A/N I updated twice in less than a week? What is this witchcraft!? Thank you to all who have read, reviewed, alerted, and favorited this story. I know my updates have been few and far between, but I am hoping that I will be able to update more frequently now. *knock on wood* I hope this chapter doesn't disappoint, because I know a lot of you were wanting a big fight. Enjoy!

Disclaimer: Oops! Haven't done this yet. Yeah, Victorious, not mine.


Chapter 6

I take a deep breath before slowly turning around to face the last person that I want to deal with at the moment. "What the fuck do you want?"

Tori fucking Vega looks at me with these big, innocent doe eyes. "I'm really sorry Jade-" she starts to say before I cut her off.

I take a step towards her. "You're sorry? What could you possibly be sorry for? Where is Andre?" I make a big show of looking all around for him. "You have some nerve coming up to me without your bodyguard." I am not fooled by this whole apology act she is trying to sell me. I saw the devious grin she got right before she said "Kiss me." to my boyfriend.

Vega looks at the ground and mumbles, "I just wanted to-"

"I don't care what the fuck you wanted, just leave me the hell alone!" I growl, taking another step closer to her.

"Jade!"

I whip my head around to see the one other person that I don't feel like dealing with at the moment. What the hell is this, shit on Jade day today? Did I somehow miss the fucking memo?

Beck runs up to me and Vega quickly, probably in an attempt to diffuse the situation.

"Tori, you should go back to lunch. Andre is looking for you," Beck says, dismissing her and focusing all his attention on me.

"Um, okay. I really am sorry Ja-"

"Can it!" I interrupt and then remain silent as I wait for Vega to go back into the school before I will even take one look at Beck.

"Jade, I'm…...I'm sorry, okay? I was just-" he can't finish his thought because I slap him across the face. Probably not the absolute hardest I possibly could, but damn near close. It was definitely hard enough for it to sting like a bitch for a couple minutes.

"Don't…..just, just don't!" I scream at him, my eyes starting to fill with tears, but I refuse to let them fall. "Don't feed me some bullshit excuse." I turn from Beck and start to walk away. I have no idea where I am headed, other than away from Beck.

"Jade, wait!" He says, running up behind me and grabbing my right arm, and spinning me around to face him.

"Don't fucking touch me right now!" I yell, wrenching my arm from his grasp. Beck looks down guiltily.

"Jade-" he ran his fingers through his hair nervously, before he lifted his chocolate brown eyes to meet mine.

"You let her use you Beck," I begin quietly, and even I can hear the hurt that I am unable to keep out of my voice, and I try my damnedest to harden my voice and focus on pushing the hurt I'm feeling under the surface, and letting my anger take over. "To get to me. She got back at me, AND got to kiss my boyfriend! You fucking went along with it! You agreed to kiss her! You didn't have to!" I end up screaming at him.

"Jade, it was just a stage kiss-" Beck starts to respond, before I cut him off.

"No, it was fucking improv Beck! It wasn't scripted! You could have said 'like hell I'll kiss you' or even 'let's not' but NO, you were all 'let's do it'" (I use my all purpose idiot man voice to quote him) "and you fucking kissed her!" I scream at him, so freaking pissed off and hurt that I can barely see straight.

"I know I was a bitch to her, okay? But did you have to punish me this way?" I quickly turn my back towards Beck and take a couple deep breaths so I can compose myself. I will not let him see me cry.

Beck sighs and I can feel him shift closer to me. "I know I shouldn't have agreed to it. I'm sorry. I honestly don't know why I did it, maybe I was still a little upset at you dumping coffee on her. I don't know," He gently puts his hand on my shoulder and turns me so we are facing each other. I feel part of my steel wall start to crumble. I am looking down at the ground and I can feel myself bite my bottom lip, something we both know I do when I am trying to hold in my emotions.

"Jade," Beck says my name softly, putting his hand under my chin to look me in the eyes. "You know I love you. I don't want anyone else. I made a mistake, and I am so sorry." I am looking into his eyes and I know he means it. And a part of me knows that reacting this way is probably so over the top, psycho-hose-beast that I should be thankful he is even wanting to be near me right now.

"How did she know?" I ask quietly, a little surprised that I actually voiced the other thing I was so upset about.

"How did she know what?" Beck asks, looking genuinely confused.

"The best way to hurt me," I reply.

From the moment I saw Tori effing Vega, I just knew, I knew there was something about her. Part of it was the way she just waltzed her way into this school, while I had to work my ass of to get accepted. She was super skinny. Tan. So super sweet to everyone. Basically everything I am not.

Beck starts to envelop me in a hug, but I just shake my head and take a step back from him. He sighs.

"I'm sorry. It won't happen again. What else do you want me to say Jade?" he asks.

"It never should have happened in the first place," I mutter quietly.


A/N So I think this is going to be the last chapter for the pilot episode. I realize it didn't really get resolved, but it doesn't in the show either. This is my least favorite episode in the entire series, (well, aside from the train wreck that is Tori Goes Platinum) so I am glad to get it out of the way! Please, please, please review! Let me know if you hated it, liked it, whatever. :)