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I decide to have a shower while Christian is on the phone to Welch I don't want to disturb him things are already intense. Getting out of the shower I look at my naked reflection in the mirror I really am losing the baby weight and I am very happy with the work me and Claude have been putting in. I guess no kinky fuckery tonight my inner goddess pouts at me. I want to wear one of Christians T-shirts I need him close to me in anyway even if it's just his scent. I decide to go to my favourite room in the house the library. Looking through our vast shelves of books I pick up Jude The Obscure by Thomas Hardy and sink into one of the large leather couches in the library smelling Christians shirt and reading till I drift off.
Hmm what time is it I wake up feeling cold its two-thirty in the morning. I wonder where my husband is and if he's gone to bed. I decide I'm going to go and find him. Taking in my surroundings for a moment I look around the library and find my husband is sitting on one of the leather chairs opposite the couch. Just looking at me the way you would look at a spectacular animal.
"I missed you." I whisper to him breaking the silent between us. He doesn't say nothing he just looks at me as if looking at me will give him the ability to see through me and somehow understand how I function. "I'm sorry." I say and it's a whisper. "I'm so so sorry." I say truthfully and I see him relax a little letting out a deep breath. "I love you and I should understand you want to look after me and keep me safe. I get it that's what you need to do I love that about you. And you do Christian. You keep me safe." And like a dam that's been broken I just let it all out because I need this man to know he does everything he is supposed to do and more and I love him deeply for it. "Christian if you hadn't come and saved me, if you came five minutes later." I pause as I see the pained on his face. "You saved me." I whisper with tears springing to my eyes he really did save me we look at what happened so differently I know he thinks he failed because it happened in the first place but hearing his voice running towards me when I thought it was over I felt safe and immediately I knew it would all be ok.
"Ana."
"Christian you protect us all." I say standing up from the leather couch and walking towards him then kneeling down in front of him holding his hand in both of mine. "I love you so much for it. But I love my job I love feeling like I'm adding to this marriage. Christian, Your CEO of a billion dollar company and you inspire me to work hard. It's not in my nature to not work and be taken care of. I love you for wanting me to not struggle or worry about anything else I don't need to worry about but this is my identity and if I lose it I'll only ever be seen as Christian Greys wife." His gray eyes burn into mine and I know he's trying to figure out what's going through my head my beautiful man he really is in so many ways an adolescent and the thought is enough to bring me to tears.
"You scared me Ana." He says quietly
"Christian I don't know why. I've told you so many times you are my world and I love being your wife and I will never leave."
"Flynn said I would end up suffocating you." Flynn? Was Flynn the person he was talking too. My mind immeditely went back to Mrs Robinson I didn't even suspect that it would be Flynn.
"Was that who you were on the phone with?"
"Yes. He made me realize that me holding you back from something you love to do would not end up well. And he's right I shouldn't be the person holding you back from your dreams Ana I want to help you achieve every dream. I need to be able to do that for you. To make you smile."
"Oh Christian I'm so sorry." I whisper to my husband as I stand up and crawl into his lap. I nuzzle my nose inbetween his neck and shoulder and inhale his scent I've missed this. Ive craved to be next to him and his scent alone is sending me wild. I kiss his neck from his collar bone gently trailing kisses up his neck then stop when I reach his ear. I tug on his earlobe gently. "I've missed this." I whisper and I hear his responding soft deep groan from deep down inside his throat.
My husband shifts slightly beneath me and before I know it his lips are closing in on mine and I close my eyes instinctively waiting and wanting him to claim me. His kiss is soft teasing my lips gently with his seductive techniques. He knows just how to drive me crazy. I break our kiss and shift so I'm straddling him now gray sultry eyes to blue. I lean forward kissing him like he had been kissing me gently, soft, seductively. Reaching up into his hair I pull down so his head jerks up and leaves his neck free for me to explore with my tongue and mouth. Slowly I start to kiss and nip at his skin feeling him shift under me. My inner goddess is awake and is wearing lace lingerie clapping her hands with delight.
"Enough!" My husband growls at me and it hits that spot deep inside my belly. I immediately stop and sit up looking at him as innocently as possible I gently lick my lips and bite on my bottom lip cocking my head to one side looking at him like he had looked at me earlier. "Stand up!" I scoot off my husband's lap and stand there staring down at him expectantly. He shifts up slightly and I can see there's a glint in his eyes and he's smiling his knowing smile and I can't help my reaction to swallow hard.
"Take your top off." He growls at me his eyes glinting with pure ecstasy. Slowly I peel his shirt over my head then drop it to the ground. I stand before him in my black lace panties and nothing else. My breathing escalates as he looks at me from head to toe taking in my body. This is so fucking sexy. "Mrs Grey what am I going to do about my twitchy palm?" He asks me with a cheeky smile.
"I can think of a few places I would like your twitchy palms." I say breathlessly this is so erotic standing here in front of him bare no where to hide and it's an empowering feeling knowing that this view is a turn on to him.
"Show me. Show me where you want me to touch you Ana." He's really making a meal out of this and I plan on enjoying every little bit of it with him. Slowly I take my hand and skim it over my sensitised skin and stop at my neck. "Here." I whisper to him and Christians eyes widen slightly.
"Where else baby?" Taking my hand I gently move it back down to my breasts as they rise and fall due to my heavy breathing.
"Here." My husband shifts as his eyes follow my hand. Slowly taking my hand I slide it down to my waist. "Here." I move my hands to my behind. "Here." Christian inhales deeply not taking his eyes off me. "Here." I whisper placing my hands on my hips. Moving my hand to my inner thigh I see Christian sit up in the chair. "Here." I say placing my palm on my inner thigh. "And here." I say looking into his eyes as I cup my sex with my palm.
"Anastasia you have the most beautiful skin. I plan on making every place you've just touched pink." Every place? "Every single one." he says answering my silent question. "Come here!" He growls and instinctively i move closer to him I've been waiting to close this distance between us I need him now.
"Do you know how worried I was when you left your blackberry at home Anastasia?." Oh. Are we still on this whole blackberry thing? "Answer me!" He growls "Do you know how worried I was?"
"No sir."
"When you misbehave I will punish you Ana." This is so hot dominant Christian is a turn on. "Kneel down." He orders and I do as im told. "Lay your belly across my knees. Grab hold to the arm of the chair. Do not move Anastasia! Do you understand ."
"Yes sir." I whisper licking my bottom lip and grabbing hold of it with my teeth as he starts to peel down my black lace panties.
"I'm going to spank you five times Ana. Why am I doing this?" He always has to make a meal of spanking me.
"Because I left my blackberry at home."
"And was that the right thing to do?"
"No sir." I whisper and I feel him hiss through his teeth. He gently massages my butt with his hand and just like that his hand is gone and back down with a resounding smack. My breathing hitches God this is amazing I feel it deep in my stomach and his palm is back again biting into my flesh each smack is hitting that ache deep down in my belly. He continues until the fifth smack and just like that its over and I'm disappointed.
"Stand up." He says quietly and I do as im told, my panties that were around my thighs fall as I stand up in a puddle at my feet. Standing up from the chair he takes my hand and pulls me back to the couch I had been lying on earlier. How things can change so drastically with my fifty not long ago I was lying there in his shirt needing and wanting his touch and now we're here.
"Lay down." He orders. Looking down at me he takes off his top and drops it to the floor revealing his bare muscular chest while his jeans hang off his hips in that way it's taking everything in me to not reach up and hook my fingers inside the band of his jeans and drag him down but I know he needs this, he needs to let out his anxiety, fear and frustration on my body and I need him to I need him to possess my body to take control of it the way he knows best. Using his knee he spreads my legs and gently lays down using his arms to hold him up. He leans down over me and brings his lips to mine and just like that he's kissing me possessing me and its raw unlike before needy powerful. Pushing his tongue in my mouth exploring, our tongues twirl around claiming eachother's mouths he deepens the kiss further his hunger evident stealing my breath away. Releasing my mouth he moves to my neck. Biting, sucking, licking and kissing how does every part of my body react to him this way. I squirm under his expert mouth as I feel the wetness down there.
"Christian. Please." I whisper and I don't know why I'm begging him I don't know if I'm begging him to continue or to stop I'm all sensation and arousal.
"Hmm Ana I could love your body for eternity." He says into my neck. He's tormenting my body with his mouth and I can feel myself reacting to his every kiss. Moving down kissing as he moves he reaches my breast and I remember his promise to me. I plan on making every place you've just touched pink. Bringing his mouth to my breast he sucks and pulls on my nipple while kneading my other nipple between his fingers slowly he blows on my nipple and it elongates further, bringing his mouth back down he continues the torture pulling my nipples between his lips I feel my body beging to quicken.
"Christian!" I know I'm about to erupt and suddenly his mouth is gone. Opening my eyes I see him looking down at me in awe breathing heavy. This adonis is all mine.
"Please." I whisper as my breathing calms down and I start to come back from the brink. Starting the torture again he continues kissing, sucking and kneading my breast alternating between the two and without fail my body starts to quicken again and sure enough the bastard stops.
"Christian please." I plead and it's almost a cry.
"Sshhh baby." He whispers as he rains kisses on my belly moving down towards my sex. It's an overwhelming feeling to look down and see my husband inbetween my legs worshipping every inch of my body it's so erotic and sexy as hell. Kissing my inner thighs working his way up to the apex between my legs. He bites my thigh and I instictively jerk forward.
"Still Anastasia." Christian growls into my body and I can feel the vibration of his command deep in my belly. He continues to kiss my thighs biting gently moving up as he continues. He inhales my scent once he's reached the apex between my thighs. "You smell devine baby." He whispers into my sex and I cant help but squirm. Taking his index and middle finger he inserts it into my sex. "God Ana your so wet for me." And I moan his voice is so low and seductive. "Always so ready." He says in awe and starts to move his fingers in and out of me my hips instictively move to meet his fingers. Taking my clit in his mouth he slowly sucks on it then starts to lick up and down. Picking up the pace to his immaculate rhythm I feel my body start to quicken again and then the contact is gone and my body starts to come down then he starts his relentless seduction again licking and sucking my sex while moving his fingers in and out of me. He quickens the pace of his tongue placing precise licks on my clit it's so intense the way he is concentrating on that small part of my body.
"Christian please." I beg because I can feel myself quicken again and I don't want him to stop me from coming this time. "Please baby. I'm sorry." And with those words Christian's touch leaves my body and I lay disappointed until I hear the zip to his jeans and feel myself beging flipped over. Christian is now laying beneath me completely naked and I'm straddling him. Grabbing hold of my waist he picks me up so I'm hovering directly above him and gently he eases me on to his waiting erection and hisses through clenched teeth as he fills me and I surround him. The feeling is intoxicating and I can really feel him like this, his length as he hits the spot deep in my belly where the ache is coming from and I just want to move to really move and feel him. I start to grind on his considerable length to feel the much needed friction but he stops me and holds me down to him.
"No Ana. I want to feel you." He says and I know he's missed this as much as I have and he's needed it. Needed for me to show him were ok. Gently he starts to guide my waist and controls my movement holding me tight directing me grinding himself into me and then he really starts to move slamming into me over and over again hitting the ache head on and my body quickens under his touch and I come around him shouting his name. Holding me while he's still inside me he looks at me with love in his eyes. "We're not finished yet." He whispers and my body reacts again to his words. "Wrap your legs around me." He growls. As he stands up taking me with him not breaking contact at all its erotic as hell. And standing up in our library filled with all the books I love with the man I love he starts to drill into me again and I'm holding on to his neck my legs hooked to him with his arms he pulls me away then slams me into him again he continues this earth shattering rhythm of just slamming into me hitting my spot with each thrust and my body starts to build again around him. Heavy breathing and loud moans and our flesh smacking against each other as he drives into me.
"Christian I love you." I moan barely audible into his neck and just like that I come around him again and it is intense and earth shattering feeling.
"Ana. I love you too baby." He growls as he comes loudly, filling me.
"That was amazing." I whisper into my husband's chest. "Fucking, sex, making love whatever you want to call it is always amazing with you." I whisper to him as I kiss his chest.
"Oh baby I haven't finished with you yet." He says with a cheeky smile on his face.
"Again?" I ask my husband matching his smile with one if my own and he nods at me with his shy smile that I love so much. "Mr Grey you are insatiable."
"Only for my wife." He says kissing me deeply. "Come." He says still carrying me and I wonder where we're going. "Let's go to bed." He says having the ability to read my thoughts. And I know it's not for sleep and that I will never tire of this man.
Thank you for all the reviews I've been getting. I'm grateful for all the feedback. I just wanted to let you guys know that during the weekdays I may not post chapters as much as I do during the weekends due to work. I try to write as much as I can whenever I have the time so I can at least aim to get one chapter a day out to you. Thank you for your patience.