This chapter is quite short but I have the next update soon. It isn't BETA'd so all mistakes are my fault I'm sorry. I brought a character called Brooke into my story in like the first or second chapter as Jakes imprint and completely forgot about her and said Leah was Jakes imprint so I have decided she is Embry's imprint instead and will come back into the story in the next chapter.
Disclaimer: I do not own twilight.
Chapter 7 -
Bella's POV
We walked back to our house, I had stopped sobbing but Leah was still comforting me. We had probably been gone for about an hour and when we walked in side Jake shot to Leah's side and Paul was a short distance from me.
"Where the hell have you too been" Sam asked us.
"I went to see if Bella was alright and we got talking" she glared at Paul making him flinch I laughed out loud and everyone but Leah who had a smug look on her face looked scared.
"Looks like your not the only hormonal psychotic bitch in town anymore" I whispered in her ear and she grinned a mischievous grin and I grinned right back at her.
I felt like there was something new inside me that I have never felt and was making me this way. "Be back in a second" I went to the bathroom, my head was killing me and I felt like screaming. Don't fight it Bella, it wont hurt anymore just let your self go. a soft voice cooed in the back of my head. What's happening to me? You know you cant fight it that much longer let it take over you, it will be better for everyone.
I looked into the mirror to find my eyes were a deep red. You might as well, you have nothing left you rejected Paul, Edward left you because you weren't good enough, you were naive enough to think the Cullen's liked you but as soon as Edward went they didn't give a damn, I bet non of the pack like you either there just here because of Paul, Leah's only with you because you're the only one who puts up with her. Do you want me to continue or should I go on for a bit more?
Who are you and what the fuck are you doing to me. I'm your more badass side, the more bitchier side to the sweet poor innocent Bella, the one you liked to let out a lot in Phoenix. But you see realities a bitch and so am I and I want full dominance. Bella babe you'll feel a whole lot better when you let me out, just like you did in Phoenix and Jacksonville and this venerability you hate so much will go away, all you need to do is let me take over, do you remember how much fun you were now all you do is cry poor me boo hoo hoo get over your self and start living life.
What do I have to do? Just. Say. Yes.
"Yes" I whispered and blackness took over me.
"Bella you've been in there a long time are you okay" Emily asked from the other side of the door.
"I'm fine" I was surprised how cold my voice sounded, but I opened the door and carried on to the living room.
"Bella, what's up with your eyes" shit I didn't think about that.
"Are those the new contacts I said to try out Bells" Leah spoke up trying to cover for me, the soft side of me would have been grateful but that was now gone. So I glared at her earning praise from my new subconscious.
"Do you not listen to us anymore I swore more then 2 hours ago Leah told you to get you big fury asses out of our house and take the imprinter's with you" nice going Bella guess you haven't lost the spark after all.
By now all the imprints were glued to the boys chests, Embry and Brooke were the first to go along with, Quil and Clair, Collin Brady and Seth, Sam and Emily and last of all Paul and Jacob, Paul looked at me searching for something in my eyes but I turned away before he could find anything.
"Bella is everything okay" Leah asked once everyone was gone.
"Everything is fine Leah no need to worry" Hey Leah's my friend she is the one person I can trust and how can you talk for me. Bella Bella Bella. You forgetting you have already said yes to dominance, but yet the other part of you is still fighting and I will tell you now you wont win and if you continue to fight I will do things to the people you love because I have already won the fight against your powers that's why your eyes are a deep red.
"Bella, Sam wants to talk to you he is down stairs" Leah told me I nodded and walked down the stairs. Maybe he should be the first victim, just think the big Alfa getting terribly hurt so badly he can possibly die.
"Sam this really isn't a good time" when did I give you permission to talk. I winced as a searing pain went through me.
"Well tough. Why are your eyes red?"
"I don't think that's any of your business."
"Well as Alfa of the pack and in charge I think it is" he shot back. Ooh he fights back this could get interesting.
"Oh you think you're the big boss man around here and can control me well I'm not apart of those pathetic pack of werewolf's that do anything and everything for you so back. Off" Leah growled from upstairs. Oops forgot little miss best friend is apart of them. Please stop.
"Aaaaahhhrrggg" Sam fell to the floor screaming holding his head in his hands.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO HIM" Leah shrieked running up to Sam. "STOP."
"I. Can't" I managed to get out. Please stop your making me hurt him.
He stopped screaming but still held his head in his hands.
"I'm sorry" I ran out the house and into the woods.
"What are you doing to me this never happened in Phoenix or Jacksonville. I never hurt people. This was how you were like with Riley remember you lived for the kill. No. Oh I'm so sorry did I hit a soft spot you seem in denial. So your saying you didn't remember the last time you let me out.
FLASH BACK.
PHEONIX
"Bella what a surprise to see you here miss me much" Riley came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist whispering in my ear.
"Riley, what are you doing here" I was drunk and didn't know what I was doing.
"I've been looking for you" he placed a small kiss on my lips giving me goose bumps. "I've missed you, you should have ran away from me" I caught his lips with mine, making him smirk. "Knew you couldn't resist me" I smiled and pulled him out to the dance floor.
We must have been dancing for an hour when he whispered to come to his room. I followed him eagerly.
The next morning when I was sobered I realised what had happened and was shocked even drunk I didn't think I was that stupid, but there was this pull toward him that made me go and it was like I couldn't control my own body.
END OF FLASH BACK.
That was you, I couldn't escape him for a whole year why did you think I'm here. If your coming back out does that mean that he's here too. Smart one aren't you, must be my side of you.
How do I get rid of you. Find the bitch, I mean witch that put me here in the first place but to do that you have to talk to Riley and we all know you can't control yourself with him, its like someone takes over you.
Hope you like the new chapter and the new dark twist! PLEASE REVIEW x
~Hanna~ x
