A/N Here's chapter 6

Disclaimer: Sadly I don't own HOA…or Brad Kavanagh.

Nina's POV

I headed up to my room still not feeling right about this whole thing. Entering my room I noticed Amber was already asleep. As I pulled my blankets over my shoulders, I slipped into a dreamless sleep. The next morning I was woken up by screaming. So I hopped out of bed and ran downstairs, where I heard the noise come from. Turning into the common room I saw somebody that I didn't expect.

Joy.

Not being able to take anymore of Patricia screaming, I headed back upstairs. As I entered the hall, I bumped into someone.

"Good morning to you too," I heard Fabian say, when I looked up I saw him smirking.

"Morning," I said smiling as I leaned up to kiss him, when our lips were about to touch I heard someone yell.

"FABIAN!" Joy's voice echoed through my ears. We pulled apart and in seconds Joy was draped over him. Feeling jealousy about take over I continued upstairs. By this time the whole house was in the hall greeting there old friend. It was Sunday so nobody was in a hurry to get ready. The day went by uneventful, I sat in my room and let everyone catch up with Joy. I don't think they even noticed I was gone. But I can't complain the time I had alone gave me time to think.

I thought about a lot of things but there are two things I thought about the most. One: Fabian and Joy. Two: what I'm going to do about Rufus. Through the course of the day I found the answer to one of my problems. I will run away with the cup so that way Rufus can't pinpoint one location. Also so he cant hurt any of my friends. After figuring this out I went to sleep. Tonight I'm alone because Amber slept in Mara and Patricia's room because Joy was in there and they all were still catching up.

The week went by much like today. I ate in the kitchen because Joy took my seat, I walked to classes alone because Fabian was too busy with Joy, I sat alone in the back of the classroom at a table by myself because again Joy took my seat next to Fabian, Amber has moved out of our room and into the spare room with Joy ( A/N I know there's no spare room but lets just pretend there is) now I am completely alone. At times I was tempted to just call my Gran and ask her to get me a plane ticket home. But then I remembered Sara. How she had to live almost her whole with the stress that I've gone through for only a year.

Considering I'm planning on leaving the house Friday I should tell Fabian about my plan. As I headed downstairs to Fabian's room I heard muffled voices coming from the hall. Being as nosy as me, I snuck around the corner and was shocked at what I saw.

Joy and Fabian were up against the wall kissing. I felt tears well up in my eyes. Despite the fact that my face was already full of tears, I walked up to the boy who stole my heart and the girl that stole my life. I pulled Joy off of Fabian and threw her to the ground. Then I turned to Fabian.

"Nina I can explain we were ju-? Fabian started.

But he was cut off when I slapped him across the face and yelled, "HOW COULD YOU! YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME THEN IGNORE ME FOR DAYS AND THEN I FIND YOU KISSING ANOTHER GIRL! NO FABIAN THERE IS NO EXPLANATION FOR THAT! WE ARE DONE! I DON'T EVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN! HAVE A NICE LIFE WITH THIS SLUT THAT IS APPARENTLY MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME!" with that I turned around and never looked back. I headed straight to my room tears still spilling uncontrollably onto my face. My bag already packed in case I had to leave early. There was only one thing going through my mind.

I guess I'm doing this alone.

I waited until midnight and then snuck out my window. Standing in the cold night air, I took one last look at my secondary home. With that one glance all the memories flooded into my mind. I felt a new set of tears make their way down my face as I turned away and headed into the forest.