I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while school has been filled with nonstop drama of some bitch starting shit with me.
Enough about my issues on with the story
I own don't own anything.
There are things we don't want to happen but we have to accept things we don't want to know but we have to learn and people we can't live without and for me that's Dimitri I will not let him get away from me.
Sitting in my own blackness makes your thoughts wonder whether you want them to or not. After the bitch decided to use me as a human torch I can't seem to wake up.
I start to hear voices I bet that's a good sign I immediately hear Dimitris voice
"Roza come back to me I'm begging you I need you more than I need air I finally got you back I'm not gonna let you go again."
After what Rachel did to me I realized life's too short to hold those kind of grudges well toward Dimitri Rachel can burn in hell and choke on her own blood the hag deserves it.
I think I'm ready to forgive Dimitri but first I need to figure out how to open these damn eye lids
Open… No
Open… Nothing
Come on eyes you can do
Open already
Damn it
My eyes open hallelujah the first thing I see is Brown eyes of chocolate that I want to eat yum
"Dimitri?"
"Roza oh my god im soo glad your okay you don't know how worried I was" I notic his eyes are all red and puffy and has tear stains on his face
"Dimitri its okay I shouldn't of told them about us"
He inches closer hes definitly in my bubble but I could care less he can have my bubble if I get to be this close to my sexy russian god
"no I'm glad you did I love you Rose I wish you would give me a chance have I done anything to make you think less?"
"No but Dimitri you have no idea what I went through it was hell I didn't know if o was gonna get out of there or if I was gonna be the next victim shown on the news for some murder" I say with tears in my eyes
"Roza please just try to give me a chance" he said standing up
"I would If I still loved you but I don't I thought I did but I don't I guess love fades" I say about to break out in tears
He looks at me with the most sad voice I have ever seen with tears down his face and walks out
I barely saw Dimitri over the couple days one of Yevas friend is a spirit user and healed me and we decided to go out and celebrate me getting better. After what Rachel did Dimitri is still dating he what an ass Adrian visited my dreams telling me whats been going on apparently Lissa and Christian had a kid and named her Rose May Dragomir Ozera shes three it makes me sad thinking how I was never there with her and apparently there are right now visiting Tasha at one of her houses for the summer.
We are a a bar I'm just wearing the lust spell dress like last time but I don't think he got a good gander as he did here when I walked down the stair I kid you not his jaw hit the floor and started drooling its good I know I still have an effect on him.
We go to a kareoke bar and I decide I might sing I song for him I use to sing all the time before the accident but I never say the point in singing again
We get our drinks and sit at a back circular both me next to Dimitri and Vikki
We get the conversation flowing about random stuff like school and jobs then its time to do kareoke but its random crowd selection and you never would guess who it landed on Rachel cant wait for this
Turn up the music
Let's get out on the floor
I like to move it
Come and give me some more
Watch me gettin' physical
And out of control
There's people watchin' me
I never miss a beat
Steal the night
Kill the lights
Feel it under your skin
Time is right
Keep it tight
Cause it's pulling you in
Wrap it up
Can't stop cause it feels like an overdose
(Feels like an overdose)
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey, Mr. DJ let the music take me underground
Everybody in the club
Evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Everybody in the club
Stop, this beat is killing me
Hey, Mr. DJ let the music take me underground
My body's aching
System overload
Temperatures rising
I'm about to explode
Watch me I'm intoxicating taking the show
It's got me hypnotized
Everybody step aside
Steal the night
Kill the lights
Feel it under your skin
Time is right
Keep it tight
Cause it's pulling you in
Wrap it up
Can't stop cause it feels like an overdose
(Feels like an overdose)
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey, Mr. DJ let the music take me underground
Everybody in the club
Evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Everybody in the club
Stop, this beat is killing me
Hey, Mr. DJ let the music take me underground
Come on and evacuate
Feel the club is heating up
Move on and accelerate
Push it to the top
Come on and evacuate
Feel the club is heating up
Move on and accelerate
You don't have to be afraid
Now guess who's back with a brand new track
That got everybody in the club going mad
So everybody in the back
Get your back up on the wall and just shake that thang
Go crazy, yo lady, yo baby
Let me see you wreck that thang
And drop it down low, low
Let me see you take it to the dancefloor, yo
Everybody in the club
Evacuate the dancefloor
Everybody in the club
I'm infected by the sound
Everybody in the club
Stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mr. DJ let the music take me underground
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey, Mr. DJ let the music take me underground
Everybody in the club
Evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Everybody in the club
Stop, this beat is killing me
Hey, Mr. DJ let the music take me underground
She decided on trying to sing Evacuate the dance floor by Cascada
It was awful it sounded like a dieing pig I couldn't help myself I had to
I yelled "NOBODY TOLD ME THIS WAS A PIG ROAST" everyone laughed she glared and said
"like you could do any better"
"oh I can "
The dj decide that it's a challenge between me and Rachel
We both have to do a fast song then we do a slow song and see who wins
I go up and sing Hold It Against Me by Britney Spears
Hey! over there
Please forgive me
If I'm comin' on too strong
Hate to stare
But your winnin'
And their playin' my favorite song
So come here...
Little closer
Wanna whisper in your ear
Make it clear
Little question
Wanna know just how you feel
CHORUS:
If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me?
Cuz' you feel like paradise
And I need a Vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now
Would you hold is against me?
Hey! You might think
That I'm crazy
But you know I'm just your type
I might be
Little hazy
But you just cannot deny
There's a spark
In between us
When we're dancin' on the floor
I want more
Wanna see it
So I'm askin' you tonight
CHORUS:
If I said my heart was beating lous
[ From: . ]
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me?
Cuz' you feel like paradise
And I need a vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me?
Spoken:
(If I said I want your body, would you hold it against me?)
(Yeah)
(Uh-Huh)
(Oh!)
Gimme something good
Don't wanna wait
I want it now!
(Na-Na-Now)
Pop it like a hood
And show me how you work it out
Alright
If I said my heart was beating loud
If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me?
CHROUS:
If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me?
Cuz' you feel like paradise
And I need a vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me?
Everyone cheers
Next is Rachel again great my ears I gonna go deaf if she decides to take up a career in singing
Shes singing bubbly by Colbie Caillat which I don't get she doesn't love him I do
Can you count me in?
I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tingles in a silly place
[Chorus:]
And it starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying dry and warm
[Another version of the song says: "Under covers staying safe and warm"]
You give me feelings that I adore
[Chorus]
But what am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm
And they start in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth
And it starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight
Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go
wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while
Every claps I already know what song I'm doing
I decided on I still love you by Alexz Jhonson
And show Dimitri I care
Before I start I say "this is a song for a special person in my life and want them to know the truth"
If we walk away now
There's no turning around
Gotta say what I mean
While you're here with me
I'm not sure I'll find words
To cover the hurt
That I see in your eyes
But I gotta try
I know rocks turn to sand
And hearts can change hands
And you're not to blame
When the sky fills with rain
But if we stay or walk away
There's one thing that's true
I still love you
I still love you
Can you search down inside
Let go of your pride?
If I forget trying to win
And just let you in
I didn't travel this far
To watch it all fall apart
So give me your hand
And take a chance
I know rocks turn to sand
And hearts can change hands
And you're not to blame
[ From: . ]
When the sky fills with rain
But if we stay or walk away
There's one thing that's true
I still love you
Riding with me as close as before
Whatever happens, I won't ask for more
Here in my heart from now 'til the end
Flame out or fly, we have to try again
I still
I know rocks turn to sand
And hearts can change hands
And you're not to blame
When the sky fills with rain
But if we stay or walk away
There's one thing that's true
I still love you
Yeah, I still love you
If we stay or walk away
There's one thing that's true
I still love you
I still love you
"okay looks like we have a winner the winner will sing a duet with were this light lands on" the dj says
And strangely it lands on dimitri
We are gonna sing here we go again by alexz jhonson and Luke McMaster
[Rose]
Am I, heading for disaster?
Am I, forgetting what I know?
Or am I afraid instead of letting go?
[Dimitri]
Are we, dangerous together?
Are we, pretending to be sure?
Are we walking into that storm?
[Both]
Here we go again
Back to where we never been
Take it from the end
Start over
And make it better
Here we go again
[Dimitri]
Is this what we always wanted?
Is this a beautiful mistake?
Is this the way two hearts are bound to break?
[Rose]
Show me a part of you that's different
Show me that you know what I need
Give me something we can believe in
[Both]
Here we go again
Back to where we never been
Take it from the end
Start over
And make it better
Here we go again
[Rose]
Cos' I'm older
And I'm wiser
And I'm ready to hold on
For something deeper
Something stronger
I'm ready for you
Here we go again
Back to where we never been
Take it from the end
[Both]
Here we go again
Back to where we never been
Take it from the end
Start over
And make it better
Here we go again
Back to where we never been
Here we go again
Start over
And make it better
Here we go again
"I love you Dimitri"
"I love you too my Roza"
And I jump and attack his lips
And they live happily ever after ha don't you wish
Tell my your opinion I will try to update faster once schools out
Tell me anything you want to be in the story and ill do it im desperate for ideas which is why I haven't been updating