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Katniss

I meant the words but I was nervous.

Peeta kissed me passionately again. My mind was filled with everything and nothing at all. Peeta seem to be the only thing that made sense at the moment.

He laid me down on the grass. My legs were between his hips but extended in the ground. He parted away from my mouth and rested his forehead to mine. I expected him to say something but he didn't.

Peeta looked into my eyes, penetrating into me. The intensity made me blush, I felt like he could read my mind, my soul.

I felt like we needed words but before I could even come up with a comment he moved to my chest.

His lips were brushing against my collar bone, he placed a kiss and moved to the top of my breast. He slowly kissed around it then finally taking the center to his mouth.

He licked and sucked while his other hand massaged the naked breast. I whispered his name not knowing what exactly to say, it was the most amazing feeling I ever had. And the feeling was making me wet between my legs.

My hands were roaming from his back to his hair. How much beautiful could this boy be?

My back was arched up and I readjusted my body. His waist was against mine and I could feel him underneath the pants. He was hard and it felt good to rub against him. I didn't know if it was okay with him but I kept rubbing against him and he moaned into my breast.

Peeta kissed down to my waist, licking above the waist line. His mouth and tongue were out to drive me crazy. I pulled on his hair groaning his name making him kiss me. He chuckled between kisses.

His fingers run down my body leaving fire behind. Peeta slowly lifted the front of my jeans and brushed against my lower waist. I needed more of him. My hands untied my jeans making him laugh again.

My zipper became undone by Peeta's hands and his mouth moved to my ear. "I want to do this right, patience is a virtue." I couldn't help myself grunting.

I rubbed my hip against him and he moaned kissing me again. With one hand he pulled my pants down slowly, he was teasing me. I obviously wasn't very patient. I lifted my hips and pushed my pants as lower as I could.

This made Peeta give me a smirk, "You're taking the romance out of this Katniss." I frowned, "someone said I was romantic as a slug, I'm trying to live up to their expectations."

I kissed him again but he pulled out, "Enlighten me but since when do you live up to any ones expectations, Everdeen?" Peeta gave me his sweetest smile. He was torturing me and he knew it. "Please, Peeta…"

I couldn't play the game anymore, I wanted him to roam my body and claim me completely. I've never imagined wanting someone to see me so vulnerable before, but Peeta wasn't just anyone.

Thankfully Peeta didn't answer but was kissing me again. With one hand he was holding himself up and the other one was on top of my panties.

Peeta apparently knew where to touch me, two fingers were rubbing against my underwear making me moan louder than before.

I felt amazing; I couldn't imagine how it could get better. I knew that when he went inside with his member, that it would hurt but the pleasure would soon take over, I was anticipating it already. Honestly I couldn't wait either. My mind was consumed by Peeta and how he would feel inside me. But then a coherent thought surfaced.

I could get pregnant.

My body instantly froze and I gasped. Peeta stopped rubbing his fingers, "what's wrong, Katniss, did I hurt you?" concern was spread across his face.

"No, no you didn't, it feels amazing actually..." I said, blushing as I took in our position.

"But?" he said confused, "but…..Peeta, I want to do this, I really do… and just with you…. But, I don't want to get pregnant…." My voice was weak and the last part was barely audible but Peeta heard.

His face expression turn to a sudden realization, he hadn't thought about it before. "I'm so sorry Katniss, I'm so stupid! How could I've not think of this before! I'm an idiot, I'm truly sorry Katniss!" Peeta had pulled away and was kneeling in front of me looking shocked.

In an instant I got up and kneeled facing him. "Don't apologize! It's not your fault!" how could he act this way and how could it possibly be his fault.

"I do need to apologize, can you imagine if you hadn't thought about it? I could have ruined your life Katniss!"

He was right; if I became pregnant everything would fall. I would be looked down to even more. How would I raise the baby, I wouldn't be able to hunt anymore. And what would mom and Prim think of me!

But it wouldn't be his fault, "its okay Peeta! I wanted this, remember. I asked you to." I hugged him, "I would never be able to hate you no matter what you did. Peeta, I want to stay with you ok?" I pulled away and looked at him.

He looked miserable; I needed to cheer him up. How could this bring him to feel so bad? I gave him a small smile and kissed him on the lips. It was a chaste kiss and he pulled away too soon. I knew there was no way he was going to touch me now.

We got dressed in silence but took my hand as we left. He had his father's basket on the other.

He walked me to the Seam and we were almost home when Gale appeared.

Peeta

I couldn't bring myself to talk to her. How could I be so stupid! I could have gotten her pregnant and what would she do with a baby. Katniss tried to make me feel better but I couldn't.

It wasn't the thought of Katniss Everdeen having my babies. That was a good idea.

But we were too young and I just realized we were moving too fast. I loved her but what did warranty me she felt the same for me. I couldn't bind her to me because of a baby. And where would I take her to live?

My mother would not welcome either one of us.

She would not be able to hunt for several months leading her and her family to starve.

What if one day she changed her mind and left me. What if she regretted even meeting me?

All this thoughts, and worse, were in my head. We were so close. I was so close to make her mine.

Not even that thought made me feel better, if anything, worse.

We had almost reached her home when I spotted Gale. He was resting against a tree looking at us with great disgust in his face. Actually, he was looking at me. Shit.

Katniss stopped walking beside me and pulled her hand away from mine. It was too late Gale had seen us coming since God knows when. I took a step in front of her as Gale approached us.

The disgust look was gone and he had a smirk plastid on his face. "Well good afternoon baker boy." He stood in front of me without acknowledging Katniss. I only nodded my head which seemed to annoy him. I refuse to let him get to me.

"Seems like your mother never thought you how to brush your hair, was she too busy beating you up?" Gale taunted me, how could Katniss be around this asshole.

Gale hit a nerve but before I could replay Katniss moved by my side and took my hand giving me a squeeze. Gale looked down to her for the first time and smirked again.

"Good afternoon, Gale, excuse our hurry but we have to get going." She pulled me around him but he shoved me back by the shoulder making me let go of Katniss hand. "You know, I really don't like you Mellark." Gale said coming back with his disgusted look.

"That's not my problem Hawthorne." I pushed passed him and took Katniss hand again. We started walking away, "That's right baker boy, better take your little slut away we don't wan…" Katniss turned around before I could do anything

"What is your problem Gale?" Katniss yelled at him and her hurt was evident. I was clenching my fist convincing myself that beating up Gale wouldn't go well with Katniss.

Gale walked towards Katniss and pushed her aside, he stepped in front of me inches away from my face. "Baker boy, he's my problem, you whore." He turned his head to look at Katniss and spat the words at her. Her face only registered hurt and confusion. That was it.

I dropped the basket and pushed Gale, "Stop calling her that!" Gale smirked and pushed me back, "or what, Mellark, are you going to throw bread at me?" I tackled him to the ground and punched his face. He managed to push me off and kicked me on the ribs.

Katniss was pulling him away and he pushed her to the ground. I got up and punched him in the gut. "Peeta stop! Please just stop!" Katniss had gotten up and was between me and Gale.

"Both of you just stop please." Her voice was trembling. "Get out of the way," Gale pushed her again but not as hard, "you disgusting thing." I shoved Gale. "Stop insulting her, you asshole."

Katniss was in between again her face was pained by Gale's words. "Why, w-why are you doing t-this?" Katniss asked and this time she was trying not to cry. "Gale, why are you acting like this?"

Gale was looking down at her. His expression was soft and guilty for a second before it turned hard. He shoved her to the ground again and this time Katniss didn't get up.

I bend down to her trying to wake her up. She didn't respond.

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