(Carmen was on her prison lying on the bed)
Prison… let me tell you, not what I specked it to be .I have a room if you can call it that, to my self. I think it's because they are going to kill me. So they are being nice. I've been here one week now. No visitors, and in two days I get, "The chair"…. The prisoners here don't really bother me… they look at me like they know… they know I'm going to die very soon. I try to forget about Shane … forget that she turned me in… that she hasn't visit me, not even ones…. But, I can't. She is in every thought
"Carmen!!! You got a visitor" (the police man opened the gate)
Did I mention I got no visitors ?...well I was wrong, my lawyer comes every now and then, to tell me in other words, I am going to die and she cant do nothing about it. So yea everything is good.
(She got out and followed the man to a big room) This reminds me of my school's lunch room. Lots of tables. (she sat where they told her to sit and a woman came in the room) told ya (the woman sat down)
"Hey how are you doing Carmen?"
"I'm good Beth, you?"
"I'm good"
"Any changes?"
"…. No…"
"Look Beth… ok, I don't know why are you helping me… but you've helped enough… there is nothing you could do…"
"… They are going to kill you Carmen and I can't do anything… how can you call that enough?"
"I've killed, Beth… you know that… I killed a police man… this is it… you know that"
"I do…"
"So are you going to tell me why are you helping me… I mean you just came here like my guardian angel. I can't pay you in any way so… why?"
"Well… I'm not your guardian angel… Shane is"
"Shane...?"
"Yea, I know her and I told her I would help, so."
"So she knows everything that's going on?"
"Yea… she's a mess"
"Why?... after all, SHE did this to me"
"I don't think she did… she loves you" Carmen laugh)
"Right…"
"You know what … I'll let her talk to you"
"WHAT!?!?!... She's here?"
"She's always here Carmen"
"You mean Shane…?"
"Yes Shane… she sometimes takes the night shift, so she could see you sleep"
"She can't actually do that"
"Believe me… she can"
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(Then she stood up and got out of the room and 5 minutes later Shane came in the room looking like crap and sat down in front of Carmen) There she is… just… sit there and talk to her, ok?… Beth said that I had to, so…
"Hey…" that was more like a whisper.
"What do you want?" Ok that hurt… but I disserve it
"… um…I just … I wanted to know how are you?"
"What do you think?... I'm going to die in two days Shane" don't say that
"Don't say that"
"It's the truth Shane… they are going to kill me in two fucking days!!!"
"I'm sorry Carmen…"
"Don't you fucking say that!!..." (She stood up) "I told you I loved you Shane… the only person I have… and you… you fucking turned me in" fuck… (Shane started crying in front of everybody. And Carmen yelling at her didn't help. Then Beth appeared again in the room with two officers who cleared the room, so now they were there alone)
"Don't blame me Carmen… you did this to yourself" (she looked up to Carmen)
"You are right … I had only one weakness… that one thing got me here … and that's you… if I just wasn't so completely in love with you, no one could have cashed me… no one"
"Fuck you, Carmen this is my fucking job…… more than that, I was doing the right thing… you are a fucking killer Carmen…... it's my job…I had to"
"That's your job… well this is mine… but you know what … I don't care anymore… cause in a couple of days… that's it… I'm gone" Stop saying that!!!
"You really don't care that they are going to kill you"
"No…"
"… Well fuck you… I do… I can't sleep because of it, I can't eat… I can't do anything… because you're right… it's my fault you're here…but its not my fault you killed does man…it's not my fault that they are going to kill you… you had it coming …"
"If that makes you fell better" (Shane stood up and went towards Carmen)
"THAT DOENST MAKE ME FEEL BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" (Shane started crying again but this time worse. Carmen had tears falling from her eyes)
"You know what would make me feel better?... if right know I could have you in my arms, in my bed and I didn't have to hide it… that I could kiss you and nothing would stop it. That I could… (She grabbed Carmen's hands) hold your hands and… and know you will never go… that you will never leave me…" (Carmen was now crying at the same level of Shane) " I love you Carmen… I do, you know that. And it's killing me to know that I can't do anything to help you…" (Shane grabbed Carmen's face) "You… you're the best thing… that ever happened… to me… Carmen" (She couldn't speak properly because of the crying)
"I love you… I … love you Shane… I'm sorry… I'm sorry this is fucking happening!!" (They hugged for 5 minutes never wanting to let go. Until Beth came in)
"Excuse me guys… but, Shane we have to go." (They parted from the hug)
"Right... um... yea" (Shane said wiping her tears away and so did Carmen) "I'll be here tomorrow Carmen" …I love you
"ok…" (They went towards each other and kissed passionately for another minute. Shane holding Carmen's face and Carmen doing the same. When they parted they started crying again. And a man came after Carmen and got her out of the room)
"I'm sorry Shane" Beth said
"Me too"
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After the day we finally spoke to each other in prison, I came back the next day and spend it all day with her… I got connections, so yea. We spend it talking laughing and not talking of what's coming the next day. We spend an hour lying on the grass of the backyard just staring at each other… and on 5 month's of felling completely awful, I felt good again…I guess that's what she does to me. Looking at her eyes I felt complete… she is my other half
But today is the day of Carmen's death……. and mine.
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I'm here at the place they are going to kill Carmen. Shane asked me to be here…. I guess she can't see the love of her life been killed in front of her… and I don't blame her. I hate this… I feel sorry for them. They seem so happy before. I guess you never really know a person. It's hard for me too, to be here because, I knew Carmen… she was my friend too, I mean we had picnics together and I would never have guessed she was… just don't talk about it… Shane is a mess. I can't help any of them….
Here comes the guards… they have Carmen. She had a something covering her head. I guess it's better if you don't see the face while she is being electrocuted. She is moving around trying to get her self off the police man's. Fuck I can't see this… (A tear fell from Pablo's eyes)
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This is it…. The end… And I really don't care. If I can't be with her…If she's gone… then what the fuck is holding me here? My place is with her and if she's gone… I'm gone. I only need one bullet…One. And, the pane…all this… is gone. And maybe I can be with her again.
I really don't believe in heaven… but she did. So if there is this so cold heaven, I know it has to include her. And if we go to hell… well… we are going to hell together, so it can't be that bad.
I don't care where we go, anything its better than being here right know, knowing the love of my life, my soul mate, my other half… is being killed and I cant do shit.
So the gun is ready for me…
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They sit her on the chair, they put the belts in her hands, and her legs … She is fighting to get herself off it. The priest starts saying some bullshit about god and all I want to do is punch him… fuckers. This killing, does who kill, is really bullshit … I mean they suffer more in jail so… fuckkkkk… I'm glad Shane's not here.
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(Shane is crying and holding the gun to her head).
Fuck, you can to it come on… just pull it… fuck… I have to do this… this is the only way. Carmen must be dead by now (Shane is crying like if there was no tomorrow… and their isn't) I already wrote the note… so I'm good to go… lets just read it again ok… (She grabbed the note in front of her)
Dear Pablo:
I had to do it… sorry, but I can't be here with out her.
Ok… pull it Shane… she's waiting (Shane pushed the gun harder to her head)
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They are ready… all you can hear is the sound coming from Carmen… moans and cries. And it's killing me inside… this is not right… I feel bad because this is what we do… the police… And I wonder how many people had to watch their love ones being killed in front of them…
I watch Carmen for the last time. Her body… wait a minute…her tattoo… the thing on her left arm… it's… fucking gone, that's not her… that's not fucking Carmen
"Wait, STOP!!" (He got up and went towards them)
"Stop right there Pablo, we have to do this… we know it's hard-"
"No, that's not her!!!... That's not Carmen"
(The judge and the police man's looked at each other)
"Just to be sure…" (They took off the bag or whatever she had on her face. And they found… another woman with tape on her mouth) I knee it… that's not Carmen
"That's not Carmen"
"And where the fuck is she?" (They took off the tape from the woman's mouth)
"FUCK!!!... she's gone… she took my uniformed…and fuck, you where going to kill me you mother fuckers!!!!"
"Holly shit" (Pablo said) fuck … she escaped… I'm so fucking glad man
"Thank you sir… you saved my life… if it wasn't for you I'll be dead because of this fucking morons" (Pablo was smiling know) shit I have to call Shane
"Why the fuck are you smiling Pablo?"
"Fuck off Chris" yea his my boss, but I don't give a fuck. I just have to call Shane (He got out of that place)
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(Shane had her gun on her face when the phone rang for the 10th time. She grabbed it and saw that it was Pablo again. Then she heard someone knocking on the door and started crying harder)
"I can't talk right now Pablo…There is nothing you can say to make me feel better"
….See… she's really gone now Shane… she's gone… so pull it…
"FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!" (And there was a loud noise in the room) "BAN!!!"
THE END…..
Sorry for the spelling and advice to you... don't believe everything I say lol