I don't own Twilight
Ok so here is chapter 6
Read it and tell me what you think
also there is some mild swearing in this chapter
Bella POV
As I awoke in the morning I couldn't help but frown; today was Saturday and Saturday meant that it was the weekend and the weekend insured may chores, beatings, and even more time to think about the puzzle that was Edward Cullen. I had yet to decide if I was going to be selfish and involve him in my screwed up life or ignore him and let him move on. At school no matter what I did he was always kind to me and it annoyed to no end. Why couldn't he just leave me alone?
As I my mind continued to work on overload I stated to get ready to face the hell that was my life. I knew that in all logic we needed money bad, but I just couldn't bring myself to go to work today so I simply called in sick. This would probably earn me another beating or two, but truthfully I was at the point where I really didn't care. I needed a break if I had any intention of not having a mental breakdown. I was rudely brought back from my thoughts by the sound of Charlie yelling.
"BELLA!"
And so my day began, oh joy. I quickly finished up my morning routine before slowly making my way downstairs to face Charlie.
_Kitchen_
Bella POV
As I entered the kitchen I saw Charlie sitting I his usual spot glaring at me.
"Where is my breakfast?" he demanded
"Coming" I replied obediently
I decided that I would go simple and just make him some eggs and bacon. Usually he doesn't really care what I make him as long as its food, unfortunately today was not one of those days. I was just about finished the bacon when I felt someone come up behind me.
"What is this shit supposed to be Bella?" he asked me with a sneer
"Breakfast?" I answered a little unsure
"Not good enough" he decided "you will have to be taught a lesson"
With that he took my hand and forced it onto the top of the stove holding it there for a good minute. I could feel my skin peeling off as I fought the urge to cry out.
"You're just a stupid slut you know that?" he told me as his boot connected with my leg successfully knocking me to the floor.
"Please!" I begged but it was no use there would be no stopping him now.
"Why should I? Be demanded "you are worthless"
He then proceeded to hit, kick, and punch me until he was satisfied, or at least that's how it usually worked. Then again today didn't seem to be a usual day. Normally I played his punching bag then he would leave me alone, but today he just kept going. He had me on the floor as he slowly added more and more pressure to the boot that was on top of my left arm. I couldn't hold back the whimper of pain as I heard my arm crack; it wasn't until moments later that I actually felt the pain and then the tears began to fall.
"You are absolutely pathetic" he announced as soon as he notices my tear stained cheeks
"It's no wonder no one like you"
Sometimes I felt that his verbal insults hurt more than any of the physical abuse did. I mean it drove me insane when I would watch a show or see a family out together and see how they interacted. I hated that I had never got to experience that nor would I ever get to. My family was seriously fucked up; my mother had taken off when I was six leaving me with my dad who had in turn blamed her leaving on me and taken it upon himself to make it know that it was my entire fault. Truth be told I was actually starting to believe it myself, I mean why else would he do this to me? I also found myself hating my mother for not sticking it out with us. i often imagined what my life could have been if she hadn't left us.
He landed another few kicks to my stomach and another crack was heard indicating that one or more of my ribs had been broken. I could no longer bring myself to care as I lay on the floor, I found myself replaying one song over and over again as my numbness took over.
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong
I have figured out
How this world turns cold
and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find
deep inside me
I can be the one
I will never let you fall(let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all(though it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]
What I wouldn't give to have a guardian angel was my last though before drifting off into the darkness.
_Unknown Location_
Bella POV
I was in a dream like state and honestly I just wanted to stay here forever and I probably would have if it was not for the pestering voice that was calling my name.
"Bella! Wake up Bella! Please!" the voice continued to call
I sighed as I slowly opened my eyes, they were so heavy and I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep and never wake up. Slowly I looked up and met a set of gold pleading eyes that i would reconize anywear, Edward eyes
"Bella, thank god! It's going to be ok now you're safe" he whispered softly into my ear as he gently pushed the hair from my eyes. It was at that moment that I decided to stop fighting Edward, could he possibly be my guardian angel?
Ok so it was a little short and I know that Edward wasn't a major part but I am hoping that the next chapter will be longer and include Edwards POV.
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The song was Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus