Chapter 6 -

Jenny POV

I awoke a few a hours later to Dad getting home, 'Hey Jenny are you alright?'

'Yeh dad I'm fine just really tired, stayed up all night last night trying to do this design for a new dress'

'alright then, but Jenny no more late nights, get some sleep its unhealthy to be up so late'.

'k dad' i sighed, i made a swift exit to my room before he could add anything else.

As i went into my room i saw the small package on my dresser, i quickly grabbed it and shoved it into my T-shirt draw.

I then continued to do all my homework for the next three hours only to be disturbed by the raised voices of Lily and my dad. They were fighting, again. they had been fighting at least twice a week for the last month, i thought that things were going good but they were on and off, always arguing about the UES or money or the gallery or something. Urh! i just wanted to have some quiet i couldn't understand why but my head was pounding.

I eyed my draws, i could feel the pull and the next thing i knew i was standing next to the draw. I opened it up taking out the package.

I knew i couldn't do it now, or at least not in my room so i stuffed the package in my bag and grabbed my coat.

I easily slipped out as Dad and lily had moved the argument to their room. I went down the elevator texting Dad that i was going to see Vanessa and stay at hers for the night and that i had school stuff and would be home tomorrow after school.

As i walked down the street i called a number i didn't think i would call again, Damien.

'hello?'

'Damien, its me, Jenny'

'Ahhh Jenny, to what do i owe this pleasure?'

'I think we should catch up…. come pick me up? Ill be at the park'

With that i hung up, i knew he would come.

Only 30 minutes later i was hoping into a taxi with Damien.

'So little one what can i do for you, i thought you dislike my company?'

'Well i have something, a proposition i think you would be interested in'

'Lets go some place else then'

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As the taxi pulled up to a house with people overflowing into the garden, i was suddenly nervous, shaking almost. i knew it was the aftermath of the drugs and my nerves together but as Damien took me inside to the house with the loud music plaint he slowly led me to a joining room.

Before he could speak i sat down on the couch and pulled out the package.

'as i unwrapped the brown paper and the large bag of pills were in his sights, he raised his eye-brows, 'I thought we didn't do drugs little one?' he smiled sinfully.

'Things change' i replied almost in a offering way

'well i must say proposal received and accepted, but i assume ou don't want to just sell these but consume?'

'only if you can promise more?'

'deal'

He sat next to me on the couch and put his hand on my thigh, well how about you give us two of those title things and put the rest in your bag, we can figure out details later' as he winked at me.

I got to of the small site pills of ecstasy and ut them on the small coffee table as i wrapped the other back in the paper and out them in my bag.

As Damien picked up a pill and swallowed it, he continued to kiss my neck.

Trying to ignore my instates that kept telling me know and listening to my cravings instead i swelled the pill and let it take me over.

The night was a blur, i remember Damien kissing me all over and me kissing him back, i remember the sweet, oh so sweet high the pills gave me, i felt wonderful, amazing, without a care in the world.

As the drug slowly wore off i fell asleep on Damien half naked, and completely unaware of the world.

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so i kinda don't know what to make lily and rufus fight about yet but I'm getting there….. and this chapter i think is a little longer but I'm gonna make the next longer so don't expect a quid update.

And thank you for the reviews, nd I'm not going to create a bad relationship between blair and jenny i love blair she is one of my fav characters, I'm just trying to set up the basis of their communication at the moment :)

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