Hey readers, thank you for following both this fanfiction and Lost Love [it means the world to me]. Don't worry for anyone that's reading Lost Love, I have a few ideas that's going on in my mind I just need to find the day to actually write down the ideas down. I've been busy with summer classes, homework, and work [I'm beyond exhausted mentally and physically.] So, I'm writing when I can.

Here's chapter six

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Memories

April 13, 2008

Katniss has the letter in her hands and it read in big bold letters. She stands in the bathroom sitting at the edge of the tube with her face color drains.

To patient Katniss Everdeen

Result of the blood work that was taken place several weeks ago and the results is Katniss Everdeen is ten days pregnant.

-Doctor Andrew Benson.

"I can't believe this." The brunette young woman said to herself in a low voice with the letter in her left hand and still had her right hand over her mouth.

"Hey Katniss, are you okay in there?" Peeta lightly knocks on their bathroom door with his fingers.

Katniss pretended to cough very loudly as she quickly folds the letter and placing it into the hamper. She flushes the toilet and pretending to wash her hands then opening the door to face her boyfriend of eight years, her high school sweetheart; Peeta Mellark.

"Kat, are you okay? Did you throw up again?" The blonde young man asked being concern of his girlfriend's well-being as he kept his blue eyes on in and placed his hands on her hips. He gently pulls her towards him and kisses her passionately.

The brunette young woman gave in placing her hands in his hair and kissing her back as she craved. She moved her hands towards his abs then going to the bottom of the shirt taking it off with him helping out to discard the shirt. "I'm fine, completely fine." Katniss answered his question as she gesturing him for the two of them to make their way to the bed. "Good, good to hear." Peeta catches his breathe and going back to kiss her again as he picks her up taking off her shirt.

The couple makes their way to their bed with Katniss on top of him. She takes off her shirt and her pants. He uses both of his hands traveling down to unbuckle his jeans with his girlfriend helping him taking him off. They pulled away for a second to catch their breath and laughed a little. "I'm glad to hear that you're feeling better. Maybe it's just food poison from the Wendy's chili." Peeta suggested the idea. Katniss hovers over him with her face on top of his and her boyfriend starts to kiss her neck. She moan in passion breathing out and felt a goosebumps on her skin. "Yeah maybe that's it." Katniss answered back with a small smile as she stayed still for a couple of seconds looking into those ocean eyes with her hands placed on his hips. "Hey, hey." Peeta said being concern as he placed both hands on his girlfriend's face. "Is everything alright? You look like you're scared out of your mind." He asked being concern. 'You have no idea' The brunette woman thought in her mind. "Yeah, everything's… everything's going to be okay. I love you Peeta; don't ever forget it." She patted his biceps and reaching over for a condom.

Fourty five minutes later…

The blonde man sleeps peacefully with his hair being messed up and his arms wrapped around her waistline. Katniss had slient tears rolling down her cheeks and tilting her head to the right seeing her wonderful boyfriend still asleep. The brunette woman quickly dry her tears from her face and sitting up very gently placing his hand on her pillow. She got up from their bed and walking over to the closet putting her dark green silk robe, getting the bands and trying it around her waist.

Katniss walks over to their one nightstand lightly taking both of their phones; her phone on the right and Peeta's phone in her left hand. She unlocks his pass code and going over to contacts looking for his manager, she knew who he was and his name. Her gray eyes scan the number to herself and unlocking her phone clicking to keypad to call the number. She made a light jog towards the kitchen then heading to the Laundry room. She grabbed the door knob and closing the door behind her.

"Hello, Haymitch Abernathy speaking?" My boyfriend's manager answered my call.

"Hello Mister Abernathy, please convince Peeta to have his career take off." She replied with her voice being shaken but strong as she whispering into the phone.

"How do you know Peeta Mellark?" Haymitch asked wanting to know.

"Because he's my boyfriend and now the father of my unborn child. Please! I begging you to convince him in any way to take the offer of being in Hollywood. I'm not saying this because he's my boyfriend but he's really talented and he shouldn't waste his talents in a community theater or teaching a theater class." The brunette woman whispered into her phone being serious.

"What's your name sweetheart?" He asked.

"Katniss. Katniss Everdeen. Please convince Peeta; I don't want him to give up everything to work different jobs, struggling to keep up with whatever I need or this baby needs. Just do whatever you can in your power to make sure that he'll get his career started. I'll take care of this baby and I'll do it on my own with my family and friends. I don't want him to know about this, can you please keep this a secret between us Mister Abernathy?"She created a promise to him.

"I'll take it to my grave Ms. Everdeen. You have my word." Haymitch agreed to keep this promise. "Are you absolutely sure about this?" He asked showing in his tone of voice of compassion.

"Yes I'm sure. I don't want him to think of 'What if?' On what he could miss out on this opportunity that comes ONCE in a lifetime. I don't want to hear him say 'Why? Why did this happened to me? I should have taken the offer when I had the chance.' I know that later on done the road if he did take that path; he'll harp it over for the rest of his life. I can't let him live or think like that." Katniss pointed out the truth on 'What if?'

What if?

October 2008

Katniss just came back home from her part-time job as a Hostess at Cheesecake Factory. She took off her shoes and laid down on the sofa with her feet on a pillow.

"How was work Kat?" Peeta asked slightly yelling from the kitchen.

"Work was alright, you know how it goes for the lunch hour. My feet are killing me right now." The brunette woman yelled back in the same tone. She looked down at her slightly swollen stomach and lightly placed her hands on her growing bump.

The blonde man comes out from the kitchen and walking towards to the directions to his girlfriend. "You should tell your managers that you need a break for every thirty minutes or so; I don't want to see you go to early labor or worse." He replied being serious as he light grabbed her feet and taking a seat at the end of the couch then placed her feet on his lap. Peeta lightly rubs her feet and she sights in relieve.

"They know and I just don't want them to take pity on me just because I'm pregnant, in two months I'll be on maternity leave so we can have our little girl." Katniss stated the truth and closed her eyes in peace as she felt her boyfriend rubbing the pressure points on her feet. "Thank you so much for the rub Pete, I really appreciate it." She thanked him then looking up to see Peeta still has bags underneath his eyes. "Any luck with the job hunt or any roles in any shows?" The brunette woman asked wanting to know about her boyfriend's job situation.

"RENT was lined up for months and had the role of Mark but they had to shut down production, there goes my paycheck; that could have helped us out." The blonde man answered his girlfriend's question as he sighted still rubbing her feet and looking at her stormy gray eyes. "I still have my job at my parents bakery but my mother is cutting my wages in half. I applied at two Bakery shops and a Theater teacher's aid on helping middle schooler's how to act." He answered her question. "Anytime on rubbing your feet and I'll be there when our beautiful little girl is born. Whatever job that offer's more, I'll make sure our daughter needs whatever she needs; you have my word on that Kat." Peeta replied with a smile and took his left hand placed it on her bump and felt a small kick. "She kicked!" He said being excited.

"She's been doing that since noon." Katniss replied with a smile as she try to reach his hand on his stomach with Peeta holding her hand in mid-air. "I'm sorry Peeta, so so sorry." The brunette said with tears in her eyes and starts to cry.

The blonde man got up from the end of the sofa and went over to hold his pregnant girlfriend in his arms. "What are you sorry for Katniss?" He asked as he lightly rubbed small circles down her back to calm her.

"I'm sorry that you turned down your dream career because of me and our baby. You could have been doing what you loved; acting either on television or in the movies. Not struggling as every middle class, mid-twenties people go through everyday!" She cried into his chest with Peeta still holding her.

"You and this baby mean EVERYTHING to me, I would NEVER forgive myself if I took that chance of becoming an actor and not knowing what happened to the two of you. I would die inside. Sure the money could have helped us out but being a man to step up to becoming a father is a LOT better reward." The blonde man replied being calm with a strong yet caring voice. "Life happens Kat, we can't stop it." Peeta said as he kissed her forehead.

I'm sure everyone would have liked to know the memory the month Lilly was conceived and the 'What if?' If Peeta actually did turn down of becoming an actor. Don't worry I'm still getting ideas for chapter seven and for those who are reading Lost Love; haven't forgotten. There's A LOT of ideas that I'm still trying to map up to finish that fanfiction.

Take a vote! Later in this fanfiction; Should I write Katniss's progress in Athena or Gale finding out Lilly's with Peeta in the next future chapters? Whichever has the most vote, I'll write it.

Stay tuned for chapter seven and have a good night. Remember still busy with summer classes, homework, and work.

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