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I Never Want To Let You Go

I got up to the sound of my mom moving around. "What are you doing up?" I asked looking at the clock. It read 7:30am.

"Getting my bags ready." she said as she pulled her suitcase up to the door.

"You're leaving already?" I threw the covers off me and got off the couch.

"Yeah, my flights at nine."

"Let me take you out to breakfast, please?" I begged "Just give me five minutes." I raced into the bathroom and brushed teeth and washed my face. I pulled on a pair of boots and ran into the living room tying my hair.

"Where are you taking me?" My mom asked as we walked into town. I noticed a few photographers in front of us but I ignored them and walked into Kyle's Cafe.

"It's good, I promise." I told her as we sat at a table. A waitress came over. "Two coffee's I told her."

"So, why are we here?"

"I thought it would be nice a cute breakfast before you leave."

"Interesting." The waitress brought over our drinks. "So is there a guy you're dating?" I shook my head.

"I'm talking to this guy that's all." I said sipping my coffee.

"Where is he?" she asked.

"Russia."

"Russia?"

"That's where his family is from. He had business to do, he'll be back in a couple days." I mumbled.

"And why aren't you with him?" she asked.

"My mother cut off my supply of money. I'd have to sell myself to on the street to pay for that plane ticket."

"Yeah, well if I didn't have a reckless child, then I wouldn't have had to take the money away."

"That was over a year ago." I told her "I've obviously grown up."

"Really, because your dad told me he caught you drinking a week ago. Also you've been going out a lot."

"He's never home, he doesn't know shit." I noticed I was starting to raise my voice and I lowered it.

"Do not use that kind of language around me." my mom said.

"Now you suddenly care? Because in L.A I had to fend for myself."

"Lies. Look at yourself, you are still a child, the way you act."

"I've changed." I told her "I'm a totally different person."

"Really, because I still see the same girl that killed her best friend." That shut me up. I stared at my mother dumbfounded. How could she say that?

"Okay we need to leave." I whispered throwing money on the table. I walked down the street hearing her heels click behind me. When I got home I stormed into the house.

"What happened?" My dad asked as I walked in, my mother in tow

"Get her out!" I yelled. "Get her out of this damn house now!"

"Rose, don't talk to her that way!" my dad said.

"No. She is nothing to me!"

"See Rose? You are still acting like a child." My mother grabbed her suitcases and headed for the door. "Abe, drive me to the airport." My dad grabbed his car keys and left with her. I went into my room and cried. Once I kind of calmed down I called Dimitri

"Hey Rose." Dimirti answered.

"Dimitri, can y-you come back a-any faster?" I cried into the phone.

"Rose what happened?" I heard the concern in his voice.

"My m-mom. I just n-need you here. I have n-no one."

"Rose," Dimitri said, I heard him moving around "take deep breaths, okay?"

"I can't do this , s-she knows how t-to get to me." I wiped away some of the tears.

"Rose, I'm going to come home."

"No." I whispered. I hung up the phone. I felt numb, I remembered that night so clearly.

*Flashback*

"Caught up in a Southern summer barefoot blue jean night!" Mason, Christian and I sang loudly as we drove home.

"Damn, probably one of the best parties I've been to in awhile." Mason said leaning back.

"Fuck, did you see Mia? She was looking good tonight." Christian said from the back.

"Well," I said driving "thank you for this birthday party!"

"No problem, Hath-away." Mason said. "Shit, don't know how I'm explaining this one to mom." We hit a bump and my phone fell off my lap. I reached down for it.

"I got it." Mason said reached down. He bit my thigh.

"Hey, none of that in my car!" Christian shouted Mason squeezed the inside of my thigh. I reached over to smack him in the chest.

"Rose watch out!" Christian shouted and then everything went black.

*End of Flashback*

I couldn't take my mom criticizing me. I reached in my drawer and grabbed the pills my therapist gave me. Staring at them I wondered how many I should take.

Lissa POV

"Dimitri, I told you I'm here." I told my brother as I walked with Christian through the airport. It took a little over a day but we were back in North Carolina. "Yeah, we're heading to her house right now."

"Which way?" Christian whispered as he got into the car. I pointed and he drove.

"I know. Alright, be safe I'll see you tomorrow.' I told him and hung up. "He's freaking out."

"Something is really wrong if Rose isn't answering." Christian told me. Once we got to her house we walked right in not bothering to knock. Her dad was sitting in the living room staring at the TV. When he saw us he rushed over.

"How bad is she?" I asked.

"I walked into her room yesterday and saw her sitting on the floor with a bunch of pills spilled in front of her. She swore she didn't take any, I took her to the doctor. She was clean." Abe looked and sounded tired.

"It was Janie wasn't it?" Christian asked and Abe nodded. We walked into the room and found Rose laying in her bed. Her eyes widened when she looked at me

"What are you doing here?" she asked. Her beautiful long hair was tied up in a messy bun at the top of her bed.

"Dimitri said you didn't sound good, and your my best friend." I crawled over and sat next to her.

"The pills?" Christian asked sitting at the end of the bed.

"I didn't take them, I swear." Rose mumbled. "Where's Dimitri?"

"He couldn't leave right away, but he's coming tonight. He should be here in the morning." I told her.

"Oh god, I'm so sorry. I've ruined your trip and everything."

"Hey, not to be mean but we're going back when Dimitri get's here." Christian said. Rose looked at him and laughed.

"You're such an idiot. I want you two to go back, I don't want to ruin your trip."

"I just wanted to know that you were okay." I wrapped my arms around her.

"Please call him and tell him not to leave." she said "I was being over dramatic." I needed to call Dimitri and tell him about Rose. Rose was okay, I think.

Rose POV

"I told you to tell him not to come." I said to Lissa and Christian as I stood in the airport with them. They were heading back to Russia but I was here waiting for Dimitri.

"You are not okay." Christian said "I'm not letting what happened last time happen again."

"Maybe he's having a layover somewhere and we can tell him just to turn around." I said looking around.

"Rose, you know you want to see him. In fact, there he is." Lissa pointed over to the gate where a smiling Dimitri walked out. I ran forward and threw myself into his arms.

"Ohgod, don't ever scare me like that again." Dimitri said against my neck. I missed him, two days had felt like forever.

"I'm sorry, I told them to call you back and tell you to stay." I said. I closed my eyes and buried my face in his neck. He smelled so good. Dimitri set me on the ground.

"There is no way I'm leaving again unless you're with me." We walked over to where Lissa and Christian stood.

"We should probably get going." Lissa said taking Christians hand. "Call us, if you need anything okay?"

"Okay." I said hugging them. We walked them to their gate, then in silence I walked with Dimitri to the car.

"Rose," he said as we drove back to town "want to tell me what happened?"

"My mom." I whispered.

"Talk to me." He took one hand off the steering wheel and placed it in mine.

"She just said some things that didn't need to be said. She pushed me to far."

"So far that you almost took pills?"

"I didn't take them." I told him.

"I know, but it must have crossed your mind. Why else would they have been laying in front of you."

"I don't know!" I yelled. I pulled my hand away from his and stared out the window. I could tell I hurt his feelings as he placed his hand back on the wheel. When we got to Dimitri's house it was silent. I followed him upstairs to his room. "I'm sorry."

"It's fine, Rose." Dimitri said as he sat on the edge of his bed. I walked over and sat in his lap.

"It's not fine. You came all the way back home for me, which tells me how much you like me. I shouldn't be yelling at you."

"I was so worried. When Lissa called me and said that your dad found you with pills," he sighed and rested his head on my shoulder "I don't think you understand how scared I was."

"I'm sorry." I said placing my hand on his cheek "I won't do it again. Promise." He leaned forward and kissed me.

"Two days was way too long to be away from you." Dimitri mumbled.

"Same, I think in those two days all I did was tan and be bored." I said smiling. "Would you like to do something tonight?"

"Hmm, well since I'm back I have to go to the football game. Will you come?"

"Yes." I said smiling. Dimitri got changed into jeans and his coach sweatshirt. He looked so adorable.

"Come on, we'll stop at a fast food place." We drove to McDonalds and orders two cheese burgers and sat at a table. I looked at the window and too the far left were a few photographers. "Sorry."

I shrugged. "It's whatever, it doesn't bother me." I took a bite of my burger.

"It bothers me." he mumbled.

"Hey," I kicked him from under the table "cheer up."

"Why?"

"Because you're with me." We finished our burger and headed to the field. All the guys were pretty shocked when they saw Dimitri, but they were very happy. I took a seat alone in the stands and watched as the team warmed up.

"Are you Rose Hathaway?" I looked up from my iPhone at the girls standing next to me. There were two of them, both blond, one had green eyes and the other had blue. The both looked about sixteen or seventeen.

"Yeah?" I told them.

"Are you actually dating Mr. Belikov?" The green eyed girl asked.

"I mean we're talking." I mumbled. Why were these girls talking to me.

"Wow, you are so lucky." The green eyed girl said.

"Is it true?" The blue eyes girl whispered.

"Is what true ?"

"That your pregnant." Green eyed girl said. I turned around to stunned to answer them. The game felt longer than usual. Dimitri's team ended up winning. After the game I waited by his truck.

"Hey." I turned around in surprise to see Dimitri.

"Don't scare me like that" I said swatting his chest.

"I'm sorry." He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close. "Is something wrong?"

"It's just these girls came up to me at the game and they told me that there was a rumor going around that I was pregnant."

"WHAT!" Dimitri yelled

"Look it's fine. I know it's not true and so do you."

"Rose, I hate that people are saying stuff about you."

"Dimitri, I'm fine." I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him "Can I sleepover?" He raised his eyebrows.

"Trying to get in my pants , Miss. Hathaway?"

"Just looking for some cuddle time with the guy I like." Dimitri opened my door for me and I climbed in his truck. Once we were at his house he changed into sweats and handed me a shirt and sweat pants.

"Let's go Hathaway." Dimitri shouted from the living room. I shuffled in, sliding a little on the wooden floor with my socks.

"Your pants are too big." I said holding them. Dimitri walked over and tied the string making them tighter. We walked over to the couch and cuddled up in front of the television. "Give me the remote."

"I chose what we watch." he said changing the channel.

"Can we please watch Disney Channel?" I asked yawning.

"We are not five." he said turning on ESPN. I cuddled up closer to Dimitri and rested my head on his chest.

"How was Tasha?"

"Fine."

"Did she bother you?" I asked.

"When does she not? She tired sitting next to me on the plane, that didn't work." he sighed. I stretched and yawned again. "What to go to bed?" I nodded. We walked hand in hand up to Dimitri's room. "What side?"

"Left." I whispered crawling in his bed and getting under the covers. Dimitri got in beside me and pulled me closer to him. He kissed my cheek "Night, Dimitri."

"Night Rose."

"I find this very sexy." Dimitri said as he watched me paint the ocean. We decided to be lazy and do nothing, but he had to leave soon for work.

"It's painting, it's not supposed to be sexy." I said adding blue. I felt him wrap his arms around my waist and then his lips on my neck.

"I find you sexy." he said against my neck making me shiver. I placed my paint brush in the water and turned in his arms. "You have paint on your face."

"I thought you found it sexy?"

"I do." he said brining his lips close to mine but not kissing me. I reached up and kissed him. I felt the kiss become deeper. Dimitri picked me up and carried me into the house and set me on the kitchen counter.

I loved kissing Dimitri, he tasted like coffee and candy. "Have you been eating those green suckers again?" I asked breaking the kiss.

"They're really good." Dimitri said smiling and continued kissing me. He reached his hands down and just skimmed his fingers under my shirt. I tangled my fingers in his hair and pressed closer to him. Just as I felt Dimitri start to pick me up again his phone rang.

I heard him swear in Russian. He pulled away and answered "Hello? Yeah I know, I don't start till six. Well I don't care. Fine, yeah I'll see you in ten." he hung up.

"You have to go to work don't you?" I asked pouting. He ran his thumb along my lower lip.

"Yeah, I'm really sorry." he leaned forward and kissed me "We're going to pick this up tomorrow."

"Okay." I said blushing. I walked Dimitri to his truck and kissed him one last time. As I walked back up the steps to the house I heard my dad pull in.

"Rose." he said yelling my name. I turned and found him running up to me. "What the hell is this?" he shoved the moving paper in my hands.

Dimitri Belikov Rushes Home After Finding Out Girlfriend Is Pregnant.

Ohmygod. I didn't think this rumor was going to make the paper. I turned to the page and there was a picture of me and Dimitri at the airport. He was holding me as I kissed him. Another was of my dad and I as we left the hospital after he had me checked out to see if I had taken pills.

"Dad, it's not true." I told him.

"I understand but this is not the kind of shit I want spread about you." he said. "I understand the first one but this is taking it to far.

"Dad-"

"Don't dad me." he said "I don't want people coming up to me asking me these damn questions, Rose."

"I can't help it." I told him "It's not like I'm telling people this."

"I don't care, I don't want this kind of exposure for you. Because sooner or later they'll be digging in your past and they'll tell everyone you overdosed. I'm not going to deal with it;"

"Dad, I don't know what to do." I whispered.

"There is only one way to fix this," he sighed "Break it off with Belikov."

Roses dad is not happy.

Roses mom is a bitch.

Is Rose going to listen to her dad and ditch Dimitri? How do you think Dimitri is going to feel about the news getting to the paper.

I kind of feel back for Rose.

Tell me what you think.

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