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Whew! that was the most reviews yet I think :D Thanks for all of youre amazing reviews. SOrry it took so long to write this, ive been busy with my other story Face Down and one-shots. I hope this EXTRA LONG chapter satisfies you :D

I know youre all on youre toes for this, so ill let you get to reading :D HAPPY 2011 TO ALL OF YOU BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE! X3

WARNING! if you dont like to read MATURE rated content, then dont go any further! no flames please! i worked really hard on this! :D And nobody told me otherwise to not to a M rated scene...NOBODY and i gave plenty of chances...so i guess people want this :3

Disclaimer: I own a pair of fuzzy socks and a lemon cake in my fridge, not Degrassi, or its characters :D *shakes head*


Eli couldn't think, he was surprised, and nervous. He wanted to go for it, he needed to. He couldn't contain himself any longer.

Clare smiled warmly and pushed him against the wall. Eli gasped and swallowed hard. Clare pressed her body up against his, letting her soaked clothes rub up against his fairly dry ones.

Clare tugged on the collar of his blazer, pulling his face to hers. She placed her lips on his lightly, but hungrily. Eli, without any full thought of what was going on in the moment, kissed her back. With more passion then they both have ever shared before. Clare stood on her tippy toes and made her head in equal height with his, making it easier. Clare tightened her grip on the blazer and deepened the kiss.

Eli couldn't think straight, her clothes rubbing against his, making them even more damp, was causing him to get this feeling in his abdomen, this great feeling that he couldn't describe. It was making it difficult to relate to anything going on in the very moment.

Clare pulled away, breathing heavily. She smiled at him, and tugged on his caller, while backing up towards the stairs, bringing him with her.

They both stumbled to the top of the stairs, both lost in their thoughts. When they reached the top, Clare was grinning, and Eli was in a lost world. This was all too god to be true.

When they reached his door, Eli finally put the pieces together on what was happening. Before Clare could open the bedroom door, Eli grasped her wrist and slammed her against the wall that was across from his door. He put both of her wrists in his left hand, and held them above her head, while his right hand was settled on the wall on the other side of her head.

Eli kissed her with force, and hunger. He needed something, just incase she backed out.

He pressed is body roughly against hers, and smiled into the kiss.

"This is your last chance," He breathed darkly, with half open eyes," to back out. Once we enter that room..." he kept his gaze on her pink, plump, swollen lips. "I don't think I could hold back anymore…." He whispered.

She sucked in a breath, hooked her right leg around his, and smiled warmly, seductively.

"Please Eli. Now." She whispered darkly.

Eli smirked released her wrist, only to place his hands under her thighs, hoisting them around his waist.

She locked her legs together and wrapped her arms around his neck, and smirked herself. She pressed her chest to his, and heard him gasp, and stumble backwards towards the door. She grinned and twisted the doorknob with her toes, then kicking it open.

He crushed his lips on hers, sending a wave of electricity through both of them. She slid his blazer off of him, leaving it deserted and forgotten in the hallway

When they were fully into the room, Eli slammed the door shut with his heal, never leaving her lips. He carefully carried her over to his unmade bed, and laid her down on it, still never breaking the kiss.

He crawled on top of her, carful not to put all of his weight on her. He smiled and broke the kiss, only to move his lips down to her neck.

While making out with her through-out the year they've been together, he discovered her weak spots, one of them being right under her ear lobe.

He trailed kisses down her neck, while rubbing circles with his thumb on her sides. He kissed his way back up to her ear, occasionally nibbling.

He smirked as he reached that one sweet spot that drove her crazy, and nibbled it softly. Feeling her squirm, he bit it, making her moan. He inwardly thanked her for that vampire fetish she had.

That one sound, made him want to hear it more. He bit it again, and heard her moan once more, only louder.

He ran his lips to hers once again and kissed her, again, with all of the love that was bottled up inside of him.

Clare was unresponsive for a moment. Her lips frozen as he surprised her with every emotion that was within him, wanting to make her feel every ounce of the love that he felt for her. He wanted to show her how much she meant to him. It was everything she deserved, the only thing he could assure that he could show. He slowed down, separating their lips slightly so they could regain their breath, their lips brushing as they softly panted. His half-lidded eyes stared down at her flushed face, her eyes closed with ecstasy.

He ran his hands down her sides lovingly, waiting for her to respond somehow.

Her breath hitched as she became helpless under his touch, her body melting. She slowly opened her eyes, and looked up at him, with lust and love. She slowly brought her tiny hands up and pressed them against his chest. She was ready to give herself to him, and she wanted it to be the best experience she ever felt. She knew that it would be, as long as she was with him at least.

She pressed her lips to his with passion. She opened her lips for him, and he eagerly grazed his tongue on hers.

She moaned and wrapped her arms around his neck, sending a wave of uncontrollable butterflies through his body.

As Clare slid her hands up his torso and slid off his shirt, he didn't stop her, just captured her lips and an even more intense kiss after it successfully went over his head, and thrown onto the floor somewhere in his room.

He was indulged in a heavy feeling in his lower abdomen, and he needed it to be released.

He pushed his naked upper half on her, and grazed his pointer finger on her chin doing so. He smirked, and tugged at the hem of her drenched green v-neck. She sat up, him rising with her, and helped him pull the garment off of her, and tossed it to the other side of the room, occupying his shirt.

He let his lips travel down to her cheeks, her jaw, and her neck. Clare whimpered and clawed his back as his hands romed down her sides, as he sucked on her collarbone. Her skin was soft and warm to him, he needed to feel more.

He lid his hands down he stomach, and fumbled with the button of her jeans. Once successfully undoing them, he slid them down her slender legs.

She gasped as the cool air hit her body, and he smiled against her shoulder. He tossed them over his shoulder and brought his lips back to hers hungrily.

He aloud himself to feel more of her, and slid his hands down to her thighs.

"This is unfair." She whispered to him, breaking the kiss. He looked at her confused. She grinned and slid her hands down his bare muscular chest, and stopped one she reached his belt buckle. She tugged at it, and turned her gaze to him, and looked at him innocently.

He chuckled and helped her undo the belt. She pushed his hands away once it was undone, and unbuttoned his jeans. He hissed when she brushed over his erection slightly. She giggled and tried to tug them down, but only successfully sliding them a little past his thighs, revealing his black boxers.

"You and your damn skinny jeans." She mumbled.

He chuckled as she struggled and stood up, while still on the bed. She looked up at him, and watched as he removed his jeans above her. Once done, he plopped down on her,making the bed bounce, straddling her.

He smiled and brought his lips to hers once again. He groaned in approval when she bit his lower lip softly and snuck her tongue into his mouth, wrestling for dominance. One of his hands trailed to her lower back, mesmerized by how she arched her back to bring herself closer to him. His other hand grabbed her hips, then moved up to her stomach to fumble the clasp of her light blue bra.

After struggling for a moment, he finally got it undone. He let it slide down her shoulders, releasing her breasts. She leaned her head back with a gasp, as he cupped the left one. He was in a trance as he twisted and pulled her nipple, and observed what she liked, and didn't like.

He pushed her back to lie down, and latched his teeth on her right nipple, as he played with the other one, occasionally switching to give the other the same treatment.

She gasped and leaned her head back, squinting her eyes shut.

"Mmmm…" She moaned.

He removed his lips from her breast, and kissed his way down her stomach. He swirled his tongue in her belly button, and watched as she giggled.

Eli smirked, She's ticklish there.

He hooked his thumb on the rim of her panties, and slid them down slowly, watching her face. She blushed and hid her face from him.

When they were off, he pushed his body over hers again and brushed away the hair that was hiding her face, avoiding his gaze.

"You're so beautiful, Clare." He whispered. "So damn beautiful." He hung his head, and slid her legs open slowly easing him self in between her. He hissed again, as he brushed himself against her center.

"Wh-what are you doing?" Clare asked, as he moved his hand up and down her clit.

"Making it so it won't hurt as bad." He whispered, staring at her beauty.

"Oh," She nodded.

He rubbed her clit fast, and she moaned loud. He entered one finger in her slowly, and watched her face, as he pumped in and out.

"Ahh…" She moaned, biting her lip, but squinting her eyes from the slight pain. Eli didn't want her to feel pain; he wanted her to feel pleasure. It ate him up inside when she felt pain. He soothed her and kept his pace slow.

The pain was replaced by pure pleasure now, and he smirked as she moaned quietly while biting her lip intensively. So hard, that skin was beginning to break.

"Nuh-uh."Eli stated, coming back up to her face, but continuing his ministrations. "I want to hear you. Don't hold back, Clare" He smirked, seductively.

She let go of her lip, and screamed "ELI!" when he added a second finger. He pumped his fingers in and out of her, feeling her walls tighten around him.

He placed his lips on hers, feeling the metallic taste of blood on her sweet lips.

He felt that she was close, but he didn't want her to cum yet. He removed his fingers and licked them off, Clare watching him with hazed eyes. Her bright blue orbs shining brightly.

Eli smirked and placed himself on top of her again, kissing her roughly. She smiled and ran her hands through his hair.

He placed his hands on her hips, and broke the kiss. He put his forehead on hers, and stared into her eyes.

"You ready?" He whispered, his hard on rubbing against her, causing him to squeeze his eyes shut.

"Please Eli…I can't wait anymore."

He nodded and reached over her, pulling out the condoms he's had for some time now. He searched through the box, thankfully finding one that wasn't expired.

She pulled his boxers down, and shyly looking away from him when she completed that task.

He chuckled and ripped the square packet open with his teeth. Clare giggled and watched as he slid it on.

He slid back onto her, and smiled. Their gaze locked on each other. He let their noses touch and enveloped in the love that was radiating off of both of them. He reached behind her, and pulled her closer to him. The friction that was coming from that one simple movement almost made him snap.

Her eyes locked on his, and he slowly pushed inside. Clare squeezed her eyes shut and inhaled sharply as the pain struck her, but he kept going, he knew the pain would soon fade away, but it still hurt to see the love of his life in any pain at all. When he reached her barrier, he kissed her lips to ease the pain. Then, with one single thrust, he broke through.

Clare struggled to get used to this new size, it was deffinatly way bigger then 2 of his long, slender fingures.

Clare arched her back and hissed, and he panted sharply. Though he was right, what he did before this, did make the pain slightly bearable.

It killed him to not move, but he knew he had to. So he managed. She was so, tight, and she just felt amazing. She squeezed her walls to adjust to him, and he almost fainted, but kept his focus together.

She opened her eyes, and released a few tears from her eyes. He leaned up and kissed them away. She smiled softly, but winced.

"I'm sorry Clare, so, so sorry." He whispered into her ear, smelling her scent.

"Don't be sorry Eli," She whispered back. "Just move…please."

He nodded and complied, moving in and out of her slowly.

He groaned into her chest, and tried to keep his pace slow, but accidently let his control take over for a brief second and thrashed into her quickly.

She winced and he instantly regretted it.

"Oh god! Im so sorry!" He instantly apologized.

"No no no…" She sighed. "Do it again….please..." She whimpered.

He nodded, complied, and started at slow rhythm. Breathing and panting. Hearing her moans grow slightly louder with each thrust of his hips, were music to his ears. He needed, wanted to go faster, go wild, but he needed to be patient with her.

"Faster." She panted.

He looked at her quizzically, but complied. He moved faster and she bucked her hips up to meet his. This caused him to break loose, letting all control down. He looked at her facial expressions as he picked up an erratic, uncontrolled pace.

He grunted, and heard her pant loud. He smiled, as he knew he was the one giving her such a great pleasure.

"ELI, Eli oh my god! Eli" She screamed.

"Clare." Eli grunted feeling her walls around him.

He gripped her hips tightly, and let his wild side take control.

He picked up his rhythm in an agonizing pace. His hand reached down and lifted her thighs, hooking them around his waist. Clare was breathing heavily, with her eyes shut. She hooked her feet together around his waist, and gasped, feeling a bundle of nerves form in the bottom of her abdomen. She clenched and unclenched her walls, making Eli squirm.

"Eli…im about to…about to.."

Pleasure shot through both of their lower half's and through out their bodies as Eli made one last hard thrust, sending them both over the edge.

He collapsed on top of her, and both breathed heavily.

They were both in a high state, and both were in ecstasy. They were both grinning madly at each other. Eli looked at the girl beneath him and marveled her beauty in the little moonlight that was in his room. Nothing could make either of them ever forget this moment they were having right then, and they never wanted to come out of it.

Eli sighed and moved to lie next to her, pulling her close while doing so. Clare snuggled up against him, and smiled. Eli pulled the sheets over them and tussled around the curls of Clare's hair.

He smiled looking down at the girl sleeping soundly on his arms. He couldn't help but think that he was going to be with her for the rest of his life. He never thought of anybody like that before, and he smiled.

He faintly heard humming…and he looked down confused at Clare. Her eyes were closed, but vibrations were coming from her neck.

"Clare?" Eli asked, confused.

"Hmm?" She smiled back at him, still keeping her eyes closed.

"What are you humming?" He asked.

"That song you sang. I can't get it out of my head." She whispered.

Eli smiled and softly sang her the chorus of the song, soon falling asleep with the girl he knew he would love forever, no matter what.

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible


THAT WAS LONG! :O so, did you like? :D *crosses fingers*

Please review and tell me how i did? PLEASE! This was my first attempt at a M rated...and i want to know what you guy think!

Review? no? kay...well...YOU GET NO LEMON CAKE! ill eat it myself...*nods head*

Next chapter would be the Epilougue. Maybe 1...2 chapters more max. i know...sad right? *sigh* But when im done with my other stories, i might come back to this one :D