A/N: Bill's maker didn't arrive before the almost bomb attack but afterwards and in my story Bill did sleep with her the only reason he is with Sookie is because the queen ordered him. So he was with Lorene before Sookie, and whilst with Sookie.

Chapter 4

Sookie's POV

Everything that has happened today seems so unreal, dream like. Almost got raped, saved Godric, almost got blown up and now sat waiting for Bill. The more I find out about the fellowship of the sun the more I don't like them. Hating for the crimes of one vampire, then sending a child to kill herself. It's immoral; and the last thing God would condone. A young woman around her 20's though it was obvious she was vampire stood infront of me. "Yes?" I asked as I looked at her. She was wearing a tight fitting red strapless dress and red 'fuck me' heels.

"Are you Sookie?" she asked, her words sending shivers down my spine; and not the good kind. I nodded, realising I had suddenly lost my voice. Next thing I knew I was thrown into a wall as the vampire stalked towards me. She gripped my hair and held me up by my throat. Gasping for breath I tried to scream, but again nothing but gasps escaped my mouth. Black dots started to invade my vision. I knew death wasn't far away, and I welcomed it. The pressure from my neck vanished and I fell to the floor gasping. I looked upwards to see Piixe glaring at the vampire, before the darkness swallowed me up.

Piixe's POV

I heard a scream in my mind and all I could think was Resa. I teleported to the scene of the scream to see Sookie pinned against the wall by a female vampire. I used my telekinesis to pull her away and pinned her to the floor. I saw Sookie black out in the corner of my eye, and Eric ran towards her. I looked threw the vampire's mind to find out that Sookie's vampire lover was using her for her powers and I saw red. Bill was teleported next to his maker, I persuaded their minds to stop them from moving. Godric appeared in the hallway as well as other on lookers, human and vampire alike both so nosey. I turned back to Bill.

"So, you make Sookie fall in love with you so you can train her to become your Queens pet? At the same time you continue your sexual relationship with your maker, you make me sick. I have a thing against using people for their gifts. So I wont make this painless." I turned to his maker. "and you find out about Bills relationship with Sookie, and thought it best to kill her? Why not take your rage out on Mr Compton seeing as he was the one in the wrong." I surrounded their non-beating hearts in ice, and put their worst nightmares on repeat in their minds. I turned and walked to the living room where Resa was asleep on the sofa. Sitting beside her I awaited the onslaught of questions.

Eric had Sookie in his arms and told Godric he was retiring. Godric nodded and turned to me.

"What happened to being secretive?" he asks, as a smile tugged at the corner of his lips. I shrugged, feeling my eye lids droop. Using so much power is tiring, but I knew that to remain safe I had to erase my little show from everyone's memories. I did so other than Eric, Sookie and Godric decideding it would be better in the long run. I felt myself being lifted and saw Godric looking at me in understanding. I suppose he knew how I remained so secretive now. I looked for Resa to see Isabel carrying her in front of us. Godric laid me down on a bed next to Resa, as I allowed myself to succumb to sleep.

As I opened my eyes I noticed figures looming over me. I instantly sat up, now wide awake from the adrenaline pumping threw my body.

"Ahh sleeping beauty rises." Cried a chirpy Sookie. "We were getting worried, sleeping for 3 days straight." No wonder my body felt so stiff.

"I suppose you want answers?" I mumbled.

"Piix ya spoke English" Resa jumped forwards landing on me and engulfed me into a huge hug. "Na shit captain Do Dar." I snapped never being one for a morning, well night person. Let's just say I'm not a happy pixie when first awoken.

"Have any of you told anyone else what you remember?" I asked, quickly turning serious.

"Nope" Chirped Sookie. I sighed in relief. "Thank you for savin' me, but umm.." Sookie trailed off.

"Gifts and no problem. I can't stand people using us for our gifts." I smiled warmly at her.

"They weren't exactly people" drawled Eric. Hah after reading his mind he is just a big marshmallow.

"So I suppose I should explain everything, but to get it you have to sit and listen to my life story. Ohh and Resa you should listen the most." I started, waiting for everyone to get comfortable. Resa leaned into me and Eric pulled Sookie onto him, but Godric remained in the corner.

"Well my name is Prudence Piixecorne Snicket; I have a twin sister Teresa Essence Snicket." As I said this I looked at Resa. "I grew up in England in a little town called Dartmouth, with my mother and father. When I was 4 my father died on the job, his death wasn't heroic just a tragic accident. It was around then that I realised I could hear peoples thoughts and if I got mad things would move. When I was about 10 my mother met another gentleman, my padre. He helped me develop my gifts, helping me when they got to painful. You may not realise the consequences having so many powerful gifts are, especially when they're developing. When I was 12 he told my mother what he truly was. A Vampire, I already knew but he asked not to say, scared of my mother rejection. I did as he asked because I knew his love was pure, his mind was proberly the purest I have ever seen. Never had he fed from humans only animals, because at the time vampires hadn't came out of the coffin so there was no TruBlood. But about a week before the vampires came "out", we were heading back from Dartmoor where we had spent the 'day'; for mine and Resa's 13th birthday. It was late around 3ish when we were heading back into the car, when I saw lights coming at us and a horrible smell of burning rubber. I woke up, knowing something terrible was going to happen I quickly took of my seat belt and leaned forward to buckle Resa in. just as the belt clicked the lights and smell of burning tires reached my senses, next thing I know I'm flying out of the windscreen and over the car that hit us landing a foot or so away. As I lied there not able to move a man, who I found out later was my own granddad went towards the car and stabbed a silver stake threw my mothers heart. I wondered why Edwin hadn't done something to stop him, but they had threatened to shoot Resa if he moved. I lied there half dead half alive and Edwin sat beside me, he looked so broken, as dawn approached he walked into the first rays of light." i felt a tear run down my face.

"Then we were shipped to Texas to live with our Granddad. He knew that I knew and he kept me locked up in a basement for a year. No-one knew because he said he sent me to a rehab center to help me recover from the traumatic experience. He raped, abused me and starved me. His mind was the darkest place I have ever been, filled with hate and disgusting fantasy's involving me. On the first anniversary of the car crash, I lost it. My telekinesis tore him apart leaving a bloody mess. So far I still haven't had a full day to mourn, I even missed the funeral. When his body was found next to me a week later they believed it to be a vampire attack. After that I felt so bad I tried to use my powers as little as possible, and became vegetarian because the thought of killing anything made me sick. To this day the mere thought of it makes me ill, so does food. It's why I'm so under weight. If he had known of my gifts I would have been used and abused worse. He would have gotten Resa and blackmailed me like he did to Edwin. I have never told another person, and not because I chose to stop speaking. The reason behind that is another story." An eerie silence fell across the room, bringing me back to that night. I hate the silence, it only brings death. Resa was crying silently into my top, and Sookie had her face buried into Eric's neck. This was complete opposite emotion the two vampires were feeling. Pure rage. If I hadn't already have killed the late Newlin he would certainly be dead by dawn.

"Why?" sobbed Resa. Sookie looked at her with tears flowing down her face.

"Because some people are truly evil." She said with hatred coated words.

"I believe she wondered why I didn't tell her the truth. The answer is I don't know. I thought it was to protect you, yet I filled you with hate. But I think mainly because I didn't want to say it out loud. Then it wouldn't just be a nightmare, but reality" I murmured.

"I'm sorry." I whispered. Godric was infront of me in a flash, cupping my chin to look at him. His eye's held such emotion, but at a glance they looked dead and lifless.

"Why?" He breathed at me. As soon as he spoke it was only me and Godric.

"For the hatred you have had to suffer, because of my secrets." I replied, staring at him. Wondering why his touch didn't make me flinch, but melt away. He leaned into my neck and spoke so softly I knew only I could hear. "Never, ever be sorry for that. We created enough fear and hatred of our own accord." As those words left his mouth I felt so light. As if the years of pain and suffering had just disappeared. I knew then that I could finally live.

A/N: Okay i know this chapter is confussing and if you have anything that needs sorting out so you can be unconfuzzled just tell me and i will try and sort it all out, it's just i had like a major wave of insperation for the story. so i'm going to stop now seeing as i'm just confusing myself more

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