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My car flew across the pavement and my hands became sweaty. Butterflies filled my stomach as I thought about the Jake I hadn't seen for a week and a half.

Did I mention I was in love with him?

Ah ya, I guess I did.

It all started when we were in kindergarten, I was swinging on the playground at recess when Paul Jacobson pushed me off roughly and took it for himself.

Angrily I jumped back up and shouted for him to get back off, but he simply laughed in my face before pushing me back over.

That's when he came, my hero.

"Leave her alone!" shouted a voice from behind me, I picked myself off the ground before turning to see who had stuck up for me. To my surprise it was little Jacob Black.

Paul simply told him to 'buzz off' but Jake had taken my hand and walked me over to the sand box, introducing me to his two friends Embry and Quil, and from that day forward we had all been inseparable.

I couldn't help but smile thinking about it.

My car rocketed down his street and I peeled into his driveway, jumping out of the car. But I stopped short as I stared up at their tiny house. For some odd reason it felt cold and unwelcoming, not like all the other times I had danced my way up to the door and barged in without even knocking.

But for some reason I couldn't move my feet now. I felt frozen and I watched as the curtains, which were drawn on every window twitched in the living room.

I heard feet trudging to the door and felt my heart speed up, forcing my feet to walk forward I got all the way to the first step at the door before it was wrenched open.

I looked up and a smile swept across my face to see the face of Jacob Black.

But then it disappeared, as I saw his hair, cropped short.

His muscles four times bigger, and he looked like he was 6'4 now.

An icy hand gripped my heart and I stared up at his angry face.

I heard him gasp, his eyes staring into mine with an expression I couldn't place. But then he seemed to grow mad, angrier then I had ever seen him and a shiver ran down my spine.

"What are you doing here?" he ground out still glowering at me from in the doorway, he didn't make a move to come forward so I walked up the rest of the steps and smiled uncertainly at him.

"I wanted to make sure you were feeling better" my voice was barely over a whisper and I felt myself shrinking back from his positively raging expression. Hearing quiet voices in the kitchen I picked out Sam Uley's.

"Oh no" My heart thudded in my chest and I stared at Jake my best friend and the boy I loved with an absolute desperate expression.

Oh God, not him too, not my Jake. He couldn't leave me like Embry! He wouldn't do that!

"Jake" my voice trembled "What is going on?"

As I watched him he slowly seemed to deflate back into the old Jake, just as I was about to run about and hug him, he said the words that froze me solid.

"We can't be friends anymore Amber."

My whole body seemed to go into shock, and I stared up at him confused.

"wh-what?"

"You heard me!" His voice was dark now and I was acutely aware of his hands beginning to shake at his sides.

"We can't be friends, I can't see you, I can't talk to you, I can't be around you at all!" he nearly shouted, and the volume of his voice made me stumble back down the steps.

The look in his dark eyes was positively frightening.

The thunder cracked over our heads and rain began to pour around me, I could barely see him it was so thick.

But I couldn't even feel it because my heart was breaking.

"Jake, we're best friends! What are you talking about? What's going on?" The questions poured out of my mouth my voice trembling.

He simply watched from his position in the doorway, an odd sort of look twisted in his eyes, before his face became like a rock again, cold and expressionless.

"Please!" I cried through the downpour, but he just shook his head.

"Go home Amber." His voice didn't sound harsh when he said it, just extremely tired. As if me being there caused him stress to the point of exhaustion.

"I don't want to deal with you anymore."

And as those words filled my ears that's when I felt myself fall to pieces.

He didn't want to deal with me? I was his best friend! I loved him, I'd die for him! I'd do anything. But as I stared up at him, I felt the fight leave me, and my body seemed to reel back as if he had hit me.

I'm sure if he had it would've been less painful.

And I turned and ran, ran through the rain towards my car. I couldn't get away fast enough, because I could already feel the tears pouring down my cheeks, mixing with the rain.

My heart throbbed and I tore out of his driveway, it felt as if I couldn't breath.

The drive passed in a blur and I suddenly found myself walking up my porch steps, unlocking my door I numbly stepped in. I walked up my stairs and changed out of my soaking wet clothes and stepped into the shower.

30 minutes later I found myself standing over my bed wearing pink fleece pajama bottoms and a black tshirt that had the letters 'bite me' scrawled across the front.

I picked up my phone and shot Quil a quick text.

Jakes with Sam Quil,

he's gone too.

Not a minute later my phone buzzed and I stared down at the bright screen clicking on Quils reply I read it with tears in my eyes.

Fuck. I'll be back soon, It'll be ok, we'll be ok.

I just nodded vaguely aware that he couldn't see me though the piece of metal I collapsed onto my bed.

And cried myself to sleep.

Ah! Okay writing this made me so sad, yes Jake did imprint on Amber, there will be more talk about this next chapter when I do a third person point of view to get a little more of the packs views.

Thanks for all the reviews! Love you guys! (:

I should have a new chapter up soon (: