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Chapter 6
"DONT STOP, BELIVING HOLD ON TO THAT FEELING!"
Blaine was clutching onto his side, erupting with laughter. After having a minute to attempt to compose himself he tried to talk;
"I cannot believe Mr Schue made you do a journey song! I mean, I'm all for one hit wonders but.." His sentence was then muffled by chuckles before he managed to finish.
Trying to keep my eyes on the road, I gave him a glance over before turning back to the front.
"Well, that's Mr Schue for you, ever the optimist. Anyway we've all sung songs that we regret right?"
Blaine ears turned strawberry red as he looked down at his fingers.
"Yer ill second that."
"Hey , no no no, you're not getting away that easily. Come on give up, what did you do?" I kept an intense glare on him until he started.
"Well as long as you don't judge. I erm... When I was seven, I sang time of your life in a theme park. And before you say anything, I was made to do it."
I slammed on the breaks, only just realising I was about to run a red light.
"O my god Blaine! That is priceless!" I shook my head but tilted it in a friendly jester to make sure he knew I was just messing around. Thankfully his dimples were and full show, as his cheesy grin illuminated the car.
Before I realised it, we were parked outside the Lima bean, glimpsing into the window. Although we already knew exactly where we were going to sit (Right in front of the coffee bar where we first shared a drink), we usually relaxed outside for a while, enjoying each other's company.
"so shall we?" Blaine gestured towards our empty place. Did I just say our empty place? What was this guy doing to me? Every time his eyes laid on me, I felt although my my heart rate had just speed up by a hundred miles. Every time he laughs my pulse jumps at least too beats. When he's not with me, I feel as though I'm the only person left on the world, alone, isolated. But when he is with me I fell as though I'm the most important. Like he relishes in the time that we spend together. What is this? Is it.. Could it.. , no it's just, just something I've concocted out of nothing.
"ye.. yes sure lets go." I tried to smile but my thoughts threatened to spill.
Walking in, my plan was to make a beeline straight to the till, hopefully giving me some time to compose myself, but that idea subsequently failed as soon as Blaine pushed me towards the seats, walking himself , up in the direction of the till. Not wanting to make a scene, I choose to sit straight down instead, staring off into the distance, hoping to get straight before he got back.
When I heard feet, trudging towards the table, I looked up.
"Hey, Kurt, has something upset you? It's just, you seemed really off back you want to go back I can call Wes to come and pick me up?" He pushed my Mocha over the table while starting to sip on his.
"No! I'm fine just thinking is all, don't go." I looked down at my hand on the table.
Blaine reached over the table and gently laid his hand on top of mine.
"Hey, its fine I'm not going anywhere unless you want me to." He smiled up at me and slowly slid his thumb from one side to the other, rubbing my finger.
Before I got a chance to react, the bell at the top of the door rang and in walked none other than David Karofsky. My breath caught in my throat, and a low squeal escaped my mouth. I dragged my hand back from under Blaines and jumped up off my seat. Turning round I ran the only place I could, straight into the bathroom. As soon as I shoved the door open I scurried into a cubicle and bolted the door. My legs then gave way as my hands clutched the ends off my hair and I fell down to the floor. A sob escaped my lips before a waterfall erupted and my face was plastered with tears.
I heard the door open and someone creep in, but chose to ignore it with the thoughts that it would be just another bigamist ready to insult me. Why did this happen now ? I sobbed into hands unable to control it any longer.
"Kurt, is that you in there? Look Kurt I'm sorry. I didn't realise it would upset you, I just, I thought.."
"No Blaine, It wasn't, your not the" I stopped ubruptidy unable to continue.
"Kurt, open the door, I want to Help." Tentatively, I pulled one hand up and slid the bolt across, moving slightly so not to be trampled on. He walked in and gazed at me, sincerely. Sitting down he rested his arm over my shoulder and pulled my into his side. I nuzzled my face into his shoulder, unable to resist the warm care he offered.
"Sssshhh" he hushed rubbing my arm.
"Ca-can we go b-back? It- its not you, I-I just cant be he right n-now." Tilting my head upwards, I gave him a pleasing look, begging with my eyes.
"Kurt! Of course we can go back come on." He pulled my arm and dragged me upwards, laying his arm under my pit. Leading me out the bathroom, my fear came back full force reminding me why I was so sceptical in the first place. My head flipped round, every which way determined to find my match. There! In the corner of the room, laughing it up with his 'friends'.
I started to gradually get faster, the closer we got together, attempting to get to the door before he noticed me. By the time we made it to the door, I was in front of Blaine, palms pushing his back forward.
When we made it to my car, I pulled my keys out the depths of my pocket before they slipped out of my hands and clambered down to the ground. Before I had a chance to bend down, Blaine was on the floor clutching them.
"Kurt, I can't let you drive like this, let me drive." Before I had time to assess what he said, Holding my shoulder, he lead me round to the passenger side, opened the door and gestured to the seat. When I slid in he closed the door and rushed round to the driver's side, letting himself in.
The drive home was quite and morose. I spent most of it, head led on the window with my knees up to my chest. If Blaine noticed the elephant in the room, thankfully he didn't mention anything. He left me to ponder my thoughts in a content silence.
Once we finally made it back to my house, again Blaine helped me to descend the car before he lead me up to my door. I fished the key out my pocket before stubbing it into the door, only getting it into the hole after a few tries.
With the door wide open I stood to the side allowing Blaine to cross my body.
"Come on Kurt, take your shoes off, come sit with me." He shimmied over to the chair and collapsed patting his knee. I trenched over and sat to the side trying to section myself off from him. Its not that I didn't want to just snuggle up to him forgetting my worries all for the warmth in my heart, I just didn't want to set anything else off.
Unhappy with the space, Blaine pulled my body down and rested my head on his legs. He started to slowly caress my hair, delicately nudging my ear along the way. My eyelids started to droop against my will to stop them.
"Don't worry Kurt, just let go, ill still be here when you wake up." The warm breath coating my ear set me off, and my eyes drooped shut, while my hair moved, with the grace of a soft hand pressing over it.
By the time I made home it was around 8pm so I assumed Kurt would be up in his room doing some moisturising, or whatever it is he does. When I pushed open the door I gave a quick glance around the room to find a black wod of hair sticking just above the top of the sofa. Kurt dident tell me he was having anyone around.
I walked closer trying to get a better look, however I definitely wasn't expecting to find what I did. Kurt had his head lying on top of this boys legs, the boys hand drenched along his hair. Both were in a deep sleep and I was undecided on how to react. That was until I looked down at Kurt, to find a small smile at the corner of his mouth. Kurt's been through so much this month, I don't think I'd ever seen him smile once through it all.
Instead of waking them I walked over to the airing curbed and pulled out a small, fluffy blanket, before walking back and resting it over the two motionless bodies. I figured if this guy can get my kid to smile, he couldn't be half bad.
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