An: sorry for the short update.
"Wow, what a mess. So that's THE Edward." Alice said as she sat next to Bella on her bed and rubbed her back in circles, trying to calm her best friend.
"W. am I g. to do Alice?" Bella said
"Do you LOVE him, Bella?"
"YES!"
"Well, there's only one thing Bella...You have to make a choice. You have to ask yourself a question...Do you love him enough to give up everything for him?"
There was a knock on the door. Alice opened the door, it was Jacob.
"Bella?"
"Bella not ready to see anyone just yet Jacob."
"She ok? What's wrong with her?
"She just felt sick okay. Can you leave us alone please?"
"But what's wrong with her?"
"Girl stuff okay. Now leave unless you want to talk about bloody periods and cramps and…"
"That okay Alice I get the point." Jacob said as he leaves the room.
"Bella you really need to make your decision and go with it. Don't marry Jacob if you don't love him."
"What if my parents hate me and don't want me anymore?"
"They will have to understand Bella. Your happiness is important. You don't want to be in a meaningless relationship that will end up in divorce and hurt your children if you have any."
"Alice I am just scare to lose my family and Edward."
"I think the first thing you need to do Bella it talk to Edward and explain everything to him. After that you can deal with your family and Jacob."
"You are right Alice. I will do that. Thank you so much. I love you" Bella says as she hugs Alice.
"I love you too. Now wipes those tears away and go look for Edward."
Bella smiles and get up and leaves the room.