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(Italics = KURT'S Flashbacks (ALL italics))

Chapter 6

"Kurt Hummel" A dark voice called from behind the wall and Kurt walked hesitantly onto the middle of the stage, squinting as the bright spotlight hit him.

There were two men sitting on a table in-between the stage, Kurt's heartbeat fast as he waited for them to say something, thinking of before he left the apartment to calm himself down.

Blaine balanced Finn on his hip and giggling as Kurt ran around, frantically trying to get ready. "I'm gonna be late because of you!" Kurt exclaimed rushing through his wardrobe.

Blaine laughed loudly "So us kissing on the couch and not paying attention to time is myfault?" Blaine kissed Finn's forehead.

"Do not go there.." Kurt yelled from the bedroom. Blaine smiled, they were acting like a couple again, after al, they had been spending the last hour kissing. Blaine's plan was going smoothly.

Kurt ran to the door before Blaine stopped him. Kurt looked up at him confused. "I know this is important to you, but don't kill yourself because of it… Have courage" Blaine said.

Kurt smiled before leaning in and giving Blaine another kiss. "I'll see you tomorrow, ok?" Kurt asked as Blaine nodded, their foreheads resting against each others. Kurt gave Blaine and Finn one last look before going out the door.

Courage.

"Kurt Hummel?" The man at the table raised his voice as Kurt snapped out of his trans.

He continued "You will be auditioning for the role of Ch-"

"Chris Bellman" Kurt interrupted before chuckling nervously "A gay, 20 year old boy. From a small town where he struggled through high school before moving to New York and adapting there".

The man took his glasses of and nodded for Kurt to move on.

"Chris struggles through the difficulties of being an LGBT in New York together with his roommate, in the end, it is his passion and characterise that makes his dream come through, along with his talent".

"Okay Mr. Hummel, you've got our attention, be careful not to screw it up." The other man said as the pointed to the stage "We will play you a song and we expect you to wing it. The lyrics are shown on the screen infront of you if you need them".

Kurt stood there waiting for the music to start.

Courage

What was he going to do? He had just spent the past afternoon kissing and embracing Blaine and he was getting married for god's sake! He needed to forget Blaine, move on, stop thinking about him. Which would have been a lot easier before what happened next.

Kurt waited for the song to start "Ready when you are Brian" The other guy said to the first one, who apparently was called Brian. Kurt jumped as the background music to Teenage Dream started. Fuck. Out of all songs in the worlds, millions, billions, it HAD to be the ONE song that had a special meaning to Kurt.

But Kurt was going to focus and do this song and get this part.

Before you met me

I was alright but things

Were kinda heavy

"My name is Blaine"

"Kurt"

You brought me to life

Now every February

You'll be my Valentine, Valentine

"It will be like when Harry met Sally, but I get to play Meg Ryan"

"Don't they get back together in the end?"

Let's go all the way tonight

No regrets, just love

"You move me Kurt.."

We can dance, until we die

Let's go all the way tonight-"

Kurt gasped, covering his mouth with his hands as the music stopped. "I-I am so, so sorry… Just give me one more try" Kurt smiled.

Brian sighed as he whispered something to the other man and directed for the music to start again.

Before you met me

I was alright but things

"Kurt Hummel, My amazing friend, my one true love, will you marry me?"

Were kinda heavy

You'll be my v-"

Kurt held his breath "I-I know this song, I know how to sing it.. Just.." Kurt took another breath "Let me have on more go, I can do it-"

"Thank you Mr. Hummel, but that is all we need to see from you. We'll be in touch" Brian stood up and the other man running after him.

Kurt didn't cry when the two men left, he didn't cry when he was asked to walk off the stage. He wasn't ready to break yet.

Kurt sat down into his car and started driving through the town. When he came to the roundabout, he didn't turn left, which would lead him to his apartment where Max would be sitting and probably tell him that "There will always be other plays". Kurt wanted nothing more than a safe place to break.

Instead, he turned right, drove another twelve blocks until he reached Rachel's house. He was still not crying, still focusing on his destination point. He pulled up and ran to the door, probably not even locking his car door. He knew where he was heading because he knew that it was where he needed to be right now.

He ran through the hallway and into the guest room where Blaine was sitting peacefully and reading a book.

He grinned at Kurt "Hey, Kurt what's u-?" Before Blaine could finish his sentence Kurt ran over to him and collapsed into his arms, sobbing intensively. Blaine, still in shock, tightly wrapped his arms around Kurt, stroking the back of his neck. "Shh, it's okay, breath babe.."

Normally Kurt would tell Blaine that he should not call him Babe but he had no energy left to do it.

It had been almost an hour of Kurt sobbing into Blaine's shoulder, laying next to him whilst Blaine was soothing him, calming him down. After 45 minutes, Kurt had stopped crying but had quietly been looking at the wall.

After another 15 minutes Blaine decided that it was time for Kurt to snap out of it. "Babe, can we talk about it?" Blaine looked down at Kurt. Kurt still didn't move a muscle and stayed silent, occasionally sighing. "I'm gonna take that as a maybe" Blaine smiled down at him.

"I screwed it all up.." Kurt said, his face frowning as if he was about to cry again.

"Kurt, there is still time to fix it, I mean were still both in love-"

"I meant the audition" Kurt snapped. "I-I… I CHOKED!" Kurt yelled before starting to cry again, burying his face into Blaine's chest.

"Kurt… Please talk me through it.. I can help"

"I came there, I was so confident and my knowledge on the play impressed them.. but in the end.. The song came on.." Kurt started.

"What was the song?" Blaine raised his eyebrow.

Kurt took a long sigh "T-teenage dream" Blaine's eyes shot wide up.

"I tried twice.. and then they left. I made SUCH an idiot out of myself" Kurt sniffed.

"Kurt.. I know you, you are talented, cheerful, AMAZINGLY handsome" Blaine smirked at him and he could feel Kurt smile against his chest. "They would be crazy not to give you the part. They don't need to hear you sing, they will probably realise the horrible mistake they made and they will beg you to take the role".

Kurt giggled gently "You really think so?"

"I know so, W-why did you come here?" Blaine asked.

Because it feels like home.. "Because I couldn't hold out to drive home.."

"You need Max Kurt…" Blaine said, regretting his words immediately.

Kurt didn't want to leave but he couldn't argue.

Kurt and Blaine walked to his apartment and unlocked the door, seeing Max laying on the couch watching a football match.

"Oh, hey!" Max said, waving at Kurt.

"I didn't get the part.." Kurt whispered.

"There will be other plays Kurt, don't stress it-"

"NO! I WILL STRESS IT! ALL I ASK IS FOR YOUR COMPASSION! TO TURN OFF THAT FUCKING TV AND COMFORT ME!" Kurt shouted as he stomped to his room and slammed the door shut. max jumped up and shot a worried glance at Blaine who was red with fury.

Blaine marched to him, pressing a finger to Max's chest. ""What are y-" Max started.

"Look and LISTEN. You are going to go into that room. You are going to apologise , lay down with him. You are going to hold him, play with his hair and tell him how amazingly perfect he is until he falls asleep in your arms".

"Why would I do that?" Max blinked.

"Because that is going to calm him down, and make him able to sleep tonight. That is the only way he be smiling by tomorrow. He doesn't deserve us fighting for his attention, not for tonight" Blaine looked at Max with a serious expression.

"Right.. Yeah, good idea" Max said nodding, he turned around and headed for the bedroom. he stopped broadly and turned around "Thanks.."

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