Yeah . . . It's me . . Sorry but I feel terrible! I'm sick and I can't take it anymore! I feel like my head's going to explode. But I'm at home alone so I thought that I update a new chapter. I hope that I'll get well soon. Just wish me luck!

Italics represent their mind thoughts.


Jade's POV

I took my bag and I heard the doorbell. My parents were at work so I went to open the door. When I did it I could not believe my eyes. HE stood there and HE smiled at me. He is cuute. No Jade! STOP IT! Keep your cool! But for some reason I could not. But WHY? I must ask Cat about it. But later.

- What are you doing here? – I asked surprised. Anyway why is he here?

- I told you yesterday if you ask me nicely I can bring you to school.- Beck said. Aw it is soo sweet… NO! I do not care about it. Right?

- I know but I have not ask you about it.

- Yeah . . But we have a lot of time before first lesson start so I thought that I'll pick you up and we together go for coffee?

- And who will pay? – I asked with my poker face.

- I will of course.

- Okay then.- I sat in the passenger seat in his car and we drove off. I turned on the radio. And I started sing.

I can see you're not yourself

Even when you're here with me

I know that you somewhere else

And then Beck started sing with me.

So put another record on

Kiss and leave me on

Nothing really matters when we're dancing

When the song ended I was in a slight shock.

- Impressive - I said with my cool voice.

- But what . . – He said confused.

- I did not know that you can sing.

- It is true BUT more important is that I did not know you can! – He said with smile.

- It is nothing. – I said simply.

- I thought you'd want to be an actress but now I think you can be a singer too cuz you have a wonderful voice.

- Thanks. – I said – You too. – I felt that I started to blush so I left from the car quickly so he did not saw this.


At school

I am in math class and guess who is sitting next to me. He! HE! Calm down Jade. It is nothing. Ughr ! I . . I just . . GOSH ! Just when he is near I was not behaving normally. I mean my mask does not work when I'm with him. My mask always work on everyone ! But not for him. I am myself when I am with Cat or my parents. Always been like that but now . . . With him I am so . . girly and I am myself but girly too ! I mean I like to be myself when I am with him but the worst part is that . . that I like to be GIRLY for him ! Uhh . . he is sweet and nice to me all the time and . . Oh gosh I go again. I just cannot stop it. I am so mad to myself that I think like that about him but . . from the other side I do not feel mad. But he cannot find what I think about him. First I need to find what he thinks about me. What I thinking about ! He probably does not feel to me like I feel to him. Never mind.

- What do you think about? – Beck's voice bring me back to reality.

- Oh . . emm . . nothing – I said. He wanted to say something but ring interrupted him. Finally I can go home.

Beck went to his locker and I waited for him next to the door when I saw some chick who comes up to him and she started flirting. Somehow I felt angry. I wanted to punch that slut in the face really but really hard. But I could not. I am not his girlfriend so he can do what he want. Ugh . . But I'll talk to that slut. Just not now. Finally Beck came to me and we together went to his car. When we were in it I thought I can ask him about this cheerleader. Yeaa she is a cheerleader.

- So – I started – What she wanted from you?

- SO – He said with smile – You care what she told me?

- No! Of course not. Why I would.

- O.K. She just asked me if I would go out with her in Valentine's Day. – He said simple.

- Damn – I said unintentionally.

- What. You want to go out with me? Valentine's Day will be in two weeks but if you want to go with me . . .

- I just forgot about this stupid Valentine's Day. That's it. – I said louder.

- Jealous? – He said slowly.

- NOO – I said louder but I keep my cool voice. – So – I started after a while – You have chosen a girl for your Valentine's Day cuz you have a lot girls to choose. – I asked him.

- No. What about you? – He asked me back.

- I look forward to these one. – I said sarcastically. – I am not going on a date in this stupid day and I am not going to be a stupid valentine for someone.

- What do you do when some hot guy asked you? – He asked me.

- I start to laugh hard and I shouted in his face: NOO ! – I said simply when Beck parked in front of my house.

- And what would you do if I asked you? – He looked into my eyes.

- Then I . . I . . . Stop looking at me like this! – I said louder.

- I'm just asking – He said and he laugh a little.

- O K then I wonder what to say when you'll do it – I said sarcastically. – But the truth is that . . I gotta go. Bye! – I said and left.

Beck's POV

I lay on my bed in RV and I thought. I would like to go out with Jade but now I'm a little afraid of the reaction. What if she say no? And if she will laugh at me? I have to ask someone. I took my pear phone and I sent a message to Andre.

Cat's POV

I lay on my bet when my pink pear phone rang. It was Jade.

I don't know what to do – Jade

About what? - Cat

About Beck

KK :D TELL ME THE DETAILS ! Hehe

She wrote me everything. The whole conversation with Beck. And about Valentine's Day. Gosh I forgot about it.

I think that he just wants to go out with u silly ;) And he wanted to see your reaction.

U think so?

Of course ;p

So . . U want to go out with him . . huh?

Yeaa . . Maybe ;)

I knew it. When someone look at u two already know what's going on ;)

Really?

Yeah! ;p He is still near u and you're yourself when you're with him. And it means something. It's simple

Maybe you're right . . .

Of course I am! :* And u should do something cuz a lot of girls want to go on a date with him.

Okay. I'm going to do something And thanks.

YaY ! Finally! You're welcome :*


Beck's POV

U should do something cuz a lot of guys want to go out with her – I read text from Andre

You're right! Thanks – I text back

You're welcome

So I have a whole two weeks to think about it. But Andre's right. I have to hurry up.

*RING*

I and Tori are at Nozu and we need your and Andre help. – Jade text me.

What happened? – I text back.

Nothing wrong now but two guys . . and they don't understand that we want they to go away!

Okay we'll be there in 10 minutes.

Suddenly I heard a knocking. It was Andre. – Have you got a text from Jade? – He asked.

- Yeah. We need to hurry – I said.

- You're right. – We drive by Andre's car. As we walked into Nozu I saw these guys. I felt anger when I saw one of them flirts with Jade. We started to walk towards them but they went outside.

- Tori text me that we have to go to them hurry.

- Okay – I said as we walked outside. These guys are disgusting. They just stare at them like a perverts. I'm going to punch this brunet straight in the face.

- I'm going to punch this blond who stare at T straight in the face.

- I was thinking the same. – I said with a little laughter. Suddenly a brunet guy took his arms around Jade waist and he took her closer to him. Now I punch him on a 100%. She wanted him to get away but he would not give up. He grabbed her ass. Now he is dead ! I approached him and I tapped him on the shoulder. When he turned around I punch him straight in the face. I had to punch him really hard because he fell on the sidewalk. When his friend see this he escaped.

- If you ever get too close to her then you see.- When I said it he get up and run away.

- So I'll take T home. – Andre said.

- We can walk – Jade said and I nodded.

- Okay. So Bye – Andre said and left.

Jade's POV

Oh Gosh! I have no idea what I should do now. We walk in silence and nobody said anything. TOTAL AWKWARD. We are alone. I have to say something.

- Thanks – I said quietly.

- It is nothing – He said. I think that he was a little embarrassed about what he do. Cuz he is not my boyfriend. But I am impressed.

- No one ever did anything like this for me. – I said and he smiled a little at me. Beck walked me to the door in my house.

- Thanks – I said again

- I told you it was nothing – He said and smiled. I smiled back.

- You know what? – I said

- What? – He asked. He looked straight into my eyes. His eyes are beautiful.

- It means for me a lot – I said and he smiled again. Then I kissed him on the cheek. I turned around, say bye and walk inside.


Now I lay in my bed and I think what I have done. GOSH . . I cannot believe I did it ! How could I ! I mean I like it . . but . . Ugh ! It was such a girly! And I hate it. I hate him cuz it is his fault! But . . from the other side . . . I . . I feel comfortable with him. And I like to be girly when I am with him. Gosh I said it again. GOSH I said that I like to be girly. It is insane. I am insane! I cannot control myself. And it is his fault!

I took my pear phone out of my pocket. WoW. I have two new texts. One from Tori and one from Beck! I decided that I will read text from Tori first.

How was it? ;) - Tori

Okay - Jade

U mean okay OR okay OKAY ?

Shut up!

K ;) But by the way I wanted to say that I invited Cat, Robbie, Andre, Beck and u to my place. Tomorrow at 6 pm. For sleepover so take your pajamas. It'll be fun. You'll see :p

Maybe I be there.

Beck will be there too ;p

I don't care.

Yeah of course you don't ;d

Shut up!

KK ;) U come?

Okaay

Great! See u tomorrow ;)

Yeah see ya


I'll try to add a new chapter soon! I just want to say that in the next chapters you see the other side of Jade. BUT this you will see later. Now I hope you like it. Just tell me whether you like it.

And if you have any great stories then send me a message. I would be grateful.

Bye ;)