at the hotel we were staying at and I was with Garcia.

I blinked "I-.. Looking around… Garcia? …. I knew then it was not some horrid dream…. It was not a dream was it?" I asked her quietly.

She looked at me. "No sweetie it was not it happened" she answered my question.

I looked down sighed then looked back up locking my eyes with hers. "Right so I will start a list of anyone who might have a grudge against me and…..she paused no it couldn't be him could it…she paused… Garcia I look up the name Tristian James Coolige" she said her voice in a whisper.

Back in my first years of the Academy, I had two friends Lyra and Jane. One day her and her three friends decided to go out. I was the one driving when the unthinkable happened. The car flipped Lyra was killed instantly her brother Tristan never forgave me; and Jane broke her leg I was lucky and dint break any bones I just had many cuts.

I thought to my self it made since now. Tristan please does not let it be you. I thought to my self. Tristan also was at the academy and he was not the best student. I was a First year was always dong better than he a second year. He hated me and was kicked out for attacking me one night… Lyra had a special nick name for him and him her. He was Shadow and she was kit.

Garcia looked at me for a second. "What-….she started?"

"Please just see if he is here," I asked. I watched as Garcia worked when his name popped up indicating he was indeed in town I winced. I knew then it was him it all made since now. "It's him call the others and tell them who it is" I said of course, she did not have to call them as Hotch chose that moment to walk in the room. Immediately I told him everything he nodded and turned.

"Sir may I come to pick him up? I know you said I was off the case but…" I trailed off.

Hotch looked at me and sighed, "I promise I won't cause any problems." I whispered then said not more.

He nodded "fine but you stay with a member of the team," he ordered. Nodding I jumped up and made sure I had my gun. I followed him as he went and told the rest of the team where we were going.

Soon we were in the SUV and making our way to were Tristan was staying.

Once we got to his place, we could tell that he was home. I grinned we were going to get him. I hopped out of the SUV following Dave. I had my vest on and it made me feel confident for some reason.

We quickly busted in and the team in the front got him the rest of us were checking out the house. I was in a bedroom with Dave when I heard a strange sound I put my hand up to make him stop. It was whimpering in the closet. I cautiously made my way to the door and opened it. Inside was a sight that made my heart stop for a second a little girl probably three at the oldest her face was bruised and she was chained up to the wall. "Hi sweetie I am not going to hurt you my name is Payton I am with the FBI can you tell me your name?" I asked her.

She was terrified and I was confused there were no reports of a missing girl this young. Suddenly Garcia's voice came over the earpieces. "Guys what I am reading right now says he has a daughter" and I knew immediately who this poor child was. I smiled again and moved a bit but slowly "this is Dave he works with me so you don't have to be afraid of him either." I reassured.

"Dave could you pick the lock so I can get her out of here" I asked him. He nodded grimly I took the girl in my arms and she snuggled into me while Dave managed to get the chains undone and her free. I tried to set her down but she would not let go.

"Okay then little one I won't put you down can you talk," I asked.

She nodded "I am Ella" she whispered. I smiled " Okay Ella that's a beautiful name when we get out here someone is going to check you over and make sure you ok so during that I will have to let you go okay" I told her, her little body trembled but she nodded. "You caughted Daddy dint you? Ause he uss bein ba n hwutin pwopl" she asked me. I nodded smiling at her mispronunciation of several words.

A paramedic took her and began to look her over she would be going to a hospital. I walked to her "Okay little one thesis nice people are going to take you to a place were they can make you better" I told her she smiled " fink you" she smiled then closed her eyes going to sleep. I turned and made my way over to the others.

They smiled and told me as it turned out he confessed when he was grabbed so we would not need to interrogate him.

Every thing was a blur after that and suddenly we were back on the plane.

Reid looked at me " chess" he asked. I smiled " thanks but not right now. Soon I had fallen asleep. As I slept I dreamt which was probably not the best thing soon my dreams turned into nightmares.

I felt someone shaking me it was Morgan he was looking at me concerned.

" Pay are you alright" he asked. I blinked " yeah just a nightmare" I whispered. I sat up and rubbed my arms. " When will we be landing" I asked him.

He looked unconvinced but went with what I said. " Okay well if you want to talk I am here. We should be landing in a hour or so."

I nodded "thanks" I stood up and walked to the gallery and made my self a cup of coffee.