AN: Sorry! yeah I know it's been a while since the last update, but here I am again,
I'll probably not update so frequently as I used to, yeah sorry again! but I'm in college so
I have to pay attention to my actual classes and all that so, please be patient, I really enjoy
writing this so as soon as I have a new chapter I'll put it on I promise, I'll dare to say it will be weekly but Idk.

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So, well, here is it, hope you like this new chapter.

"Fuck, Fuck Fuck!"

Amy moved so Karma had to move too, Amy had Shane's Words in her mind "Don't do stupid things"

She was worried and terrified with what just happened. Karma grabbed her by the arm

"Where are you going, don't go please"

"No, this is not okay Karma, I have to go and see if Lauren is okay"

Amy release herself of Karma's hand, Karma looked at her confused

"Why you have to go after Lauren? She is just your stepsister Aims who cares what she saw?

"She is not… just my stepsister and I care, Karma please, why are you confusing me like this? You were the one who said I was confused and that you didn't want me like that, so why are you kissing me in my bed?"

"I… I don't know… I just felt like it… maybe I like you like that, I'm confused Amy…"

"Karma I don't want to do this, whatever this is, just think what you want and then let me know but don't come here to confuse me please, and I have to ask you to leave now, I really need to talk to Lauren"

"So you talk to Lauren now but not me"

"Don't do that Karma!"

"What? It's true"

"She has been there for me since the wedding, since you broke my heart and said I was just confused, she's an important person in my life now so don't put this as I'm betraying you or something"

Amy felt weird saying that out loud, Lauren in a few days was important to her and that was a huge deal, because Karma and her knew that for Amy was pretty difficult to let someone in, let someone be important.

"Sorry Amy it just feels weird you talking to her and not to me"

"Things change Karma, now please leave, we can talk later or tomorrow but I have to be with Lauren right now"

Karma grabbed her shirt that was on Amy's bed and put it on, then she left the room.

Amy stayed there for a few seconds trying to think in what just happened and how she will handle it, she thought about Lauren look when she entered in her room, she was sad and upset at the same time, that was real or she just imagined that?

Amy realized she needed to talk to Lauren so she walked to the other girl's door, she knocked but Lauren didn't answer, she knew she was there

"Lauren please open the door, can we just talk?"

The other girl didn't answer again

Amy was worried, so she went back to her room and did the only thing she could, enter in Lauren's room by the bathroom shared.

"Lauren please…"

Amy didn't finish the sentence cause she saw Lauren asleep, she was hugging a pillow and she had some tears in her face. Amy felt bad seeing Lauren in that way. She decided not to wake her up, she just sat next to her and she stared for a while, eventually she fell asleep too.

After a few hours she woke up, Lauren was still asleep and Amy remembered what happened earlier, why she felt the need to explain what had happened to Lauren? There she was again, with that feeling she couldn't explain, she stared at Lauren a few more minutes, then the other blonde girl woke up.

"Wha… What are you doing here Amy?"

"Uhm yeah sorry, I was worried about you, I mean you kinda run away from my room when…"

Amy avoided the next few words cause she saw Lauren's eyes, she was definitely upset

"You didn't seem fine, and well you didn't open the door so I entered through the bathroom"

"I'm fine…"

"No you're not Lauren, I saw you at the stairs, and when you entered in my room, something is happening"

Lauren seemed sad she sat next to Amy, but she still didn't say a word

"Lauren please… sorry about what you saw in my room, I didn't know what I was doing, Karma just…"

"You don't owe me an explanation Raudenfeld, really, it's your life, you can do whatever you want"

Lauren still seemed upset as she said those words

"I know I don't owe you an explanation but I want to give it to you because I care what you think, I mean, we are closer now and I don't want you to be mad at me or something"

Amy surprised herself saying the words

"I'm not mad Amy I'm just…"

Lauren realized she didn't know how she was feeling, certainly were feelings but not a name for them, yet.

"Lauren you are upset about something, maybe about Karma and me, maybe because you didn't want to saw us, I don't know, but your voice and actions are screaming that you are upset so don't deny it"

"I, I don't know, I just wanted to talk to you, that's it Amy, finding you and Karma obviously wasn't part of the plan, but it's my fault I clearly should have knocked your door"

Lauren obviously didn't know why she was upset so she thought that was probably just because Amy wasn't alone

"So what's going on?"

"uh?"

"You said you wanted to talk to me, so what is it? Is everything alright?"

"I don't know"

Lauren was playing with her hands obviously nervous and distant at the same time

"Hey you can trust me Lauren, really"

"I don't even know why I was at your room to be honest, is just that I had this talk with Tommy and I was feeling weird, he wants to be my boyfriend again but I'm not sure of that, and well I needed to tell it to someone but Pablo is with Shane and I don't want to bother him with my drama"

Amy was staring at Lauren, she was processing the information that the tiny blonde gave to her, because she indeed now was trusting her, enough to tell her the problems or issues she was having, Amy felt kinda happy for that

"I'm here for you Lauren, I mean it, you can trust me, I won't say a thing, cause actually I don't have more friends"

Amy tried to joke about it, they both needed something to make things less serious. Lauren smiled a little.

"Thanks Amy"

"So you don't have to be his girlfriend if you don't want to, you know, he should have appreciated what he had instead of dump you"

"I know but I'm scared, I, I feel weird, since we moved from Dallas I'm so alone, Tommy was the only who actually cared about me, or that was what I thought…"

Amy grabbed Lauren's hand and played with her fingers as she stared at her

"That's not true, I mean I was a bitch to you and I'm really sorry about that but, I care about you Lauren, and I want you to know that…"

After Amy's words both girls stayed for a while in silence. They still were playing with her hands.

"Can, can you stay here tonight?"

"We live in the same house Lauren, I actually have to stay here"

"No, I mean here, in my room, I'm really stressed about everything, I don't know If I'll sleep well, but yesterday I did, I mean I felt great with your company"

Amy felt happy, she wanted to stay with Lauren, see if she was okay

"Oh I see, yeah I'll stay with you"

Lauren started to lay in the bed and Amy did the same, then Lauren turned her lamp off, and they were facing each other on the darkness

"Do you really mean it?"

"What? That I care about you?..."

"No, do you really think that I'm beautiful?"

The question stayed in the air for a few seconds, Amy thought Lauren didn't remember her words at the parking lot. Amy blushed a little for the memory in her head, and for the question itself, she hoped Lauren didn't notice it.

"I think you are really beautiful Lauren"

Without paying attention to her own actions, Amy put a strand of hair that was on Lauren's face behind her ear, she noticed what she was doing right after

"uhm sorry"

"Don't be you weirdo"

Lauren was smiling, Amy saw her, yeah it was dark but she definitely could she Lauren's expression

"Goodnight Lauren, hope you sleep well"

"I will, with you here"

Lauren closed her eyes and started to fall asleep, Amy stayed there, staring at her, she indeed was beautiful, and she was happy she finally had the chance to say those words to the tiny blonde. She was happy just to share some moments with her.

The next morning Amy woke up first and she noticed she wasn't in her own room, then she remembered the night she had, with Karma and Lauren, remembering the last name made her notice that was her room, and then she realized the other girl was hugging her again and her head was in her shoulder just like the first time they slept together. Amy smiled to herself, she still was happy, she moved a little and move her arm so she was hugging Lauren too, and let herself enjoy that moment, she could smell the scent of Lauren, it was intoxicating, the sweet and fresh air that was in that room, it was all Lauren, Amy didn't want to actually start the day, she could happily stay there all day long.

She closed her eyes again, rested her head against the little girl's head, she fell asleep again.

"Amy? Are you asleep?"

She realized Lauren was still in her arm, she felt her body

"I was but now I'm not, what time is it?"

"It's still early"

"Can we just stay here and not go to school today?"

"I don't know, I don't want to go either"

"See, we don't have to go, is just a day"

"You are a bad influence Raudenfeld"

Amy felt how Lauren hugged her with a little more energy and she liked that, she smiled at the other girl

"Oh don't blame me, you are totally agreeing"

"I don't"

"You are still here in bed"

"I, I… yes but that's because you are too comfortable, is still your fault"

"That's not fair Copper"

Lauren didn't answer just smiled at Amy. Both girls where genuinely happy.

Do you realize we still have to change and pretend that we are going to school? because our parents will kill us if we don´t

"mhhhhhhm why, why are you ruining this moment?"

"I had to, sorry"

Even after those words Lauren and Amy stayed in bed for a few more minutes hugging each other

Then Lauren got up of the bed, she was right, even if they were not attending school, they had to pretend at least

"Amy please move, go get ready"

"Make me"

Amy grabbed her pillow and put it on her head to let Lauren know she really didn't want to move

"Don't be so childish Raudenfeld"

Lauren tried and grabbed the pillow from Amy's face. She sat next to Amy.

"Give me just one good reason to move, where will we go?"

Amy said with a pout in her face. Lauren smiled

"I got an Idea, I promise you won't regret it, but we have to go now"

"Okay"

Amy got up of the bed and walked to the bathroom as Lauren looked for some clothes to wear for that day

"I see you in a few minutes at my car"

"Yeah, yeah"

Amy was moving slow. Then she closed the bathroom door. She went to her room and grabbed some clothes and then she took a quick shower, when she returned to her room she heard her phone ringing, it was Karma

"Karma?"

"Hey Amy good morning"

"Good morning"

"I umm wanted to know how you are"

"I'm fine"

"Good, look can we just talk about last night?"

"I don't know Karma, what do you want to talk about it?"

"It is confusing to me Amy, sorry about last night, but I really want to talk to you, not at the phone"

"I, uhm…"

"Meet me at the bus stop please? we can even walk to the school"

"I'm not going today Karma, sorry, maybe later or tomorrow"

"What? Why not? Are you okay?"

"I'm good, I just don't want to go today"

"But Amy…"

"I have to go, see you later Karma"

Amy hung up, she was upset, that wasn't the Karma she knew, for some reason now it was only annoying, she felt bad because she really missed her, the old Karma, but now everything was just fucked up and she didn't want to tolerate that, at least not that day.

She tried to forget those thoughts, she got ready and went downstairs to wait for Lauren, eventually the other girl went to meet her.

"Ready?"

"I'm not sure if I can answer that, because I still don't know where we are going"

"Well if you don't want to go it I can still drive you to school, is not a problem Raudenfeld"

"I didn't say I'm not going come on"

Both girls got out the house and got into Lauren's car, Amy stayed quiet, watching outside the window, Lauren put some music on as she drove around. Amy once again ended staring at the other girl

"You don't even try to dissimulate"

"What?"

"You staring, you don't even dissimulate or something"

"I think there's no point"

"So you prefer be the creepy girl who always stares at people, great"

"I don't always stare at people you know"

"I'm not believing that"

"I just stare when I really like the view"

Amy stated pretty confident, she knew Lauren would get what she was trying to say, she saw how the other blonde girl blushed a little as she was driving

"You are always staring at me you creep, how you explain that"

"As I said I just stare when I really enjoy the view, so I think you understand it Cooper"

Lauren didn't continue the talk, she blushed even more, she knew exactly what Amy was trying to say.

"So can you please tell me where are we going?"

"You'll see"

"C'mon Lauren, just give me a clue"

"I just can say it's one of my favorite places"

"Okay that's something"

Amy was impatient, she wanted to know where was Lauren taking her, but she gave up on trying to get something from the other girl, she just stayed quiet as she played with her phone and the car's radio. Lauren just smiled as she saw Amy so nervous and anxious for not knowing the place.

Amy's thoughts continued, she was wondering if that moment counted as a date. Cause it really felt like it…