Thrillseekers
written by: albe-chan
DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fiction and I do NOT own Harry Potter or any of the characters mentioned, I am making no money from this, and any similarities with real life are purely coincidental. This work will contain MATURE THEMES, such as coarse language, mature subject matter (scenes containing graphic sex, drinking, nudity, mild prostitution, kinky sex, infidelity, etc.), and/or violence. Please, if you are not over the age of 18, or of majority in your country, DO NOT READ THIS! You have been warned!
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One Month Later
Lily groaned as the bathroom door shut with a soft click behind them and then Teddy was shoving her up against the door, lifting her legs around him, pinning her with his pelvis. Their mouths met, hot and hungry, and Lily arched up into him, craving more, feeling a wicked thrill of delight at the risk of being caught red handed.
"Fuck you're so good," Teddy grunted in a whisper, pushing her dress up over her hips as she undid his belt. His hand moved to her hair, drawing a soft whimper of pleasure from her when he tugged. "Quietly," he warned.
"Then don't do that," she shot back, and he grinned, brushing her negligible panties aside after she freed his cock. He muffled a groan of bliss in her neck as she stroked him teasingly, biting the tender, supple flesh greedily. She hissed, "That's going to leave a mark!"
"Good," he growled, fisting his hand in her hair and thrust hard up into her. They groaned in tandem, even as Teddy fought for control around the hot clench of her slick warmth. He squeezed her ass hard, loving her yelp. "Quiet," he said again, and covered her mouth with his as he fucked her slow and deep up against the bathroom door at her parents' house.
Lily moaned into his mouth, holding on for dear life, pushing a hand through his bright hair, grabbing tight when he rocked his hips, prick gliding purposefully over her g-spot. "Yes," she gasped as his mouth broke away, biting and licking her throat as her head tilted back invitingly. "Yes, Teddy, yes," she whispered as he moved faster.
"I said quietly," he growled, tugging her hair and she had to bite back a loud moan, whining low in her throat instead. "Tell me you want to come for me, Lily," he grunted in a rough whisper against her ear.
"Fuck, I want to come for you," she panted, feeling her lust spiralling out of control. Her nails bit into him even through his t-shirt and she tried to hold in her sounds of ecstasy as he fucked her hard and fast and just perfectly against the bathroom door. "Please," she whimpered.
"Unh, fuck yes, sweetheart, come all over me," he ground out, covering her mouth with his hand as he buried his face in her neck, muffling his own shout of completion as he bit her harder than ever, leaving a clear impression of his teeth. "Fuck," he breathed in the aftermath, his lungs burning, heart threatening to pound right out of his chest.
Lily groaned as he withdrew, sagging against the door on trembling legs. "Yeah," she murmured, righting her panties, pushing a hand through her thoroughly mussed hair. She felt the familiar mix of shame and guilt and anger and hurt churning in her belly, making her cheeks pink. "We can't keep doing this," she murmured.
Teddy, who had turned away to tuck himself back in, pushed a hand through his own hair and turned back. "I know," he sighed. When he looked over at Lily, lips swollen from their kisses, her neck red and darkening where he'd bitten her, hair rumpled and dress wrinkled, he felt himself getting turned on all over again. "I can't stop having you, though," he murmured, moving to pull her close, kissing her gently.
Lily sighed, melting into him, arching and stretching against him like a cat seeking affection. "It's not fair," she said, although she knew what his response would be. They'd had this same conversation before.
"I'll make it work, Lily, I promise," he whispered into her hair, and she groaned, wanting to believe him so badly.
"I'm not going to wait around forever," she said, and pulled back. Teddy pushed a hand through his hair again, sighing.
"I know," he said. She went to the mirror, pulling her wand out of her pocket and fixing her hair, then made to Vanish the bite marks. "I hate when you do that," he said, feeling nettled.
She arched a brow at him through the mirror. "Then tell me what I'm supposed to tell my entire family when they ask who gave them to me since they last saw me twenty minutes ago," she snapped. Teddy went to the door, rubbing a hand over his face.
"You could tell them it's none of their damn business," he shot back moodily.
Lily snorted. "Unless Victoire asks, of course," she threw out as he made to open the door. "Then it kind of is, Teddy." The Metamorphmagus looked away and exited the bathroom, feeling like an all around, complete piece of shit.
Not only was he a piece of shit for fucking around on his girlfriend, still, but he'd just done so at his god brother's engagement party, with said god brother's younger sister no less, who happened to be his girlfriend's youngest cousin. And now he'd gone and pissed off said other woman by making false promises about him having the situation under control when he didn't have control of shit. The only reason, he was fairly positive, Vic didn't suspect anything yet was because she was still in Baby Mode, despite having been politely kicked out by her sister a week ago after two weeks had turned into a month stay after the baby was born. Yup, all around shitty human being. Great work, Lupin.
He got back downstairs and went out into the garden, in search of said girlfriend, because he had to admit, things couldn't go on the way they were anymore. He'd stood up Victoire once already to be with Lily, and jilted the redhead at least three times when Victoire unexpectedly showed up to collect him from work.
She was sitting with her cousin Lucy on the little bench under the apple tree. "Hey," she said softly, looking up at him and frowning ever so slightly at him. "What's up?" she asked. "You look all...rumpled."
Teddy pushed a hand through his hair, glancing pointedly at Lucy. "Can I talk to you for a second, Vic?" he asked. "Alone?" Lucy finally got the hint and got up, going back inside.
"What's wrong, Ted?" Victoire asked seriously, taking his hand. Teddy couldn't meet her eyes, but sat beside her on the bench.
"I think we need to...talk."
Victoire was quiet for a moment where he tried to summon the courage to look at her. "You're right," she said after a beat. "We do."
Teddy felt himself tense up at her businesslike tone. "You go first," he said, chickening out, and peeked up. Victoire looked determined.
"Okay," she said. "What are we doing, Ted?" she asked.
He blinked. "Uh…talking?"
"Seriously, what are we doing?" she asked. "I'm not going to wait around forever for you to figure out whatever it is you need to figure out. I mean, I get it, I had to get my career sorted, and you had to get yours sorted, and we needed to be mature, but honestly, Teddy, I thought we'd be married by now."
Teddy felt all the wind go out of his sails. This again? "So what are you saying?" he asked.
"I'm saying I want to know, for sure, when it's going to happen, if it ever is." Teddy looked at her, her lovely face set, blue eyes hard. "When are you going to propose, or are you ever?"
"I…" Teddy faltered, because he had no idea when he would propose, and honestly, didn't really think on it anymore. Not since…
"I'm going to guess that means never," Victoire said coolly. She folded her arms, setting her mouth.
"Vic, I'm not ready for that," he said automatically.
"Okay," she said easily. "Then I want us to move in together and try to have a baby."
Teddy gaped. "What?" he said weakly.
Victoire looked down, as if doubting herself for a moment, then up at him again. "I told you, I'm not going to wait around forever. If you don't want to get married, Ted, fine. We won't get married. But if that's the case, I want us to be a family. And families live together and have children."
He instantly felt offended at her tone. The one that said the third, unspoken option was she find someone who wanted those things too. "Vic," he said, "we're still young. We're not even thirty. Why do we have to rush into all this right now?" he asked.
Victoire frowned. "Because Dom is married and has a baby. Molly and Lucy are both married and Lucy was just telling me she thinks she might be pregnant too." Teddy felt his mouth drop open. "And now little James Potter is freaking engaged, and little Rose is getting married in the fall!"
"So?" Teddy demanded. "That's because they're ready for that shit!" he grumbled.
Victoire glared furiously, tears sparkling in her eyes. "I'm ready for that shit too, Teddy! Godric, I'm the oldest Weasley cousin and I'm still not married or knocked up, just like Little Lily said, even though I've been dating the same guy since I was seventeen!"
"This isn't fair, you can't put this all on me," Teddy said. "It's not my fault I'm not ready."
Victoire looked sad, a tear dripping down her cheek. "I know it's not, but I am ready. I've been ready for awhile, and I don't want to wait forever for you to be ready with me. So what are we doing, Ted?"
"I don't know," he sighed, rubbing the back of his neck.
Victoire pursed her mouth and sniffled a little. "So what did you want to talk about?" she whispered after a slightly awkward moment. Teddy's heart plummeted to his toes with his stomach.
"Well," he mumbled, feeling like he might throw up. Godric what is wrong with me? I'm an Auror for Merlin's sake! "Honestly?" he asked, and looked at Vic, sitting beside him, hands folded demurely in her lap, eyes sad, mouth turned down slightly. She nodded solemnly, looking like she had no idea whatsoever could possibly be worse than talking about him not being ready for marriage and babies and her being past ready. "I figured we should talk about what we're doing too," he said and Victoire looked confused. Teddy swallowed. It was now or never.
And then he thought about where they were. This was James's engagement party. A time of happy celebration, not a time for him to ruin the party by telling his lovely, wonderful, ready to settle down and be with him forever more girlfriend that he'd been fucking her youngest cousin for a month. Or that he wanted to continue fucking said cousin, because she was a much better lay than his lovely, ready to settle down girlfriend. And he definitely didn't want to create a big scene and ruin James Potter's happy occasion by telling Vic he'd, startlingly, thought about commitment and things like the M-word in regards to Lily.
No, now would be an awful time to tell her. It would ruin everyone's day, not just hers. And that wouldn't be fair to Lily either, to out her like that in front of her whole family and watch lines be drawn in the sand between family members. So Teddy shook his head and took the coward's way out. "I'm going on a mission next week," he told Victoire, which wasn't strictly a lie. It wasn't an out of town mission, but he planned to stay at Lily's with her those nights, and knew it would be easier to cover his tracks if Vic simply thought him gone on business. "I'll be gone five nights, Monday through to Saturday morning. I think… I think we should talk more then."
Victoire nodded. "Okay," she said softly, and reached for his hand again. "I want to make this work, Teddy, and I know you need time."
He pulled her close and stroked her smooth hair. "Me too," he mumbled. "And I know you're running out of it."
"Thank you," she said, and kissed him on the cheek, then stood and looked back up to the house. "Come on, I think they're serving dinner now." He felt impossibly guilty as she took his hand, but didn't pull away until they sat down, feeling Lily's eyes on him the second he passed through the sitting room. He spotted her immediately by the fireplace, seeing her looking intently up at either Lorcan or Lysander Scamander, Teddy could never tell them apart, as he talked about something with enthusiasm. And even though he had Vic on his arm, the Metamorphmagus felt a stab of jealousy as Lily smiled, seemingly enraptured by whichever Scamander brat was talking, and put a hand on his arm, saying something soft that made them both laugh.
He turned away just as Lily glanced up, having felt his eyes on her, and saw his retreating back, Victoire dangling from his elbow adoringly. The redhead turned back to Lorcan and smiled. "Listen, I'm starved, d'you wanna come see if food's ready with me?" Lily asked, tossing her hair expertly and watched the elder of the Scamander twins melt like putty in her hands.
"Sure," he said brightly, looking so very young and eager, and Lily almost laughed, because it was obvious Scamander, with the arrogance of a sixteen year old genius, thought he had a chance with her.
When they sat down, her eyes found Teddy again, thankfully not holding Victoire's hand as he loaded up a plate at the buffet. Lily grabbed her own plate, Lorcan following, and moved to stand across the table from her cousin and Teddy. And the redhead couldn't help but notice Victoire looked a little sad and Teddy looked grumpy. She smiled coyly. "Hey, good party, eh?" she said brightly to the couple across from her.
"Yes," Vic said with a smile that was almost not fake. "It's so exciting for James and Priscilla," she said.
"Yeah," Teddy said, avoiding her eyes.
"I can't believe Jamie popped the question," Lily said blandly. "It was so out of left field, right? Not like if someone had been with a girl for like ever and then proposed. But good for them, I say." Teddy sent her a dark look as Vic smiled weakly.
"Indeed," the blonde witch murmured, and Lily looked down the table.
"Ooh, look, potato salad. I hope Gran made it." She moved away, feeling petty and hollow after being mean and jealous, and wanted to go home. Instead she filled a plate and ate it while Lorcan regaled her with his thrilling life as a Hogwarts student.
She sat, in her slightly wrinkled dress, and thought about the bathroom interlude. As always, Teddy had been amazing. And while it was happening, Lily hadn't been able to stop herself falling for him even more. She'd imagined sneaking out with him, holding hands and not caring that there were love bites on her neck, because she'd be with him, and everyone would know. She dreamed, naively, that they could be together, and everything would be okay.
But that couldn't happen. She told herself this fact firmly. He's with Victoire. They're probably going to get married and have a dozen babies, and you'll never be more than that silly fling, once upon a time. Despite knowing it, and telling herself, Lily still hoped. She was stupid, and foolish, and utterly desperate for sure, but she couldn't fight it. Being with Teddy felt right. More than even the last time she'd fancied herself in love. And that was why she couldn't stop having him back. Because she was hooked on him just as bad as he was apparently hooked on her.
And Lily knew, despite letting her foolish, naive heart hope, that he would never leave Victoire. She could never win against the older, smarter, far more beautiful witch. Forever the mistress, never the Mrs. after all. But she would take what he could give her, until she could have it no more, because even though Lily had been Sorted into Gryffindor, she always looked out for herself first. And if her cousin couldn't satisfy her man, Lily vowed she would, and enjoy every last second of it.
She woke up Monday morning to pounding on her door. The redhead groaned, feeling distinctly hung over after work the night before, where she'd gotten messed up with Scorpius Malfoy and fucked him into next week, and sat up groggily. "What time's it?" she mumbled to herself, and squinted at the clock. Seven thirty four! What the actual bleeding fuck!?
The pounding on her door resumed and she got up, grabbed her wand off the nightstand, and stumbled out of her bedroom, unlocking the door. Just as she reached it, the knob turned, and Teddy walked into her. "Lily," he murmured, and she blinked groggily, then turned around and headed back to bed. "Where are you going?" he demanded, following.
"I'm going back to sleep. I worked last night, I've got a massive hangover, and I'm tired. Goodnight." She crawled into bed and felt Teddy join her.
"When are you going to stop working there?" he grumbled, snuggling up behind her. Lily smirked.
"When are you gonna tell Vic you've been fucking around on her with me?" she shot back, and Teddy frowned. "That's right," she added into his silence. "Never."
"You don't get to just throw that in my face," he growled.
Lily yawned, feeling more awake and grouchy about it. "Sure I do. Just like you get to throw me being a great big whore in my face whenever you like." She turned her head and glanced vaguely over her shoulder. "I mean, I get it. I have things your girlfriend won't give you, right?" She looked at Teddy properly, smirking. "I bet it's the back door, isn't it? You love that you get the ass with me but never with her?"
The older wizard sat up, eyes narrowing. "You're a fucking bitch," he murmured.
"Probably," Lily said, rolling back over. "In my defense, though, you woke me up, so you should've expected grouchiness." She jumped when he spanked her, rolling all the way onto her stomach. "Ow!"
"Good, I'm glad that hurt," Teddy growled. He moved over, sitting on the tops of her thighs, pinning her. "You're fucking naughty, and since no one's bothered to teach you manners, I'm going to. Because your smart mouth is too crass and too vulgar sometimes." She gasped when he spanked her again. Clad in only her tiny thong and a tank top to sleep, she was left almost entirely exposed for his punishment. "Ask for more," he demanded.
"No," she said, and cried out as he spanked her again. "Teddy," she groaned, and he spanked her a fourth time.
"I don't care how long it takes, I'm going to teach you not to talk back to me," he snarled. She moaned, arching and presenting herself for him as he spanked her again. "Yeah, sweetheart, show me that hot little ass. I know you love having it fucked, don't you?"
"Yesss," Lily moaned. "Not like your girlfriend, right, sweetheart?" He spanked her again and she moaned louder, spreading her legs as wide as possible, aching for fulfillment. Instead he spanked her yet again, harder than all the other times. "Ow, fuck!"
"Good," he grunted. "I'm glad the message is sinking in. When you act like a nasty slut, I'll fucking treat you like one," Teddy growled, and spanked her again, lighter, making her moan. "Now tell me you want that ass fucked."
Lily groaned, still sore and hung over. "Fuck you, Lupin, it's not happening. I want it in my pussy or nothing." Her teeth grit as he spanked her again. "Ow, that hurts!" she whined.
"Good," he repeated. "You're being a mouthy cock tease. Tell me you want your ass fucked." She wriggled as he pulled her skimpy lingerie off.
"No," she said stubbornly. "I want my fucking pussy fucked, Lupin, and you can either do it or fuck off while I-" She couldn't finish her sentence as she cried out as he spanked her harder than ever, and moaned. "Ow, you sonofabitch, that fucking hurts!"
"It's supposed to, you nasty little slut," he growled, and she cried out again as he thrust into her abruptly, filling her hot, slick pussy as requested. "Because you're being bad, and you're doing it on purpose because you like the hot and nasty angry sex, don't you, sweetheart?" He set a fast, hard pace.
Lily moaned and her head tilted back as he kissed and licked and nipped up her shoulder and the back of her neck. "Yes," she whispered. "Ooh, yes!"
"I know you do. Now, be a good girl, and tell me you want that hot, tight ass fucked."
She shuddered with pleasure at his tone of voice, the husky, commanding whisper that had done her in every time. "Mmm," she whimpered, and crumbled, just like she always did with Teddy. "I want you to fuck my hot, tight ass," she moaned, as he pounded her soaked pussy and then pulled away abruptly.
"If you insist, sweetheart," he rumbled, and then rubbed his prick teasingly against her dripping slit. "Hold it open for me, just like a good girl." She moaned, but spread her legs more and reached around, cheek pressed into the mattress, and parted her ass cheeks wide for him. "Yes, that's my nasty girl," he grunted, and slid his prick up from her pussy to her ass hole. "Tell me again you want it," he demanded.
Lily wriggled. "Please fuck my ass," she moaned, just wanting to come, the same as last time, not caring what she had to do to get there.
"That's my naughty girl," he grunted, and pushed forward, forcing half his cock into her oh so tight ass, feeling her tense and hearing her mewl of discomfort. "Unh, so tight." He pulled back a little and pushed forward again until she squeaked in discomfort again. He pulled out and thrust home hard, sheathing himself entirely as she cried out beneath him, arching up into him. "Fuck yes," he growled, fisting a hand in her hair again, making her whimper. "So good," he grunted, rocking slowly, and then pulled out halfway, pushing home again.
Lily's hands fisted on the sheet as he fucked her ass, slow and deep until she was accustomed to him and then slowly faster. She mewled and cried out, begging for completion beneath him as he greedily took his pleasure from her. Teddy grunted, feeling his orgasm building, and pulled her upright abruptly. He sat back with her, buried to the hilt in her hot perfect ass, and spread his thighs, wordlessly Conjuring a mirror with the wand in his jeans pocket, not having removed them properly in his haste to be inside Lily.
She moaned at the angle change, arching and mewling. "Look at you," he rumbled, and she bit her lip, not looking in the mirror, eyes closed. His hand moved to her hair and he tilted her head. "Open your eyes," he rumbled. "Look at you," he murmured as she rocked, fucking herself gently on him, and she blushed, shaking her head.
"Teddy," she moaned, and he grunted.
"Just look, sweetheart," he murmured. "You look delicious," he growled, and bit her shoulder possessively. She glanced up and moaned, blushing hard. "See?" he rumbled against her ear. His hand dropped from her hair to her pussy, gently stroking the hub of her arousal, making her melt into him, moaning. "Mouthwatering," he growled.
"Teddy," she gasped as he stroked her clit again, and bit her lip, whimpering as he drew a tantalizingly slow circle around the bundle of nerve endings. "Fuck, yes please," she whimpered, bouncing a little.
"Fuck, those tits look amazing when they jiggle like that, sweetheart," he grunted, stroking her a little faster now. She bounced more, riding his prick and tilting into his hand.
"Ooh, yes!" she moaned.
"Unh, yeah, just like that," he groaned. "That's perfect," he ground out as she bounced harder, riding him fast, arching up into his hand for more stimulation on her clit.
"Oh yes," she moaned loud, and looked at them in the mirror, feeling her embarrassment skyrocket as her arousal cranked into overdrive. She was hotter and wetter, she was positive, than she'd ever been before, and couldn't help but crave a fast, hard release, and then another on Teddy's prick. She watched his powerful arm move as his other hand reached to fondle her breasts as she rode him and he stroked her clit in a fast, circular motion that had her losing control in minutes. "Ooh, yes Teddy," she moaned. "Yes, yes, yes!"
"Unh, fuck yeah, Lily, " he grunted, obviously close. "Yeah, sweetheart, come for me. Come all over me, naughty girl."
The redhead moaned loud, perhaps screaming, although she couldn't be certain as she bounced hard on Teddy's prick, her orgasm cresting in a wave of white hot bliss that slammed through her and left her floating in a molten tide of euphoria. And as she slowly drifted back to reality, feeling her lover's hand still absently stroking her as he groaned and bucked halfheartedly before withdrawing from her, Lily hummed softly. The mirror Vanished and she laid down on her stomach again, ass sore and the rest of her body aching from the previous night and her recent activities.
"I'm going to sleep," she mumbled.
"I have to go," Teddy murmured and she held in a sigh.
"Okay," she mumbled, snuggling into her pillow, thoroughly exhausted. He kissed her temple and smoothed her hair.
"I'll be back tonight, if you want," he murmured.
Lily tried not to smile, but it was impossible. "Sure," she said lightly, even as she buried her grinning face in her pillow. "Bring food, I've got none," she added as she felt him get up.
"I'll see you later, Lily," he murmured fondly, and she heard him Disapparate a few minutes later, falling into a contented sleep.
When Lily woke up, it was afternoon, and she felt thoroughly rested, if still a smidge sore, but took a long hot shower that had her ready for the day, and slipped into her favourite leggings and a tank top and headed out for coffee and a scone. She got her breakfast, did a little shopping, finding a to die for sexy little gold dress she knew would be perfect for work, and then headed back to her flat around dinner time.
To her surprise, Teddy was there, looking grouchy. "Where were you?" he asked, still in his work robes, looking stressed, and strode toward her, locking the door behind her and pulling her close, kissing her.
"I went shopping," Lily breathed.
"Well leave a note or something," he rumbled. "I almost panicked when I showed up and you weren't here."
Lily frowned. "It's not like I knew you'd just show up," she said defensively.
"I told you I would be here," he said, and kissed her again, harder. "Fuck, Lily, you make me fucking crazy."
The redhead glared, because that wasn't particularly complimentary, but then his hands slid to her ass. "You can't have that again," she snapped.
He smirked. "We both know I'll get whatever I want, sweetheart," he teased. She folded her arms, but he unfolded them, pulling them up around his neck instead. "Especially when I tell you I brought food."
Lily laughed, pulling back, and they sat on the couch, where he had Muggle Chinese food, their favourites, on the coffee table waiting. "Mmm, how long have you been here?" she asked through a mouthful of egg roll.
"Since four. I'm on a mission, so I'm technically on call, but we're not expecting the real action until tomorrow anyway." She swallowed her mouthful.
"So, are you staying over, then?" she asked hesitantly.
His bright turquoise brows lifted. "Unless you don't want me to," he said.
"No," she said, trying not to feel giddy. "I want you to."
"Good," he said lightly, and took a bite of his own egg roll. "And if you don't mind, I might just crash here for the week. It's closer to the target area." Lily rolled hazel eyes.
"What's in it for me?" she demanded.
He lifted a brow. "Other than me in your bed every night for a week?" Lily frowned.
"Yes," she said firmly.
Teddy smirked. "I come with the bonus of food."
Lily considered this then shrugged. "I guess," she said. Teddy smirked and tugged a hank of her hair.
"You're being kind of bossy and rude again, Lily," he rumbled.
She shot him a sly smile. "I come with attitude, Lupin. Get used to it or go home, sweetheart."
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