I was unaware of where I was.
"Bells, It's Alright, were almost at the hospital, can you hear me Bella."
I guessed that we must be on our way to the hospital. If what the voice said was true. I guessed it was true, there would be no point in lying to my somewhat uncontitious body.. I realised that there was someone holding my hand. The hand was warm. I felt a hole growing in my heart. Edward, he was gone. I couldn't breathe.
'Beep. Beep. Beep' was all that I could hear. I felt something strange around my face, that seemed to be pumping oxygen into my nose.
"Bella Honey, are you awake" Someone was speaking to me. I realised that the voice was Charlie. There was something stuck into my arm. I wondered what that was. I slowly opened my eyes. I was in the hospital with Charlie sitting on a plastic chair beside the bed where I lay. He looked worried and scared. I could see what looked like a tear in his eye. He must know about the cancer.
My mind wandered. Edward. Suddenly I couldn't breathe. I heard the machines constant beeps speed up. I clutched my chest, I was trying to make the giant hole in my heart go away. It wouldn't.
"NURSE, something is happening with Bella. Come quickly." Charlie yelled.
I sat up gasping for air, all I could think about was my love for the person who had left me behind. I was clutching my chest, thinking about the beautiful Edward who had once loved me- or claimed to anyway. I held my chest for dear life. The machine was beep-ing like crazy. What looked like a Nurse ran through the door.
"Please try to breathe, clam down Isabella."
"PLEASE MAKE IT STOP" I yelled, she probablly didn't know what was wrong with me. This probably usually didn't happen with cancer patients, if it did she was not expecting it from me.
"What is hurting Isabella" she asked trying to sound calm.
"My memories, he's gone." I thought id just check that I hadn't dreamed up the Cullen's departure.
I started thinking that maybe Edward never left, and that it was all a dream. The machine when back to normal beeping pace. I took deep breathes till I was back to normal.
"Where am I Dad" I asked, I just needed to know if I was in Forks hospital. If I was, I could ask for doctor Cullen.
"Your in Forks hospital Bells" Carlie said.
"Excuse me Nurse, could I please speak to Doctor Cullen" I said trying to stay calm, and be polite.
"No I'm sorry, Doctor Cullen resigned a couple of hours ago, he and his family moved west."
Beep…Beep..Beep. BEEP BEEP BEEP. The heart monitor started going out of control, I screamed and cried as the hole in my heart ripped open once again.
"PLEASE SEDATE ME, I don't want to feel this pain and loss." I screamed thrashing my arms out I was going crazy. Charlie stared at me, with such saddened eyes. The nurse looked alarmed. I felt my arm being prodded with a needle which pierced my skin. Suddenly I stopped trashing my arms, crying and screaming. My heart rate slowed along with the beeping.