If you don't have the consciousness of death, don't come to this ocean.
Penguin is not dead, he lay in the medical care of Kidd Pirates for whole three days.
Trafalgar Law didn't leave this sea, but he didn't pick up Penguin either, he let the submarine of Hearts Pirates had been wandering around in the water.
Killer called the deputy captain room of Hearts Pirates, assistant Shachi answered the phone. Shachi laughs over the phone said he did not die is better than everything, Killer ask him if he want to come here and see Penguin.
People in Kidd Pirate always busy, Shachi walk in the bright hallway, wooden floors make his boots step on it sounds particularly loud. He began to miss from the kind of icy always with the smell of disinfectant, the people on the ship is less obvious, is not in Eustace Kidd. Good he don't want to see him.
Winter is Shachi's favorite season, but he could settle down in the cold air. His hand on the door of the clinic, with the thumb rubbed metal, turn on the doorknob, he does not light foot heavily flung open the door.
Although light of dark winter was a bit pale, blond hair man silhouette standing at the window like a sculpture standing looking out the linens white bedding white pillow, Penguin hasn't woke up lying on the boat, Shachi just laughed.
"He seems to don't want to wake up."
Killer hear Shachi's voice, he can't help but see Penguin. Penguin just lay quietly, eyes closed, lips bloody not yet to recovered, breathing very light. He slightly cocked his head toward the window in direction of the sun, the hair next to the cheek. Penguin's skin perennial sunless become pale, slightly frowning eyebrows in unconsciously.
Shachi know Penguin drop off to sleep very honest, he never move. After Penguin get hurt either how much, after sleeping all day he will be out of bed, be sure to walk around jumping, saying to the bone joints must moldy it if he was still lie down.
Penguin slept too long, While he just fell asleep.
Killer handed the coffee to Shachi, Shachi took the coffee and put on another table. He pulled a chair to sit while Penguin's bedside, watching the sleeping neurotic. He heard from Killer, at last Penguin has gone the consciousness, but with a knife in a random draw to keep himself awake. Captain Kidd was really angry, or nowhere to vent his anger. He looked so persistent and true Penguin, angry for no reason, unwilling, regret, anger.
Shachi smiled, Penguin is a persistent person. He loves join in the fun, love trouble, but love to play, love to think in a different perspective. Trafalgar said Penguin have the schizophrenia, someday he will kill himself in unconscious.
But Penguin live the happiest, most ordinary and simple pleasure.
Penguin will accosted with beauty when they collect the supplies. Buy candy to the little girl. Penguin says he has no regrets, it only the dream. He likes everything in this world, including the Navy. He has willed to follow behind in Trafalgar, and he grinned and move forward together, don't look back.
Shachi and Penguin can regarded as a class of people. But as Shachi said himself, he is the most normal, but it has a normal to abnormal of thinking. He may also calm than Penguin, even upset, but he was obsess with blood. He loved Trafalgar, loved his scalpel, loved the extreme in his bones. He has many times want to cut open the throat of Kidd, but he smiled, and always with a smile.
Shachi didn't speak, Killer either. They all looked at Penguin, watching this rare quiet kid.
Shachi remembered first met between Heart Pirates and Kidd Pirates. The vast island full of the dream, and that makes the blood boil hot afternoon. New beginning with new challenges, regardless of this era belongs to whom, by whom control, they have bravely forward. Because they're pirates, each of them burdened with the past and the future ride at ocean.
Shachi have asked why Penguin in love with Killer.
Relationship between Trafalgar Rowe and Eustass Kidd is self-evident. They're kissing in the process of being chased by Navy, they also boarded the newspaper together and shared a wanted. But they will always be opponents. Even in the pirate feelings they might put a cocky face to give help in time of crisis.
But the brutal of new world beyond their imagination. Eustass Kidd lost his left arm in the second year when they entering the New World.
How did Penguin fall in love with Killer, why he fell in love with Killer, and how they will be love each other?
Shachi chasing behind Penguin had asked these questions.
At that time they had just entered the New World, rest in an island by scatter. Penguin and Shachi naturally together, they go to the amusement park ganging girls, go to Dessert House after, and they go to bar last to play all night.
But among the streets and alleys that crisscross, they met Killer.
Shachi remember Penguin was standing at one end of the alley, Killer stood in the other end. People everywhere, the short alley very dark. Penguin and Killer looked at each other, Killer taking the first steps, he was just one step direction of toward them came, seemed to decide to pass.
Penguin like a fool, cocked his head appreciate a moment, and remembered his mouth sound like a anthomaniac, "Wow ... Looks beautiful."
Penguin walked toward Killer, Penguin didn't speak, he just put Killer plugging into the wall. He could feel Killer's very unfriendly sight, they only met less than five times. But Penguin didn't care, like he caught a wonderful opportunity.
He hand brace on the wall blocking Killer's path like the two lovers.
Penguin saw Killer's fingers would buckle the button of his sickle. He with hold Killer's hand and then took off his mask. Killer got stunned by Penguin's overbearing behavior of the rogue. Penguin also stunned.
Penguin start look at Killer's face for a long time, until he got a straight punch on his lower abdomen by Killer. But he still refused to release the grip Killer's hand. He casually leans to Killer's ear bit on the lobe and dropping a kiss.
This is the first kiss of Killer and Penguin.
In fact, have not at that time Penguin confession with Killer, but Killer unexpectedly do not think there is any resentment. Penguin so broke into Killer's world, after Killer storm him.
At that time he stuck in between him and the suffocating air. He took off the mask that he never took in front of people. With his hand covering him icy cold fingertips. Kissing the scars on his face. Watching the crimson eyes. He could feel his breath, a breath willingness to close him.
Later Penguin went flying into the wall behind him, whole person thrown into heap up empty box. Fall very badly.
Penguin doesn't even resist, Killer pulled him up to the punch. He even raised his chin to let Killer punch, for don't let Killer's hand to knock the hat.
Shachi standing in the alleyways. He said, buddy if you die so I really wanted to report with the boss you're dying for love so great~. Then Shachi sideways to let the Massacre Soldier who re-fasten the mask to leave.
Penguin laughing uncontrollably. He was laugh at Shachi.
He sat in the crooked pile of boxes, then stood up, bared his teeth, then seemingly cool general whistled.
"So cool! Vive L'Amour!" "... Tut, crazy."
Later, in a formal confession is another islands. At the beach.
Shachi say you kinda romantic.
Penguin muttered if he weren't left to guard the ship, he'll confession certainly in front of everyone! !
Shachi like this feeling, he likes watching Penguin thinking just seems like Killer looked like turn his face sideways or smile from brother is very happy, which makes him happy too.
You can't rich even his back, how can you love him, Penguin.
Shachi also asked this question, Penguin's hands stuck in the pocket, raised his head to the sky.
"If I can't see him every day, that I will give him a letter, or more appear in the newspaper."
"If I could give him a dressing wounds, I'll pray for him."
"If I can not hug him and kiss him, I'll take a good look when he saw him."
"If I'm not strong enough at same level with him, I'll strive to become stronger. "
"If one day I can walk, I'll commit suicide."
"If one day he died, I took him to ashes sprinkled on the ocean."
"If one day I die, I will become a bird follow behind him every day."
"You're not a penguins?"
"But penguins can't fly!"
How did Penguin fall in love with Killer, why he fell in love with Killer, and how they will be love each other?
Penguin for his love and life, his pain and sunlight fell in love with Killer. For Killer's golden hair, and Killer's crimson eyes like the clotting blood clotting. For his quiet gentle and his scars.
Because he's crazy. Because he had to escape and accept the truth, for the most intense feelings of his heart.
They may not together every day. Maybe one day they will be in a different world.
But this is not a choice, it's an accessory that they live in this era. Like they would die for their dream, born for their dream. As long as live, nothing can't stop the Penguin in love with Killer, even death.
They may not like normal couple in love, but they can feel the thing that normal couple can't.
When the blood spilled on clothing. When the treasure into their pocket. When the companions back to back. When the past and the future are no longer important.
When they just need to move forward towards the horizon, they not only found that the world is beautiful, found the gentle between the world. They also help but miss each other, but miss share a special feeling.
Very excited and can not stop.
Time flies over two years, Penguin is still askew look. He is very quiet now, still arrogant. Shachi think he stood holding his arms behind Trafalgar stable and reliable way, slowly grinned.
"Let him had a sweet dreams, my back to the boat waiting for him."
"Don't stay?"
"No, this guy just wanted to sleep for a while."
Penguin woke up. When he opened his eyes visible from the curtain came down diffuse moonlight stretched a figure by the window. He smiled happily, Killer looked at him and take few steps closer.
Killer forced to hold out his hand, pull up the Penguin. Penguin just jumped down from the bed, he was a little unsteady, he was really tired.
Penguin looked at the Galaxy out the window. Just the same as clear as the bright, shining, hung on this piece of the sky. Far deeper darkness, there came the wind took some vague sense of waking time.
Slowly he could think of Killer's kisses and tears, Killer's painful tenderness. Penguin think now everything is very beautiful, he's like waking up from a nightmare in general deep understanding. In fact, he had a dream, a very gentle dream.
He dreamed of Vera, the mother of the beautiful blond hair and blue eyes. Vera stood in the doorway toward the orphanage at the end of each turn with a smile. Ater Street still there, but not many people, they come and go to walked some people smiled to Vera.
Dream season and now it seems like winter. There are beasts of a feather snowflakes floating down.
He felt Vera hugged him, that is really a pair of gentle hands stroked his back on the feeling was so warm that he wanted to cry. Penguin can't hear Vera's voice, but he felt very satisfied, never satisfied.
Into the house, Vera has been on the table laid out with a hearty dinner. Perhaps this is a Christmas or Thanksgiving. Laughter of children sat on their own little seat.
The house has a smell of ink, make people feel very comfortable.
There is a candlestick that Penguin never seen, lit five candles. Fire in the dark space swaying brighten everyone's face, above all with a smile. He looked around at the candlelight flickering together everyone's face, and he smiled.
Fire gradually blurred, everyone's face is gradually blurred, slowly cooling the surrounding air becomes no temperature. The laughter of children does not exist complete disappeared, and Vera's gentle smile. With disappearance of all fire together, little by little, from Penguin's eyes.
Penguin sitting next to a rectangular dining table by himself, nothing on the table, still surrounded by darkness. No one, no chicken flavor and flickering firelight.
Penguin began to sing, to commemorate this one in his dream, he did not know the last disappearance of the festival.
send me offshore
it's a cold blooded world
i can't win, i give in, i give in
in the field of my fight
we can wonder all night
why we have all the snow, all the snow
you and i
we will drawn in the break of my dawn with the pouring wind
where begin is begin
but we can't change the world
no we can't change the world
it's been done by someone
long ago
send me offshore
there's a voice in the floor
calling in every wind, every wind
in the loop of my game
there's a whole like to play
it's been done
but we want what we want
you and i, we both run with an unloaded gun
for the same piece of land
where no endings end
but we can't change the world
no we can't change the world
it's been done by someone
long ago
send me offshore
she is a cold blooded world
i can't win, i give in, i give in…
Slow melody, Penguin choked.
Penguin woke up and found Killer at his side, he felt that these enough.
He felt that he loved him.
Maybe his mind there still have that song's melody echoed. Penguin dressed, have not say a word to Killer, out of the cabin.
Killer didn't follow-up, he saw the Penguin came on deck from the window, he back to him raised his head and looked to the night sky, with a heavy gesture of despair. Killer think he can understand, it is a gesture want to fly every imprisoned person will look at the sky like that.
Killer never seen the sky as his eye clinics of the department, there is Kidd, blood, enemies, companion, a dream.
Killer found Penguin was gone.
Then he heard the Penguin singing, sounds good, but a little hoarse than usual, he said any love then it must attractive. That voice was dull as in greeting, Killer felt so unreal calm, but he brings enjoyment.
"Killer -!"
He heard Penguin shouting his name, Penguin sounds very far away from the high to wear, Kira thought he might stand on the observation deck. Often at such time, Penguin will be nauseating to say I love you, of course, he also said more nauseating before.
"I'm leaving -!"
Then Killer also raised his head to the sky, sight, Penguin went out from the observation deck of the top of the mast, jumped down, straight drill into the sea.
Now the weather, the ocean must have been very cold.
Penguin gone.
Go, we would definitely meet again.