Hello my beautiful fans,

This is Shaibella and I am very sorry about my promise that I broke. I have been very busy with school and stuff so yeah. Being in the eighth grade sucks ass-mar. Ha-ha. That's an inside joke from my class. Anyway let's head to the story.

Love,

Shaibella Masen

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ARS

For some reason I had the feeling that something very important was going to happen. I don't know what it is … I can just feel it. The thing is I can't tell it is good or bad. I decided not to let E.J in on my worries. He is always so protective of me since we didn't have a father figure. Now that we have Edward I don't know. He is a really cool person and I love him even though he was a major jerk to my mom. E.J, I know is still very skeptical but they not only look alike but have a lot in common. They both have a huge passion for music and loved the piano. I wish that I could have the connection that they had I also wish that I could meet my mom, but some wishes just aren't true.

I decided that today would be just like any other day. I looked at the clock: it was 6:30. After taking a shower and washing my hair I was able to shake off some of the "something's gonna happen" feeling but it was still there. I put whit polo under a black spaghetti thigh length dress. I paired it up with knee-high black boots and silver hoop earrings. I curled my hair into ringlets and put it into a ponytail. E.J was already downstairs.

"What's up buttercup?" he asked with a mouth full of cereal. I made a face. "E have you ever heard of manners or I don't know etiquette?" Gosh! Boys sometimes.

Twenty minutes later we were at school with 15 minutes to spare until the first bell at 9 o'clock. Dad, Rose and Em were there but Jazz and Alice weren't. We walked over to them. That feeling that something was going to happen was stronger than ever.

Before I had the chance to say hello Dad said, "What's wrong?" I shrugged. This isn't something I want to worry E about I thought. He nodded discreetly confirming that he heard me. Everyone was looking at us strangely but I just shook them off telling them that it was nothing. I went through my morning classes willing myself to shake of the feeling.

At lunch I met up with the Cullens and E.J. Dad gave me a look and I quickly tried to avert it but I could feel the stares boring into my head. So finally I gave up and said "Can I speak to you for a minute?" He nodded and we walked outside into the woods, far enough that the rest of them could not hear us.

He stopped us when we came upon a fallen long and pulled my down with him. "What's wrong sweetheart?" I climbed into his lap.

"I don't know I said into his chest. I just have a really strong feeling that something's gonna happen and it's just really freaking me out." I told him. The cool thing about dad was that he always listened and never judged. Even after just knowing him a month I knew that I could trust him and that meant more to me than anything.

"Honey, look at me." He said and I did. "Everything is fine. I wouldn't lie to you. All your feeling is probably nervousness or maybe a déjà vu feeling. Have you ever felt this feeling before?" I nodded.

"It was only the day before I met you I had a weird feeling and it was just this but this is so much stronger. I don't know it just feels like there is a pull to this event or person and it feels ...ugh…" I said. Dad rubbed my back. That simple notion was as if to say everything will be okay and I believed it. We sat there just like that for a few minutes.

"How about we go for a little snack and then head back?" Dad suggested smiling big so that his teeth glistened. I laughed and agreed. I had a really cool dad part of that was because he didn't boss us around and the other part was because he let us have fun.

We took a quick hunt and made it back to school for the afternoon classes. Em was looking at Dad and he was looking back. They seemed to exchange a thought. Dad nodded and turned to me and E and said "We have to go but how about you guys come over after school?"

I stared him down he would usually tell us what was happening. "It's nothing bad. I promise." He said looking at me. "You are not missing any of the fun." He looked to E.J.

We nodded and went to class while they headed to their car. Gosh I can't wait till I get my license. I could have sworn I heard dad laughing about that.

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EC

Alex and I were coming back from our talk and snack when Emmett's thoughts bombarded me. Alice called she said that we had to get back to the house now. She said that she had a surprise and not to bring the 'kiddies'. It's nothing serious she was laughing with someone .I nodded showing my understanding. I quickly explained and then we left.

"I wonder what she wants. If she knew something was going to happen she usually tells us to stay from school." I knew something was fishy after her very detailed vision of my Bella. I knew that Bella would come to Forks one day and that day I was going to find a way back into my Bella's heart.

Rose and Em looked at each other smiled and then their minds were blank. I usually try to give them as much privacy as I can but it was moments like these that I wish Alice hadn't told them how to block their minds.

We finally arrived at the house and I caught the sweet smell of freesias that I have only smelt on one person: Bella. Finding out that she was alive was one thing but having here within smelling distance was another. I was suddenly very giddy all I wanted to do was run from the car and scoop her into my hands but I didn't know if I could do that. I was the one that left her all those years ago and she probably didn't feel for me the emotions that I held on to.

What seemed like an eternity but was really a few seconds later I finally got out of the car. I walked into the house and there she was. My angel was sitting on the couch next to Alice. She was looking at me and me her. Our eyes met and …..

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Our eyes met and I knew that I was forgiven. The look in her eyes was what I have been waiting for, for the last 15 years. It was the look of compassion, wonder, curiousness, excitement and most of all love. The love that she had for me that erased all the pain that I caused her. My angel had forgiven me and that meant so much to me. I don't know how long we stood like that but when I looked away from her the room was clear besides me and her.

"Why don't we go somewhere to talk?" her musical voice asked me. I nodded knowing just the right place. I would take her to the meadow. We left the house hand-in-hand and ran to the meadow. I looked over at her during the run and saw her beauty. She had definitely gotten taller. She had to be about 5'7". Her lips were fuller and redder. Her hair was darker and up to her waist as before. She was beautiful just like always. She was the angel that looked over my flaws and saw the person in me that I wanted her to know.

We got to the meadow and she sat on the damp floor and patted the spot next to her. I sat down next to her. She didn't look at me and I knew that the pain was coming. I knew that she was going to bring up that life altering day in the forest. "Why?" she asked.

I looked down into my hands. For the last fifteen years I have been asked this question numerous times and I never knew the answer. It was, in a way, a very impulsive decision. "At the time, I thought that it would be safer if you had no contact with the vampire world. I thought that I was protecting you and that even though I had a lot of pain in my heart that you would be safer in the end." I turned to her. "You have to believe me Bella, I have loved you all this time I lived on the fact that you were happier and that in the end you would be alive and well and everything was going to be fine for you. Of course I would have to live with the fact that I gave up the best thing that ever happened to me but if you were happy then I would be able to deal with it."

I sat quiet after my rant waiting for her to speak. She was silent for a very long time. "You already know that I love you." She said quietly. "I forgave you and so did the kids or so I heard." She looked down sadly.

I pulled her into my arms. "Why did you have the kids believe that you were dead? They miss you terribly. All Alex wants is a mother." I said.

She sighed. "I didn't tell them that I was dead. I wrote letters to them starting from a very moment I had to leave. They should have well over 700 letters. I send them one every week telling them where I am and what's going on." She paused. "I even tell them about you. In all my letters I list at least one thing that I love about you or something that …I don't know…just made you yourself."

I smiled. After discussing the hard part we went on to why she left. I held her as she sobbed over he late father that if I was there wouldn't be dead. We talked about the kids and everything.

When it was almost four, I stopped her so that we could talk about the big topic. "What are we?" I asked her. She looked back at me and we stared into each others eyes again.

"We are in love and I don't think that I could give a name to what we have. Remember way back when how I couldn't call you my boyfriend well I can't call you that know. Our love is too strong for that but yes we are together and that's the most important thing." I smiled at her and then we took off back to the house where the kids were most likely waiting.

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Well everybody that is all for right now I will update again in exactly one week. I hope you enjoyed this and remember if you have any ideas PM me and I will find some way to have it in the story.

Peace, Love and Twilight

Shaibella Masen