To My Dearest Love,
The sad truth is that I will never speak to you again. I've left everything I've loved so you could be happy. After all, I know the truth. You've never Loved me. You Tried to let me down gently so where you weren't there I didn't hurt nor long for you. All I wanted was for you to tell me the truth. No matter what the truth may have been. "Will Always Love You... But This Is Not Your Fault... It's Mine For Having Such Clouded Thought At The Time And Falling For You." What was so wrong about falling for me? I've done everything you've ever asked! I've made promises to you and kept them and this is how you treat me! Was every word you've ever said to me a lie? Every every promise you made broken and empty? Will I ever have your lips touching mine and your eyes finally softening as they gaze into mine ever again? God I miss you so! Every second drags on for eternity! I told you that I'd understand your worries and never ask if you didn't want to talk about it. I know you had a rough past but you have to put the past behind or you'll never have a future! Even so, you'll never have a future with me. I wished to be with you more than life itself! To ease your wearyness, to put life back in your heart! You weren't a cold shell when you were with me.... Why does that have to change? What kind of lips do you have, they lied to me with every kiss. They whispered empty words of love that has left me so alone. But I can't stop loving you! Even if I died or the world ended I could never stop myself from loving you! You've got the skin that I love to touch and the arms to hold me tight. I feel so safe when I'm in your arms! But be honest, who are they around tonight? Does she love you like I do? Is she even able to love you like I do, accepting of all your faults? I wish I could make you come back to me, but I can't do that. Your will is as strong as mine and this must be how it ends I guess. These letters will not ever end! Someday you'll see them, someday you'll know, but not now. Your to blind to see what these words mean. Until you live to the world again...
Though You Forbid
Love Always
Botan