A/N:Hello there! Well here's chapter six for you! Sorry about not updating in a while :( And sorry for the length of this chapter :( Well, won't keep you waiting any longer!

Chapter 6: Thoughts

The dorms were silent as every one was asleep; or at least they were meant to be. Two boys in the dorm labelled 2nd Years were blissfully asleep but the other two were wide awake and full of worry. Recent events had made their minds troubled and sleeping was an arduous task – especially when the full moon was next week.

Sirius lay in his bed half asleep and contemplating. These thoughts were all focused towards a person – Remus. He was sick of the possibilities. The endless stream of "what ifs" and "Could be", "Might be". He so hoped they were wrong…

But what if they are right?

Sirius sighed. See there's another. He thought. They seem to be everywhere I turn. No escape. It's so frustrating! ARG! I have great friends. My friendship with James was obvious even before my surprising induction into Griffindor. We have fun all the time but recently…I'll think about that later.

Slytherin! YUCK! Horrible, the lot of 'em. I'm pure blood look at me! Don't they know most muggleborns are better than them? But according to them down the 'social class'. But only to them. I'm rambling aren't I? Geese, Pete was right, I do talk bout a lot! I never did agree with my family. I'm just so… so different. They'd die if they knew Pete was muggleborn! Surprises me that they don't know already! Strange. I was in SO much trouble when Bella told them about James. Three howlers and a beatin' at home! Let's not go into that too much; better to leave it where it is- the past. They also know bout Remmy being half-blood.

Speaking of Remus.

What is up with that boy? All the secrets and the lies? He makes it oh so obvious! He gets all awkward and hesitates and makes excuses. Only Pete's satisfied with this. Remus is annoyed with me 24/7!

May be James is right, or is it Remus? Oh I dunno. He is allowed privacy right?

Well that sucks!

He's secretive and angry when I pry. Plus his mums always sick!

Wait………

He's always sick as well, never tell us why or about his parents. The always seem healthy at Kings Cross. He never gave you an explanation as to why he couldn't make it to James'.

I think I may know his precious secret!

Over in the next bed concealed by curtains sat a young boy, tears streaming down his cheeks. Thoughts wissed about his mind

Remus wiped his eyes clean. Can you believe it? I'm sitting crying. CRYING! That last time I cried… well it was a bad day. At least that stupid voice is gone! Wait! I didn't say that, no think it! Oooohhhhhhhhh…..

…Silence? Do my ears deceive me? The wolf isn't taunting me?

Hahahahhahahahaa…

What's he laughing at? Oh now I'm sidetracked. Where was I? Sirius… I don't think I'll be able to take another of his confused or accusing glares. It's too hard. I wish I could tell them the truth, but they wouldn't understand.

Nobody does.

I'm just a monster to people, a dark creature if you prefer. I'm dangerous! I know it's true but it hurts all the same when people say it.

And they will…they always do…

Remus sniffled and rubbed at his eyes again. Rocking himself while he thought to a rhythm only he could hear. A song only he knew. In darkness where he had no escape.

Then, when they find out, they'll leave and never come back. They'll tell the whole school probably and I'll never be able to show myself again. Please don't let that happen! But who am I kidding? They are not going to turn around and say what's next! They'll run as fast as they can and I'll be left alone.

Alone with them.

"I don't want to go home," He whispered and thinking everyone was sleeping he cried out loud. His face glistening with shed tears.

Sirius' ears perked up at the whisper emitted by his friend and it left him puzzled. Wasn't Remus happy? Soon loud sobs echoed and Sirius's heart ached.

I'll tell James later.

Lupin got up and headed straight for the bathroom . His face just as puffy as he expected.

While he was in the bathroomSirius got up… and jumped on James.

"Soft," commented Sirius.

"Well duh, you plonker! You're sitting on me!" said an annoyed voice. James glared.

Gasping Sirius flung himself off the bed and lay still on the ground. Apparently chocked.

Oh no… I killed him. James thought, then shrugged

"OOF!" Eyes bulged.

Crash!

"Your gonna pay for that Potter!"

"You'll have to catch me first Black!"

A/N: Did you like it? Hope you did.