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Chapter 6
Spencer was relaxing on her balcony as she sipped on a cold bottle of corona while admiring the amazing view from her hotel room. She was waiting for Ashley to come pick her up so they could hang out or go on a date Spencer wasn't really sure what to call it really but she was excited. Kissing Ashley was the best thing to happen to her for a while and she really wanted it to happen again. Spencer spotted her mother walking outside by the gardens outside her room with somebody normally Spencer would take the opportunity to hide but she was fuming when she realised her mother was talking to. Spencer immediately jumped up and walked down the small steps to where her mother was stood talking to Carmen.
"Hey Spencer" Paula yelled from a distance as she spotted her youngest child storming towards her.
"Don't Hey Spencer me..what are you two doing?" Spencer snapped as she glared at Carmen who was wearing a very apologetic smile as if she had been caught with her hand in teh cookie jar.
"We're just talking Spence..calm down"
"I'm perfectly calm thank Carmen. Shouldn't you be with your girlfriend?"
"I just saw Paula and thought I should say hello and maybe explain myself"
"Oh ok maybe she can explain it to me when you're done" Spencer said as she went to walk off but he mother grabbed her arm in true mom fashion.
"Spencer will you just calm down and stop being irrational. I know that you and Carmen are no longer together but I will not be rude to her" Paula explained causing Spencer to roll her eyes in disgust.
"I'm not being irrational...it just hurts especially when I still have no idea what happened other than the girl I loved left me somebody else" Spencer started well up as all the emotions she had forgotten about thanks to Ashley had come rushing back ten fold.
"Spencer I didn't leave you for her....it was just over between us and I'm sorry if I hurt you"
"You know what Carmen?"
"What?"
"I think it's the best choice you've ever made and I thank you for it. You made me hide who I am for so long and I hate you more for that than I do for breaking my heart"
"I didn't make you hide anything"
"Erm yea you did. I used to have to watch you on E! at parties with random, untalented boys drapped all over you because you couldn't be gay but now it's ok because you'll get positive media coverage from it"
"Do you think I'm that shallow?"
"No...I know for a fact that you're that shallow"
"Look Spence you're still not over us and I know you don't mean any of this so I'm going to go now"
"Carmen I mean every word and I need to go now" Spencer replied as she saw Ashley making her way across the path. Spencer suddenly felt strong and all the insercurities that Carmen made her feel were gone. Spencer had no idea how Ashley made her feel this way as she had only known her a few days but she didn't care because it was making her feel better.
Ashley cautiously walked over to Spencer, Paula and Carmen hoping that she wasn't interrupting a domestic or even worse a sudden reunion. Ashley's breathe hitched in her throat as she noticed that Spencer looked tearful but she soon saw the smile spread wider as they made eye contact making her feel more relaxed.
"Hey you" Spencer smiled as she walked over so she was closer to Ashley.
"Am I interrupting something?" Ashley asked praying that the answer was no but also picking up on the daggers that Carmen was sending her way.
"No...Ashley this is my mother Paula and I think you may have met Carmen before" Spencer did the introductions just so they could leave at get this hell over with. Paula shook Ashley's hand and Carmen continued to glare at the poor girl.
"Nice to meet you Ashley. How did you meet Spencer?"
"She's the receptionist Paula...wouldn't suprised me if she did extras" Carmen interrupted.
"Aren't you sleeping with your sister?" Ashley threw back a verbal insult rather than just jumping on the girl.
"Spencer why don't you and Ashley carry on with your evening and I'll see you in the morning for breakfast?" Paule insisted as she tried to difuse the situation. Spencer gave her mom a smile and headed off with Ashley in tow. As soon as they were far enough away from Paula and Carmen they stopped walking and sat on the sand.
"I'm sorry about that" Spencer said as she sat down next to Ashley.
"No I should apologise Spence...I shouldn't have snapped back at he it just made thinsg worse"
"She was rude to you and she deserved it"
"Yea that's true. Look I'll understand if you want to rain check tonight or the whole thing...I mean it's just a holiday thing anyway"
Spencer didn't know what to say to Ashley's statement and just sat in complete silence as she mulled it over. She hadn't considered that Ashley would just see this as a fling while Spencer was on the island. In fact it suddenly hit Spencer that this is probably a regular set up for Ashley and it suddenly made Spencer feel a little bit used even though she had no real reason to.
"Earth to Spencer?"
On the other hand Spencer knew that she didn't really want anything serious at the moment and knowing that Ashley felt the same suddenly made sense. Spencer should just carry on as she is but check her emotions at the door. There was no reason why this couldn't be a completely sexual, no strings attached holiday fling.
"Sorry....you're right this is just a holiday thing"
Ashley wasn't expecting that answer from Spencer and no regretted even bringing up the idea that they should stop whatever was going on between them. Ashley had never considered that Spencer would just be in this for the holiday but it made sense as she was still clearly hung up on Carmen aswell.
"Yea so what do you want to do?" Ashley asked hoping that maybe Spencer would just change her mind. Ashley could deal with just having her for the next week and half because that would still be better than not having her at all. Ashley wanted to tell Spencer all these thoughts that were swirling around her head but knew that she should always keep emotions hidden because then she can't get hurt.
"I really want to kiss you" Spencer replied with all the honesty she could muster. She did want to kiss Ashley and she wanted to kiss her now before she lost her confidence. Spencer didn't wait for Ashley to answer, instead she climbed on to Ashley's lap and straddled her causing the dark haired girl to blush. Spencer held back for a few seconds before she kissed Ashley just to make sure that the otehr girl wanted the same thing. Ashley slowly ran her hands down Spencer's back resting her hands on Spencer's hips pulling her so their lips were almost touching.
"So kiss me then" Ashley whispered against Spencer's lips. Spencer did as ordered and threw herself into the passionate embrace pinning Ashley down into the sand as she pressed harder into the girl beneath her causing Ashley to let out a slight moan. Spencer pulled away from Ashley's lips and started kissing her neck, tracing the outline of Ashley's jaw with her tongue sending shivers down Ashley's whole body.
Ashley needed to get back into control of the situation before she fucked Spencer then and there so she took her opportunity and flipped Spencer on to her back so she could climb on top of her. Spencer laughed as Ashley climbed on top of her holding down her arms so she couldn't explore Ashley's body with her hands. Ashley took the chance to really look at Spencer, taking in her bright blue eyes that looked like baby worlds and for the first time since Ashley met her they didn't seem over powered by hurt and sadness.
"You have incredible eyes" Ashley let this confession slip out which was completely by accident as she was trying to be distant and all about sex but she couldn't hide it from Spencer.
Spencer froze as the words left Ashley's mouth knowing that this made things different some how and she could that Ashley felt it to. Spencer couldn't help but be flattered by the confession though and just stayed still as they shared a moment.
"What just happened?" Spencer finally asked.
"Nothing.....I got caught up in the moment...I need to go" Ashley blurted out as she got off Spencer and stood up. She started walking away hoping that Spencer didn't follow her but she had no such look as Spencer was next to her within seconds.
"Ash....what's up?" Spencer asked once she was back near Ashley who look angry for some reason.
"Nothing...look Spencer this isn't going to work we should just quit while we're ahead"
"It seemed like it was working to me or was that one sided?"
"I'm sorry but it's one sided" Ashley lied just trying to get Spencer to go.
"You said you liked my eyes...it's not like you confessed your undying love for me Ashley"
"Spencer just forget about it...this was a stupid idea" Ashley just walked off and Spencer knew that it was pointless following her so she just headed back to her apartment trying to figure out what the hell had just happened.
