The drama has slowed down a lot. Christmas break starts today and I can't wait to get home and curl up on the couch and watch Elf. We were in Glee having our annual Christmas party. Sam stuck to me like glue, as usual. I guess Finn sensed that I was ready to take Sam's head off and Finn occupied him for a little while. I sat chatting with Santana and Brittany. Everyone was in his or her own little groups talking, Mike, Puck, Finn, and Sam were talking about something football related. Artie, Tina, Kurt, and Mercedes were talking about who knows what. And Rachel was just sitting alone. What happened next blew my mind. Rachel walked across the room and started to bug Mr. Schue.
Santana smiled an evil grin, "Finn?"
"Yeah?" He asked and turned around in his seat.
"If you ever break-up with that girl over there, we should do it again some time!" Santana said. I gulped. Brittany looked at me. Everyone stopped talking, even Mr. Schue.
"You had sex with her?" Rachel asked through her teeth, slowly turning on her heel. I looked at the guys. Puck was leaning back in his chair waiting for all hell to break loose. Finn gulped and went white as a sheet. Santana had a smirk on her face.
"Well….it was umm….last year," Finn said trying to get his words out.
"Why?"
"Because….I thought you did it with that Jessie kid and I umm," Finn said.
"Well guess what?" Rachel yelled. But no one said what so Rachel went on, "I had sex with Puck last night."
"WHAT?" Finn boomed and turned to Puck, "YOU CAN'T KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF MY GIRLFRIENDS CAN YOU?"
"I HATE YOU PUCK!" And I stormed out of the room. Of coarse no one knew what Puck said to me on my birthday. I ran down the hall with tears in my eyes. I could hear many footsteps coming after me.
"QUINN!" Sam's voice came after me. But Puck was the first to catch up to me.
He grabbed my arm, "Quinn just listen!"
"Why should I?" I said through my tears.
"Quinn!" Sam said, "Puckerman let go of her!"
"Well if I let go, she will run," Puck said glaring at Sam.
"How could you? After you told you me you love me, you go after her? I bet all the things I told you went in one ear out the other!" I spat.
"Because you picked him over me! I felt heart broken! Let's see, you hate thunderstorms because of your dad and that slut. You really wanted to keep Beth. Your favorite color is light green because it reminds you of spring. Your favorite movie of all time is Elf. You wish your dad were still around. But at the same time your mad because he cheated on you and your mom. You really want a little sister, someone who can look up to you. You joined Glee club because Finn is a member. You feel accepted here. You said to me in the home-ec room that you would go to your grave swearing that baby was Finn's. You had a great Christmas last year because you spent it with me and my family. You told me that you feel safe with me. You never have a good answer to why you gave up Beth. You're jealous of me because of my little sister. You thought I would make a great dad. Your right Quinn, I know nothing about you!" Puck yelled. I stood there with my jaw on the floor.
"You hate thunder storms?" Sam asked.
"See! He knows squat about you!" Puck said throwing his arms around.
I finally collected myself, "I-I never knew that you actually listened to me."
"Are you kidding me? You are the only girl that I have ever been with you wants to hear me talk. Rachel can't shut up about herself and Santana wants to get in my pants. Quinn you were the first person who listened to me," Puck said kind of sheepishly.
"Your in love with him?" Sam asked.
"Way to kill it," Puck said with an eye roll. I looked at Puck and then Sam.
"Let me sleep on it," I said and walked out of the school.
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I lay in my bed that night thinking about the pros and cons about both guys:
Puck:
Pros:
He knows like everything about me.
He loves me.
He calls m beautiful.
He loves Beth.
Cons:
Could sleep with another girl, if I don't have sex with him
Throws kids into dumpsters.
Hates Sam
Not so smart
Can be mean
Sam:
Pros:
Loyal
Friendly
He loves me
Good listener
Funny
Smart
Cons:
Hates Puck more then he hates him.
Doesn't give me space
Wants to marry me the minute we can get married.
It was very hard to pick between the two. Puck is great and all but Sam is a better guy to be with. I mean we are perfect for each other. I glanced down at my promise ring and turned it slowly around my finger. I glanced at the time; it was two in the morning on Christmas Eve. I was going to do this whether I wanted to or not.