The 6th chaptaaaaa!!!! Niceeee :) huhuhu XD So in this one Kenny tells Aizen what happend. And some awfull things happen ):
Ohhh, I don't wanna wake up. Its way too comfy and warm... I slowly open up my eyes to see... -"Mayuri..."- I whisper and smile. -"Finally woke up, eh?"- He says and smiles. I find us just the way we fell asleep. -"Mhm."- I mumble. He chukles and gets up from the bed. -"Want something to eat?-,-"Nah, I'm fine. Although coffee would be nice."- I say and smile willingly. -"Yeah sure."- He accepts and reaches for the coffee-pot on the counter. I like how his small apartment looks like. He's got everything he needs in one place. His bed, his food, his TV... I feel even closer to him like this. Lounging in his bed while he's making us coffee dressed only in his underwear. He coughts me staring and smiles sweetly. I can't help but smile back. He puts 2 mugs on the small table and pours coffee in them. -"Sugar or no sugar?"- He asks. -"One spoon."- I say entertained by him. He does as told and I finally get up from his comfy bed. I put my boxers on and go to sit with him. We drink our coffee and talk, and chat like there's not a care in the world! But in the end its got to be said...
-"You know this is probably the last time we'll... talk like this..."- I speak with a heavy heart. He taps his fingers rhythmiclly on the table with a tearful look. -"I know..."- He hardly speaks. But I see that he has accepted this. -"I'm completely aware of the situation. I just wish it didn't have to be this way."- He says defeated. I don't know what to do. I don' know what to say. I just take his hand and gently rub it. He smiles weekly. We stay like this for a while until I realised that it was time to leave.
After I completely dress up I head for the door. I turn around and stare at Mayuri. I put a hand on his face. -"Goodbye Mayuri"- I say heavily and kiss him on the cheek. I make my leave before I could see his face.
As I walk towards Aizen's house I feel a familiar sickness. Like I don't want to be there, like I dont want to be doing this. But I still know that I have to. And again familiar brainstorming. Im scared as fuck what would Aizen say. I dont even know how to tell him what happend. I tried picturing a scenario telling Aizen what happend and I just cant do it! I was never that imaginative... I just hope that he dosent get real angry... What the fuck am I thinking!? Ofcourse he's gonna get fucking angry! You would!
But I... I woudnt know how to react... I mean sure under any other circumstance I would yell back, draw out my sword and probably harm, if not most probably kill them. But this... This was Aizen... Getting angry over something that's MY fault, that I did! It.. Its just doesn't work that way... I can see his house. Oh fuck... I'm gonna have a mealtdown. This happens more often in this period of my life... Ok, fuck, whatever, Im gonna do this! I knock at his door nervously. He quickly opens the door. I crumble as I see him. He's not worried, nor scared, nor angry. He's hesitating. He knows something's off. -"Come in."- He speaks very formally. Absolutely no emotion. This is even worse then what I was hoping for. I feel sick. I come in and head for the living room without saying a word. I sit on the couch and he sits on the chair across me. Yeah, he definetly knows something's up Hes always been so smart... Well this is new! Awkard silence! Never experienced this... Atleast not with Aizen. -"What happend last night?"- He asks firmly. I can feel the preassure. -" I don't even know Aizen."- I sigh with difficulty. -"Some shit happend last night that I can't explain."- I look at him and I see his dead eyes blowing holes in me.-"Try."- He says emotionlessly. -"I sigh again and pull my look down to my hands. -"I...I went to Mayuris apartment ,right, and you know I was just there to finish the job right?"- I stutter my words and look at him to see if he's following me. -"Correct"- He answers diplomaticly. It sort of hurts me to see him so hesitating around ME! ME the guy who he was so intimate with, ME! I quickly wash of these thought to continue. -" So yeah, at first - I totally shoudnt have said that,- at first he was being a jerk and all and I too was, but then he,- I let myself travel to that moment when he came in there without his mask,- he showed me a side of himself that I never thought he had."- It was the best way to put it.
He showed me himself without his mask, face paint and he was kind and gentle. -"He told me things that I never would have imagined , things I had no idea about..."- I finish and I look at him sadly. He still hasn't changed his expression, but I feel his reiatsu fuming. -"And?"- I sigh again. -"And... And when it came down to doing it I... I didnt mind it at all..."- I'm just starting to realise how disgusting what I did is. -"In the end I don't think that I even had to do it! I let him do it. And I ... I liked it."_ I say and look at him straight in the eyes. -"Forgive me..."- I say tearfully. I can't help it. We sit in dead silence and my heart keeps racing. -"Why am I not enough for you Kenpachi?"- He asks heavily. I rush to answer. -"No, no, please Aizen. You're more then anything I could have wished for! What I did is... is disgusting I know but, but I told him that we are not to see each other again! Please Aizen, I... I only want, no, NEED you! If I could just earse everything I- " But I got cut off. -"No you wouldnt"- I jerked my head up to see a flaring angry Aizen. -"You would do anything to go for it again. And dont you deny it!"- He says and stands up. -"I'm sure you liked the flatering of someone else wanting you, I'm sure you liked trying something new, I'm sure you liked being under a mans control like that, I'm sure you liked somebody being gentle with you for once... But what I don't understand is which one of these I didnt give to you!-" And he's absolutely right.
Everything he said is correct. That was exactly why I let Mayuri be with me, but also the exact same reasons I decided to be with Aizen. So why couldn't I be happy with what I already had? Why did I had to be such a slut and go for Mayuri too? Something stops me in the middle of my thoughts. A slap across my face. It echoes around the room as I crash against the wall. My eyes gleam with surprise. I choke as he picks me up from the ground gripping my throat. -"You'r not even worth a punch. Whores dont get respect."- He says cruely. My mind is blank. He removes his hand from my throat and starts walking around the room. -"I still can't understand! What did I do that you needed fucking Mayuri! The man that fucking threatend us! That wanted to force you to sex! I mean, if it was that easy I wouldnt even be trying!
No, no you know what I would! Because I fucking loved you Kenpachi! That's right I LOVED you because I cannot love somebody that doesn't find my love to be enough! Because I don't have anything else to give you!"- He yells every single word as they leave wounds all over me. Mentally in the least. -"I mean what? Is his dick bigger or what? You like them big now ha? "Size matters" huh?"- He says furiously as he approaches me again. -"Or maybe you like it rough now?"- He says as he grips my cock firmly with his hand. I gasp at the surprise. -"No don't!"- The first words I've said ever scence he started talking. -"What?"- He says mockingly as he tightens his grip as I twitch in pain. -"Please, just stop it!"- I plead him. -"Oh, but I thought you liked a little pain? I'm sure it didn't bother you when you Mayuri pounded your ass?"- He said grinning. I've never seen this evil side of Aizen before. He always seemed so pleasant, so kind. I couldn't hold my tears back anymore. I started crying. -"What you're gonna fucking cry now? Tsk, I didn't know you were such a weakling Kenpachi."- He pulls his hand off my dick and backs off completely. He's right. I am a weekling. What would everyone think if they saw me like this? If they knew the thing I've done? And more importantly what would my division think? The people who look up to me, Ikakku, Yumichika, Yachiru, every recruit ? ... They'd be ashamed... -"Out of my house"- He said after a short silence.
I imidietly rushed for the door. I started running mindlessly around the whole Seireitei. I lost track of time and space. I ran until I realised that it was pitch black. There's no where to go now...
Unless...
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