"Your heart's against my chest, your lips pressed to my neck. I'm falling for your eyes but they don't know me yet." Jenna sang picking Jax's hand up off the center console to hold it.

"Are you singing to me?" he asked grinning He threaded their fingers together and squeezed her hand lightly.

She nodded and continued. "This feels like falling in love, kiss me like you wanna be loved, wanna be loved. I'm in love now."

"You're so damn cheesy Jenna. You're smiling though so I 'll take it." He smiles at her and then looks back at the parking lot before them.

Jax pulls into Diosa Norte and cuts the engine. He undid his seat belt and leaned aross the console to kiss her.

"What was that for?" she asked.

"You told me to kiss you. So I am." She laughed and kissed him.

-/-/-/-

"They've been at it a while should we break it up?" Lyla asked Gemma As she shielded her eyes from the sun and watched them

"Turn the hose on em' "She replied dryly.

"That's just wrong, they're both still dressed and he ain't paying for it." Nero said.

-/-/-/-

There's a knock on Jenna's window and the break apart to see Gemma staring them down.

"No longer turned on." Jenna whispers.

"Me either. My mom the boner killer." He returns quietly and shoots his mother a nasty glare.

They get out of the car and head in. "That was the most action I've had in a month. Thanks for ruining it Ma."

"You could always sample the merch Son." Gemma advises trailing behind the pair.

"Over my dead my body." Jenna replied.

Jenna rolls in and looks around. "Well still looks like a bordello but at least the life sized naked wall art is gone." Jax chuckles and kisses the top of her head.

Lyla hugs her tightly. "Come on, I was just giving the guys a tour. You can join."

-/-/-/-

She has the girls line up in front reception and then begins her speech.

"I'm Jennasis Teller I'm your employer along with Nero and Jackson I have a few rules for you I'm sure the boys do not. Do not bring your kids here, this is not your day care, no freebies, what you do in your own time is your business but you will not service any of the Sons while on the clock without them paying for your time. I mean it too boys I catch you here sampling and you'll be banned from the establishment. Juice I know the short one on the end ticks all your boxes so you've been warned." She glances down at her clipboard. "You will undergo random drug testing and STD screens ladies. Lastly, ladies you sleep with flirt with or kiss my husband and you will be fired on the spot and will not be asked to return." She stared them all down and added, "Ima you are only here for the money you bring in you touch him I won't fire you I'll kill you. So I suggest you not even so much as look at Jax." She smiles Just a little when Ima visibly recoils.

Jax grins laughing. "That's my baby."

"No one asked you!" She snipes at Jax without any real heat.

"Bossy Jenna is one of my boxes. Tick away Darlin'." She rolls her eyes and he grins.

"Shut up! Listen ladies, I come across harsh and most times I mean too I'm a bitch and I don't hide it but if you need something or someone to listen I'm good at that too! Be on time do your job and we'll get along just fine." She finished good naturedly.

A tall woman in the back raises her hand. "Hi I'm Venus." she said in a put on southern accent.

"Yes."

"I may have kissed your husband before I knew to whom he belonged."

Jenna choked on air. "Excuse me but aren't you... um do you prefer transgendered or transvestite?"

"Transgendered. "

"Alright then, "She replied calmly glancing at Jax. "Uh Jax I'm curious…"

Jax blushes ever so slightly and the guys begin laughing. "It wasn't an invited or returned affection Darlin."

"Okay Venus because you were up front you get a pass and because I'm pretty sure the only thing Jax likes is your rack and that twangy lil fake accent I won't rip your cock off." She smiles and adds firmly. "Don't do it again."

"Such a shame sugar coulda saved me bottom surgery."

Jenna burst out laughing. "I just might like you Venus."

"Figures, the only woman you can be friends with is male." Lyla teased.

"You sound like Ope, Ly."

-/-/-/-

Jax watches Nero show Jenna how everything works. Jax knows he has put her in the best environment he can for now.

Nero squats down beside her to explain the computer system. Only He, Ope or Piney, ever move down into Jenna's eye line when speaking to her. It surprises him until he remembers Nero's boy has Spina Bifida. He gets it understanding how the world sees Jenna and how she sees the world. He knows he's left his currently fragile wife in good hands. He'd told Jenna he needed someone here he could trust and it's true but he also needs someone to entrust her to until he can put his eyes back on her and he trusts Nero.

He walks over and bends to kiss the top of her head.

"If that was a goodbye kiss Jackson Teller I deserve a do over." She griped he laughed airlessly and stepped around to the front of her hair. He grabbed her face with one hand tilting it up he kissed her hard on the mouth. "Better?"

"Much. So where you headed?"

"Unser needs to talk to me. See you at the clubhouse?"

She nods.

"Oh and I have a question for The Madam and my wife?"

"Shoot."

"If we have sex here at some point do I have to pay for your services?" he asked smiling like the Cheshire cat.

"Jax!" she almost shrieks her eyes getting big.

He laughed. "What about that one really dirty thing?"

"You don't have near enough money for that Cowboy."

"So you can be bought?" He wiggled his eyebrows at her suggestively.

"Fuck you!" she said laughing.

"Well yeah, I was kinda hoping."

"Get the hell outta here Teller!" She replies exasperated as looks on thoroughly entertained by their exchange.

"I love you. Bye babe." He kissed her one last time."

"Love you. Bye."

-/-/-/-/-/-/

There is stupid girly music playing through the clubhouse so he knows Jenna's there he finds her staring to the top of the closet in the apartment.

"Need help Jenny?" Jenna whips around at the sound of Clay's voice. "I mean no harm." He holds up his hands.

"Just in this moment you mean." She snips.

"Christ girl I know I'm a cold hearted self-centered son of a bitch and I don't pretend not to be but you clearly need help getting the stuff down. So just let me! You don't have to fight me on every goddamn thing baby."

"Fine." She relents.

-/-/-/-

"We're looking at this wrong Bobby, Otto isn't you." Jenna sat a pile of pictures down and rolled her neck.

"What does that mean?" He glances up at her.

"It means that the club wasn't the thing Otto held most dear, Luann was. You want to remind him of the man he really is bring his humanity back? Then we use Lu not the club."

"Good thinking."

"Question is how do I do that?" She looks around the piles of photographs and memorabilia. She eyes the box of Piney's home movies warily.

"Sense of smell is the strongest sensory link to memory."

"Makes sense, any time I smell pot I think of Gemma." She smirked.

"Ope?"

"Curve Cologne, Leather, Motor oil, and Elmer's glue."

"Why glue?" he asks with a confused expression.

"He got me to eat it once by convincing me it was ranch dressing, in my defense I was only five." Jenna smiled and Bobby laughed. She continued on, "That's not what you miss most though; I miss their voices and their hugs. I can't bring back Lu for him not her touch anyway and if it were me and I were denied for years, the right to touch Jax then have the chance dashed entirely if he died and-anyway I'd be totally broken without a goodbye. I get Otto on that much at least."

"If you're trying to make me feel guilty it's working." Bobby states.

"I'm not I think taking from Otto that he was the last one to touch her does enough of that for you. You didn't kill her Bob that's not on you, the fact that you not being able to keep it in your pants brought RICO down on Jax so that we couldn't leave and I'm left to clean up your mess is though." She rolled off.

-/-/-/-

Jax finds her watching old home videos. "Whatcha doin beautiful?" He lies down on the bed lying going the opposite direction.

"Looking through these old tapes of dad's seeing if Luann's on any of them. I can pull the audio so Otto can hear her voice."

"Smart." He reached over and pulled on her big toe making it pop.

"Don't do that, I can't feel it'll cause the AD to flare if it trips a pain signal and I don't have the time today."

"You're snippy today babe; Juice said you were mean to Bobby. That's not like you."

"Wasn't mean just honest. I don't like doing this it feels manipulative Jax." He trails his fingers up the arch of her foot.

He crawled up to the head of the bed. "I'm sorry, and you're right it is manipulate but is our only in Darlin'. "

He reached over and tilted her face toward him. Noting for the first time her red rimmed eyes. "You've been crying. I'll get someone else to do this part, hell I can do it."

She shook her head. "No, it's sad but nice in a way. I got it."

"You sure?"

She leaned in and kissed him. "I'm sure. Now, did you come up here to get something or…?"

He smirked. "Sex would be great but sadly, we don't have the time. Unser had suspicions the break ins were the nomads and he was right Greg and Go go attacked him and he and Clay shot them."

"How convenient for Clay." Jenna said dryly.

"Nobody can call my lady a dummy." He replied glancing at the TV where Opie is piggyback Jenna across the lot during a club party.

"So that leaves Frankie and Shiny to flush out."

"It does. Frankie is in the wind but Sunshine stayed put why?" He looked at her.

"My guess, Deke didn't do it. Not his style. He's too goddamned honest he wants something he takes it, doesn't bother saying please but he'll tell you if he took it. He likes to gloat. He's a cocky motherfucker being shady just isn't enough of a charge."

Jax gritted his teeth. "You're sure?" He gets off the bed and begins to pace.

"The only way to be sure is to ask. He'll tell me but you won't like watching me get the truth out of him."

"Shit."

"He doesn't lie but say Frankie has something on him, the best way for me to get what you need is exploit an old weakness." He glares at her momentarily.

"You."

"I'll just dangle the carrot baby, but like I said…" she looks over the apology evident in her eyes.

"I don't have to like it. I'll close my eyes and whistle Dixie til you're done."

Jenna laughed "Just dangling the carrot babe, not letting him hoe my row."

"Bad analogy, please shut up. "He grimaced.

"Have Juice send him my way in the chapel wait thirty 45 seconds then follow wait until you hear me say just like old times then come in." She got out of bed and transferred to her chair.

"And while you make out with your ex what am I to do?" He brushed her hair behind her ear,

"Listen and don't take it personally." She turned her face into his hand kissed his palm. Leaving him to stand in the empty room.

-/-/-/-

Jax listens as Jenna pretends to be crying then seeking comfort. At the first kissing sounds he cringes so hard he nearly jumps out of his skin battling between listening for info and trying to be anywhere else at all.

"What about Jax he'll kill me." Sunshine said. Oh you have no idea kid. Jax thought.

Jenna sighed Jax knew that sigh it was exclusively meant for his ears. "What he doesn't know won't hurt him isn't that a rule you live by Deacon?" Ok that stung a little bit more than he'd planned.

"Listen I- hey watch it I still have to go home to my husband don't leave a mark. "She chides sounding distracted.

"If I recall correctly you weren't always so chatty baby."

"Things change, listen I heard through the grapevine you might be involved in something with Frankie diamonds and that rash of break ins." Her voice shakes just a little as though in enjoyment. Jax hopes she is just a really good actress.

"Too rich for my blood and I hate the guy. You know that! Anything else or can we get down to business."

"For your own safety, I need to know if you know anything that could be of value to Frankie." She says firmly.

"He kept the loot and old files in the Lowell house now quit teasing me."

"You bet baby, just like old times." Jax comes in and she shoves Deacon away, all traces of pleasure gone.

She begins rebuttoning her shirt. "Sorry, he works fast." Jax stops the kid from leaving.

"Here's how this is going to work you'll tell me all you know right now. If not I'll tell the whole club and the state of California I caught you attempting to rape my disabled wife. The disability carries a whole other and pretty severe charge too." Jax catches his eye and keeps his gaze waiting.

"If I tell you I get to keep my patch?" Sunshine hedges.

"I won't incriminate you regarding this no. because she trusts you." He nods at Jenna whose now fully dressed.

"Will one of you help me get off this table please?" She asks obviously ill tempered.

"That was underhanded Jen, how'd you even?" Sunshine sputters angrily.

She looks between the men. "Deke, I pictured his head on your body the last six months of our relationship."

Jax lifts her off the table and into her chair. "The table really?"

"I knew he couldn't resist. His left eye twitches when he lies." Jenna tried to kiss Jax and he evaded.

"Brush your teeth first." He retorts.

"Doesn't feel very good does it Jax? Remember that next time you get itchy." She rolls to the door and reaches for the knob.

"You used me!" Deacon spits at her.

"No, Deke I just saved you." She says calmly.

"Before, I mean. "He corrects lowly.

"I'd apologize but you knew the deal before we got started Shine all body no heart. "

She looks to Jax. "Jax I'm going to pack for our trip."

"Take Tig with you."

"Oh before I forget the sitter flaked wanna give Gemma shot or should I call my mom?"

"Let Gemma have em we won't be far."

"Kay." She replies leaving.

-/-/-/-

"I was stealin' kisses from a boy now I'm begging affection from a man-" the knock at the door stops her from singing along with the radio she sits down the laundry basket and goes to answer the door.

Wendy Case is on the other side looking uncomfortable. Jenna laughed. "You're like a pit bull aren't you? "

"I realize I've handled this thing with Abel and you all wrong, and I am really sorry. I don't want to take Abel from you, He's your baby and you raised- are raising him no questions asked. "She nods solemnly and continues on while twisting her joined hands.

"I'm thankful for that I gave you custody because you're the better choice. You're his mother but so am I and I want to get to know my son. For him to know me in whatever way you think is best, Just please give me that chance because I'm not going anywhere Jennasis." She finishes drawing a nervous breath.

"And if you fuck up and use and abandon him again? What do I tell my son? Do I say it's not you baby?" She narrows her eyes and cocks head in thought. "Because He's old enough now to know what it means if you do, and he will think it's something he did or didn't do." She pauses deep in her own memories if only for a second.

"No matter how hard we work to show and tell him differently. He'll think it's his fault Wendy. Trust me. What I kind of mother would that make me setting him up for heart break?" She crosses her arms and stares daggers into Wendy.

"One chance Jen, one."

"You can say hi to him I need to talk the rest over with Jax. I'm leaving in thirty minutes it's the best I can do tell him you're my friend." She moved back to let her in.

"I'm sorry about Opie, Jen. He was a good person He never treated me-"

"Like a junkie whore? Yeah I know, he was a better person me. That's why I'm letting you do this I'm trying to be better because there aren't a whole lot of people left in this world who love me and I want Abel to have all the love in the world." She says.

: -/-/-/-
Jenna sets the table and enjoys the silence of the cabin and the luxury of no one pulling at her or climbing up her like a tree. Tig wonders about the cabin aimlessly. Then comes in to the kitchen.

"This is pretty." He says and she looks over to see him holding up her black negligee.

"Tig don't take this wrong but you're a pervert."

"I know. I've accepted it." Jenna Laughed.

"I wasn't sure I should bring that Jax isn't much for frilly needless shit but Lyla bought it for me so might as well use it."

"You always look good in dark colors and this is fairly simple no freaky deaky shit, he'll like it." Tig's phone rings. "Yeah hang on, you tell her."

He passes Jenna the phone. "I'm fine." Jax says before she can even speak. "What?"

"I got ran off the road we're all fine but I need to clean up the evidence so when Tig brings us back go to the bedroom and turn on music."

"Jax do you think-"She tries to ask.

"We'll talk when I get there. Love you."

"Love you too." She hands tig his phone and watches him leave. She sighs so much for her romantic weekend.

AN: I own nothing but Jenna, Arizona, and Sunshine. Sorry for the delay, life has been very busy and I've been fighting a cold. If you are still reading and enjoyed please review.

I don't own the following songs I just borrowed them Kiss Me by Ed Sheeran, and Stealing Kisses By Faith Hill. Thank you for your continued support of me and the series.-Meghan