Jacksonville 6 – No name

"Bella, I'm sorry! Please wake up, honey!"

His voice woke me up in the forest. It sounded like he would cry if he would be able to.

"Bella, can you hear me? I'm so, so very sorry about everything! I won't… I won't ever…" He sighed. "I can't promise her I wouldn't hunt anymore!" He looked up – I felt it – and shouted the words to himself.

"No Edward; you don't have to promise me anything." My voice sounded too weak, because my throat was so dry, that I didn't except any voice to come from there.

Edwards' face looked worried and I knew what he was going to ask me next so I answered before he could give me the question.

"I feel good, but what about you?" I whispered, because my throat hurt if I tried to speak loud.

"Oh Bella… Thank God you are awake!" His cold hand pressed against my hot cheek. It felt so good… After what had happened, Edward hated himself even if he had a good reason to be proud of himself. "I'm good if you are… But Bella, I'm so sorry!"

"Shh…." I shushed and pressed my finger weakly against his lips. He wasn't in blood anymore and I could smell his delicious, odor smell all again.

"Bella", he spoke and took my hand off of his lips. He squeezed my hands between his strong hands. "…what are you doing here? You know I wouldn't let you to go to the forest by yourself."

I had forgotten all about it; about Victoria and Carlisle's call. After all I had experienced between these surrounding black trees, Victoria had vanished out of my frightened mind.

"Victoria", I whispered. "She's back. Carlisle called and told that she's back… looking for me." Well, it wasn't a big surprise; of course she was looking for me. Again. Well, every vampire near me tried to look for me. Of course they did; I smelled too good. Or my blood smelled… But still, it didn't bother me that much really; I wouldn't know Edward if my blood wouldn't have smelled to him that good. That's why he couldn't stay away from me then.

Edwards' eyes, which were honey again, darkened when he heard Victorians name and I didn't like it; I couldn't let him to go after her again. It was too dangerous even for a vampire. But I wouldn't let any other Cullen, Hale or my werewolf friends to go after her though, so I was probably going to die soon; there was nobody that could kill her. Nobody, if I could decide.

"In Forks or in La Push?" He asked voice abruptly tense.

"I'm not sure."

"Carlisle didn't tell you? Well, we're going back then. To Fork I mean. If she's in La Push, she's not our worry. Your werewolves can kill her.

But if she's somewhere in Forks – or near Forks – I and Emmett are going to have a wonderful hunt trip."

Emmett would be pleased; he loved hunting and hunting strong animals… or, in this case, vampires. But nobody else would be; I would worry about Edward – and of course Emmett, because he was so lovely and Edwards' brother. Rosalie had been so worried about Emmett last time when they had to hunt James down, so I knew she would worry about him this time too. Carlisle loved his sons, but most of all, he didn't like this kind of situations; he never wanted to kill someone or something. And Esme… she had lost her son also earlier and Edward and Emmett were her sons now too. I think she wouldn't be able to handle their death.

No, no! They wouldn't die! I wouldn't let them even to go after her. I would try to find Victoria by myself, before they would. It was much easier to me to find a vampire then to Cullens; I just had to let everybody to know where I am and take my smell everywhere she would probably try to find me.

"Please Edward; I can't let you or others to risk their lives because of me! I am so tired of worrying are you alive or dead! I can't live with that anymore!" Tears flowed down on my cheeks when I shouted that to him.

I took his face between my shaking hands, tightly. Our faces were so close that I could feel his cold skin on mine.

"I know this is hard, Bella. And I am so sorry that I wasn't able to leave when…"

"Don't ever say that again!"

He sighed and so did I. There was nothing else to say, because I knew he wouldn't accept my plans to find Victoria and let her kill me. He was too selfish about that.

I gave up with a sigh and let go of him. I based back on my weak hands.

"Well, we can't go back this soon. I promised Reneé I would be here with her the whole week. What would she think if I would leave her this soon?" I demanded and let go of his face.

He looked at me. "What would she say if some red haired woman comes to her apartment and kills her and her family? I think you didn't think that very clearly."

He was right; I hadn't thought that at all. But would she come here in this sunny place and risk all vampires' lives? Well, she was crazy so maybe she would…

I closed my eyes, because I didn't like the situation. "What can I tell her?"

"You are just enough clever to invent that up by yourself. You have only couple hours left, so I don't distract you anymore", he said.

I sighed. "Can you give me a little bit help?" I begged. "When you are so clever, it's much easier to you then it's to me…"

"Sorry I can't." He didn't say anything that it wouldn't really be easier to him then it was to me, so maybe I had been right in that. "Can you think clever while I run?"

Oh God… I was still frightened on his ride.

Well I didn't answer to that question and for a while, we were home. It was really dark outside and there were no lights in windows. Only in couple houses and Phil's and Reneés' house was one of them. I saw my mother looking out of the window with worried face.

"Where were you Isabella Swan!?" She shouted when we came home. "I can't even explain how worried I was!"

"I got lost… Sorry", I explained. "And then Edward found me."

"Thank you Edward. Now; can you give to me and my daughter a private, please?" She asked with friendly voice and then looked at me again with angry, worried face I had seen before. "You don't ever do this again! Phil can buy you a cell so you can next time call if you get lost. Okay?"

"Okay mom…" Would I say it now? That I would leave her tomorrow? She was so angry and worried and I didn't want her to get even angrier. But would it be better to let her know now, so she wouldn't get angry again soon?

I couldn't say anything, before Reneé hugged me tight and kissed my face and hear, like when I had lost her in a 'big' store when I had been little.

"I'm sorry I shouted to you Bells… I was just so worried!"

"Don't be mom." I hugged her back. "Amm… I'm leaving tomorrow."

"WHAT!" She shouted again and let me go.

I bit my lip. "Not because of you or Phil. I just… Edwards' brother needs him, because his best friend just died in a horrible car accident. He is really passed out…"

"Oh no… And I shouted to Edward? Can you say him I'm sorry? And say to this Edwards' brother, that I'm so really sorry…

"Next time I'll come to Forks to see you so there won't be any 'I have to go tomorrow, even if I promised I won't go before next week' – situation."

"Thanks mom. I'll say that to them."

It had been much easier then I had even imagined. Just that Edward wouldn't like my little story I had just told to my mother.

Next day was full of tiers. I and my mom were very sensitive in this kind of situation and so Phil and Edward had very lovely time with us in the car, when we drove to the airport.

"I don't wanna leave you…" Reneé cried.

"Neither want me", I cried.

For a while, we didn't say anything. Then I and Edward had to go.

"Bye mom. I'll call you as soon as I'm back. I promise!"

"I love you Bella!"

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