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Chapter 6- A Rush of Blood to the Head

I was held tightly against Jacob's powerfully built body, the warmth from his skin spreading through me, erasing the chill of Edward's touch. He carried me in his strong arms towards his bedroom, his lips never leaving mine. He shut the door behind us with his foot and pushed me against the wall, pressing his body into me. His lips were full and warm, moulding into mine; his tongue was hot and moved against my tongue and lips. His kisses were so passionate and full of longing. It didn't feel strange to be kissing him. It felt completely normal and though this was only the second time that we had kissed, I knew that it would go further. It felt so right, so natural. All of the sexual tension that had been between us over the past two weeks was finally being released and I could feel his huge arousal bulging against his jeans, pressing against my centre. I groaned at the thought of how hard he was for me. He pulled his lips away from mine and buried his face into my neck, trailing soft kisses up and down my skin, licking the sensitive part below my ear and between my neck and jaw line. His breath was hot against my skin though I still felt a shiver of nerves go up my spine that had nothing to do with me being cold.

"Where's Billy?" I asked in between my moans and gasps for air.

"Out," Jacob murmured simply before crushing his lips back into mine.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him deeply as his hands moved down my body, skimming over my waist and cupping my ass, pushing me closer to his arousal. I moaned into his mouth as he kneaded my ass with his large hands. The combination of our kissing, the heat of his skin and the fact that I was still wearing clothes was causing me to become swelteringly hot and Jacob licked a bead of sweat as it ran slowly down my neck. I desperately wanted to get out of my clothes, to feel Jacob's skin on mine with no barriers in between us. I ran my hands down his back and tugged at the material of his grey shirt, lifting it up his body. He let go of my ass and lifted his arms up so that I was only held up by being pinned against the wall with my legs wrapped firmly around his waist. I threw the shirt to the floor and moaned at the sight of his exposed upper body, the muscles of his chest and stomach stood out impressively, his russet skin flawless and smooth. I couldn't believe how much I wanted him. I grasped one hand around the back of his neck and pulled his lips towards mine, shoving my tongue deeply in his mouth and massaging it against mine. I reached up and buried one of my hands in his short silky hair, the other running up and down his back, my fingernails digging into his skin. A low rumble issued from his throat.

Grasping me tightly he moved so that we were next to the bed and collapsed onto it, still kissing me furiously. As the mattress springs bounced us gently up and down his hard member rubbed against my centre and I groaned with pleasure and longing. He pulled off my top in such haste that I was surprised that it didn't rip, not that I would have cared if it did. He threw it to one side and gently ran his tongue up between my breasts. My chest was heaving, my breasts desperate to get out of the confines of my bra. He reached round and undid my bra with one swift motion, freeing my breasts so that my upper body was completely exposed.

"Shit Bells," he groaned and grasped them with both hands, caressing them gently. I moaned with pleasure, feeling my centre growing heavy and tensing, desperate to have the attention of his hands, my wetness soaking through my lacy panties. He hungrily began lapping at my nipples which hardened at his touch, tugging on them lightly with his teeth and making me moan even louder.

"Oh... god... Jake," I groaned in between my gasps of pleasure. He swirled his tongue around one nipple as he kneaded my other breast with his large, skilful hand. I reached down and grasped him through his jeans, hearing a rumbling groan rise from his chest as my small hand wrapped around his huge arousal. I wanted to touch it so badly, to hold it, to feel how hard he was. I slowly undid the button of his jeans as his lips returned to my mouth, his hands still caressing my breasts. I grasped my thumb and forefinger around the zip and pulled it down slowly, teasingly. With one hand I reached down the back of his boxers and grabbed his ass firmly and with the other I undid the button on his boxers, allowing his huge arousal to come out of his jeans. For a few seconds, I stared at it, marvelled by how long and hard it was.

"Mmm, Jake", I murmured quietly. I grasped it at the base, wrapping my hand around it. He moaned into my mouth as I began slowly stroking up and down his long length, swirling my fingertips around the moisture that had collected at the tip and spreading it downwards. My hand slipped up and down and I felt his dick throb as he moaned again. I sped up, encouraged by his groans of pleasure and his body shuddered at my touch.

A growling noise erupted from his chest and he threw me onto the bed roughly, kneeling above me and kissing my lips. He looked into my eyes as he kissed my breasts and nipples and I saw that his were filled with a desire. His stare made my core tighten and grow even wetter. He trailed tender, soft kisses down my stomach, his tongue gently licking my navel as his hands undid by jeans. He slid them off effortlessly, leaving me lying underneath him in only my white, lacy panties. He groaned as he kissed over my centre, lapping up the moisture that had soaked through my underwear.

His finger pulled the crotch of my panties aside, exposing me even more. He kissed me gently, his tongue delicately lapping over my folds. I arched my back and moaned even louder. He kissed back up my body and fell down next to me, turning my head towards his so that he could kiss me with a tenderness that I hadn't thought possible.

"You're so beautiful Bells," he said softly and kissed me again. He pulled down my underwear and gently ran his fingers up and down my slick folds, spreading my wetness up to my sensitive nub and back down again.

"Oh... Jake..." I moaned and writhed in pleasure at the sensation that I had never felt before.

He slowly inserted a long finger inside me and groaned "oh god Bells," as he felt how wet he had made me. I moaned softly into his ear and he kissed me again, harder and more passionately. He moved his finger in and out slowly, rubbing my clit with his thumb at the same time and I moaned again into his mouth. He slowly inserted another finger. I arched my back and thrust my breasts into his face, he caught my nipple between his teeth and bit down on it making my cry out in pleasure. I tensed around his fingers, my core aching for him. He watched as he slowly moved them in and out, biting his lip and groaning. He moved them faster, spurred on by my uncontrollable moaning. I cried out again, feeling my centre tense even tighter, making his fingers even wetter as I drew closer to climax but just as my pleasure was about to peak he withdrew his fingers and gently stroked my clit.

"Oh," I whined, my heart racing.

"Not yet Bells," he whispered in my ear, teasing me. He kissed me had and slid his fingers back inside more forcefully, curling them so that they stroked against my sensitive spot.

Waves of ecstasy overthrew me and I moaned so loudly that I was practically screaming. But again he pulled out as I was about to reach my climax and swirled his tongue over my hard nipples. Every part of my body felt like it was on fire, my senses heightened dramatically. The simple touch of his tongue on my nipples was enough to make me scream.

"Please Jake! I want you," I moaned.

He slowly crept his fingers back up my thigh.

"No," I groaned. "I want you." I stared at his hard arousal, longing to have it inside me.

"Wait a minute," Jacob whispered in my ear. He leaned over and pulled open a drawer in his bedside table, withdrawing a condom and I was thankful that he had been prepared. I kissed his neck and chest as he put it on, my body aching with anticipation.

"Bella are you sure this is what you want?" he asked me, looking deep into my eyes.

I stared back into his dark onyx eyes. "Yes Jake," I said softly. "I've never been so sure of anything in my life. I love you."

"I love you Bells," he whispered.

Jacob gently moved my body so that I was lying on my back and, kneeling above me again, kissed slowly up my body. I moved my legs apart instinctively to allow him to lie in between them and kissed him softly on the mouth. His arousal pressed against my entrance and I felt myself tighten in anticipation. He looked into my eyes again, asking wordlessly if I was ready. I was nervous but I trusted Jacob and I wanted him more than anything else in the world. I nodded slowly and he gently pushed himself inside me.

I cried out quietly, taken aback by the strange feeling of pleasuring pain as I stretched to accommodate his huge arousal. My heart was thudding hard, the feeling of his hot, soft skin against mine was tantalising, the sensation of him deep inside me made me feel whole... complete. I could feel Jacob's heart beating in his chest and he kissed me more forcefully. He waited a little while and the pain subsided, leaving nothing but longing in its wake.

He moved his hips and slowly withdrew himself from me and I let out a gasping moan as he entered me again. His huge member moved slowly in and out of my centre, rubbing against my sensitive spot and causing me to moan louder than ever.

"Oh... god... Bells," he groaned as he thrust in and out of my core, harder and faster than before. I wanted to moan his name, but I couldn't even formulate the words in my mouth. My head was spinning, my body tensing in a pleasure that I never could have imagined. This was what I had wanted. With every movement I felt the bond between us fortifying and strengthening, an unbreakable connection forming, the words of promise that we had spoken proven by giving ourselves entirely to one another.

He tickled my lips with his tongue as I pulled out of the kiss, gasping for air. He littered kisses down my neck and throat, across my jaw line, his tongue swirling against my skin, tasting me, and encouraged by my groans of pleasure he began moving faster and harder. His hot body was grinding against my clit with every thrust and my body tensed as my orgasm mounted. He moaned my name again and kissed me with renewed force, making me shiver with excitement. I dug my nails into his back and wrapped my legs around his waist, pushing him even deeper inside me.

My core was becoming impossibly wetter, tensing and releasing as he stretched me with his long, hard arousal. I felt as though I was going to explode with pleasure as he drew me even closer to climax, moaning so loudly that I was practically screaming.

"Jake..." I gasped and moaned his name. I was so close. His body ground against my clit, his dick rubbed over and over my sensitive spot.

The pleasure mounted higher and my breaths came out in fast, sharp gasps. His hand kneaded my breast as he kissed me and pounded in and out of me.

I dug my nails harder into his back as he pushed himself deep inside and I screamed out in pleasure as the phenomenal release of orgasm washed over me. I felt him throb and twitch inside me and knew that he too had reached climax. I moaned as he made small, gentle thrusts, keeping my orgasm going for as long as possible.

I could hear his breathing and soft moaning in my ear. I looked up into his dark eyes that were lidded with softness and pleasure. He kissed me and I whimpered as his body pushed slightly against my extremely sensitive nub.

"Bells," he whispered. "Be mine forever."

For a horrific moment I felt tears brimming in my eyes. I was so emotional, so relaxed, so happy, so unbelievably in love. I swallowed back the tears.

"Yes Jake," I whispered back softly. "Forever."

And he kissed me with a tenderness that I wouldn't have thought possible. Slowly and gently he withdrew, leaving me feeling empty and hollow without him inside me. He rolled beside me and cuddled me from behind, his long arms wrapped around me, so protective and close. I knew now that this was where I was always meant to be... safe in Jacob's warm embrace. He could give me everything that I wanted, everything that I needed. He completed me. I was so warm, so comfortable. I felt my eyelids begin to droop and fell into a blissful, dreamless sleep.

...

Warm, soft lips were kissing my neck, large gentle hands were stroking my hair. I smiled. I was still in Jacob's arms. I rolled over and looked into his handsome face. He looked back at me with his onyx eyes and smiled.

"Hey," he said softly, kissing me on the forehead.

"Hey," I whispered back. "Did I sleep for long?"

"We only slept for about an hour," he said, his hands stroking the side of my face.

"You slept too?"

"Mmm," he kissed my lips and held me close. "I never thought that I would fall asleep with you in my arms, I thought that it would remain a dream forever. But now..." He smiled and didn't finish his sentence.

"Now I'm yours," I kissed him, finishing his sentence. "Forever."

"Are you really?" he sounded sad somehow, as if he was expecting to have to let me go.

"Yes," I hugged him even tighter. "You're all I want Jake. You're all I've ever wanted. I'm never going to go anywhere."

He pulled me even closer towards him and brought me into a bone crushing hug. I laughed quietly. It was a Jacob hug.

"Oh Bells," he murmured. "I'm so happy I could actually cry!" He saw my expression and quickly added, "I'm not going to..." He grinned. "What woke you up? What made you realise?"

"It was always you that I was meant to be with Jake. You let me be myself, you love me exactly how I am. I wouldn't have to change anything for you. I'm in love with you. I'm so sorry I didn't see it sooner. I'm so sorry for what I put you through, I don't know how you can ever forgive me."

"It's already forgotten. I'm in love with you Bells, nothing will ever change that." He kissed me again.

I lay in Jacobs arms for hours and we talked about everything. All barriers were down, all worries were behind us, free to express our love with no guilt or doubt. It was just us. Me and Jacob. The way it was always supposed to be.