A/N just as a warning this chapter will how can I say,be a bit SURPRISing(Toffee joke)but I assure you,your going on one hell of a ride with Luna and Toffee,and I hope you will enjoy that ride.

'who am I'a question that has been plaguing my mind for years.

'i'm not like my parents and i'm not like my brother,so...who could I possibly be'

The day started just like any other day everyone getting up and ready for the day laughter could be heard as well as the birds outside the house,but to Luna it didn't feel normal anymore,and she has no clue as to why.

"I know This feeling started a few months back,but I have no idea what could be causing it" that was a daily thought that crossed my mind now this started around the dance a few months back when Star lost her spell book to ludo.

Luna didn't feel like herself anymore everyday there was some sort of tug in her chest,and her mind.

"what's wrong with me"I asked out loud laying in my bed staring at the I have realized I do often now especially now that I spend most of my time in my room.

"it's been months,and why did it start after that stupid dance,and star losing her spell makes no sense"but then it struck me and a thought that had never in all these months come to pass in m mind.

"did anything else happen that night that me and Toffee did not see or know about"I sat up from my bed and looked to my night stand that had a picture frame which held a photo of me and Marco both of us smiling and hugging one another.

I smiled,and then frowned I picked up the picture frame and took the picture out of it holding it in my hand's just staring at the photo we had taken maybe a few months before Star came along and brightened our family even more 'she's like a sister to me'.

"we were so happy why aren't we now"I had noticed that for many months mine and Marco's relationship was like my heart and mind where.

"We don't seem like brother and sister anymore we just seem..."I shook my head and turned over the picture to see Marco's hand writing his picture has almost the same words that he had written which made us both say "twin tuition" which made the family laugh.

I hadn't noticed that I was crying until a tear hit the picture oddly enough it hit right where my left eye in the picture but I payed no heed to that and just saw it as coincidence.

I wiped my eyes,placed the picture back inside its frame,and got up from my bed I needed answers to my question from earlier,and there was only two people that could answer that question,and i'm still angry at one of them,and the the other probably hates me from screwing up his chances with the person i'm angry at.

But there's only one person that will probably be completely honest with me,and that's the person i'm still a bit angry with.

knock knock.I knocked on the door which was opened by the very person I was looking for Jackie Lynn Thomas.

"oh hey Luna,what are you doing here"she greeted with a smile and I smiled back.

"hey uh sorry i-it's just I was curious about something that happened a few months back"I explained and she opened up the door more and moved aside inviting me in.

we went up to her room to talk we both sat down on her bed and she started.

"so what is it you wanted to ask about"she was still smiling

"well you remember the dance at school a few months back you know when Star lost her spell book,and I uh...yelled..at you...sorry about that by the way my anger gets the best of me sometimes"she just smiled

"yeah I remember why do you ask,and it's fine dude besides I understood where you where coming from so it's all good".

"what happened when me and Toffee where gone"she then gave me a confused look.

"why didn't you just ask Marco"

"i'm pretty sure he hate me about that night and I honestly don't want to bring it up to him,and I think your the only one that will answer honestly"she nodded and smiled.

"well not much really I told Marco that even after the most crushing events happen he just gets right back up and keeps going kind of like skateboarding"I laughed at that with a smile.

"yeah,yeah that does sound like him so i'm guessing you where the one to teach him how to skateboard then he seems pretty good at it too"she nodded with a wide smile.

"yeah after he told me he didn't know how to skateboard I showed him and we skated together for awhile until the wheel somehow exploded or something which threw us both off,and well after that we...we uh don't be mad,but we...kissed"my eyes widened a bit.

They didn't widen from surprise at what Jackie had just told me they widened because right when she said the word 'kissed' a burst of the color red flooded my left eye's vision which made me put my hand over it with a small scream it was very painful,and the pain lingered.

Jackie instantly went forward and grabbed my arm to see if I was ok or not she truly was worried for me even after what I had said to her those few month ago.

'how could she forgive me for that'

"Luna,Luna are you ok"I opend my mouth to speak but a rush of red fluid came gushing out I covered my mouth with my free hand 'blood' Jakcie was very scared right now and was in a bit of a panick

"i'm calling Marco to come get you he might know what's going on"she was definitely panicked as she pulled out her phone and called Marco.

"hello"you could hear on the other line Marco's voice.

"M-MARCO COME QUICK LUNA'S COUGHING UP BLOOD AND SOMETHING'S WRONG WITH HER EYE i DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO PLEASE COME HELP"her screaming hurt my ears to which I put my head down a bit.

I felt so tired,and I wanted to sleep I slowly started to drift off but was was grabbed why someone that I could tell wasn't Jackie the last thing I heard or saw was toffee.

"Luna,Luna stay awake please,please stay awake"but I couldn't and the my world went black,and a strange dream started.

I opened my eyes slowly ,but they widened as I looked around everything I saw looked familiar,but at the same time looked so foreign to my eye's .

everything was in red all in different shades of it which hurt my eyes for awhile until I got use to it I just sat there for awhile looking around and taking in my surroundings.

"w-what is this place a-am I dead"I could hear myself speak but my mouth was not moving I slowly got up after hearing a small and hush voice that echoed a 'no'.

"then where am I"I asked hoping for an answer to my question.

"a place where secrets that have been held from you are"the voice answered this time sounding a bit louder but was still so quiet.

"secrets,what secrets"I questioned the disembodied voice.

"that is for you to find out,but not all at will take time,and time we do not have"

"what is that suppose to mean"

"quite now or they will hear you"

"what,but you just"

"they are coming we are very sorry,be safe little Luna,when the time comes,we hope you will be ready"

"ready,ready for what,who are you"a long silence

"we,we are-"

"gasp"I jumped up breathing heavily noticing a mask was on my face and I was laying in a hospital bed I was about to look around but I was smothered in a hug.

"LUNA"many voices spoke at the same time which made my ears ring a bit am me exclaim an ow.

I looked up to see many of my family and some friends all around me my mom was crying a bit and two people would not let me go.

mom and dad.

"h-hey everyone,what happened"my voice sounded strained and that I hadn't spoken in ages.

"we don't know not even the doctors know,but your awake which is a good sign"mom answered with a small smile as dad wiped her tears and held her.

"how long was I out" I asked as I looked around seeing everyone that was worried about me.

"two weeks,we,we though"mom started to cry again.

"we thought we lost you"dad quietly said holding mom closer tears in his eyes he couldn't look at me.

"well i'm alive and kicking,ha,i'm not going anywhere without a good fight"I told them which made them all smile.

After awhile of talking everyone had to leave due to me falling back to sleep from how tired I was.

I slept for a few hours and when I woke up I saw one person in the room that was right next to me the only person I didn't see in the room when I woke up Toffee sleeping soundly with his head resting on the hospital bed and him holding my hand I couldn't help but smile.

"he wouldn't leave your side"I looked over to see Marco siting on the opposite side of toffee my right side.

"none of us would,but he was here the most,he refused to even leave you for a second"Marco then smiled.

"you should have seen him he was so protective of you,hardly would let the doctors check on you,and when he did he had to know everything they where going to do before doing it or he would get very defensive and protective"Marco then laughed slightly.

"he even tried to bite a few of the doctors"I smiled and looked over at toffee's sleeping face moving my right hand over and stroking his cheek gently,but then a frown spread across my face.

"w-where was he when I woke up,where were you and Star,everyone else was in there"I said placing my right hand back where it was earlier and looking over to Marco who hadn't looked at me once.

"that's because they where saying there goodbyes"Marco answered quietly and my eyes widened.

"w-what"

"me,Star,toffee,mom,and dad where all in there we where talking to you,and-and to each other to try to figure out what may have happened to you,b-but then"he was chocked up now.

"w-we all heard your h-heart monitor s-stop a-and Toffee couldn't handle it a-and h-h-he j-just ran out of the room and m-me and star followed w-we couldn't we just couldn't stand to hear that noise L-Luna"he was shacking horribly.

I reached out my hand and grabbed his folded up ones.

"i'm ok,i-i'm here now aren't I,alive and kicking"he nodded and had a small smile.

"hey look at me" he looked over and I could see how red his eyes where from crying I then let go of his hand and held out my arm.

"give me a hug,come on you look like you need it"we both laughed lightly,and smiled as we hugged but then there was a slight steer next to me and two bright yellow eyes began to open slightly them both instantly going to me half lidded.

then in a second he was up and wide eyed as he looked at me for a few good seconds and then I was wrapped into a tight bone crushing embrace.

"L-Luna oh thank the stars your alright oh,oh I-I though I lost you"I was surprised when he started crying but that only made me hug him tighter and closer then I have ever done before.

After awhile he pulled away and looked into my eyes right before kissing me right on the lips which made my eyes widen with surprise but soon close as I felt a warm feeling in my chest that spread across my body making me feel happy,calm,and relaxed.

We broke the kiss after awhile and he placed his hand on my cheek as I smiled and blushed looking at him.

"promise me to never,never scare me or everyone else like that again"his eyes held so much concern in them all I could do was smile and laugh slightly.

"I'll do my best to keep that promise,but things happen toffee,you know that"his eyes saddened slightly and he nodded before hugging me again.

"I know,I know"was all he could say to reply lets just say from Marco watched this entire thing play out and he is now scared for life from him watching a lizard man french his sister.

I returned home a few days later the doctors told us to come back if anything happened's again which we all hope doesn't have to happen since I hate doctors probably another reason toffee was so weary of them near me he knew how much I was scared of them.

At night I could only lay awake and wonder about that 'dream' I had.

"what did it mean when it talked about secrets,what secrets was it talking about,when will I find out,who was listening for us,and most of all who where 'they' and 'it"