Chapter 6: Good bye, forever
"Haku...I….I…" I said shakily. Haku was staring at my eyes deeply. Does he really love me that much? Rain started to pour down hard, like needles falling out of the sky, as the wind started to pick up. After, putting the words together to tell Haku I was ready to express my feelings about him. How do I tell him I am not the same person he used to know that I love Yamanda? Taking a deep breath, I stared at Haku deeply square in the eye.
"Chihiro...Listen…" Haku began though before I can let him finish, I slapped him in the face.
"No, Haku you listen to me. I have changed! I am not that stupid cry baby anymore. Why the heck are you still following me and trying to make me like you?! No, why did you forcefully kissed me? Didn't you notice I didn't enjoy it at all? Haku, I am with Yamanda, he saved me. I loved you when we were kids, but now I moved on. I'm sorry Haku, b-b-but…" I couldn't bear to finish. I jumped up and dashed away, running in the pouring down rain. Tears started to stream down my face. I turned my head and saw Haku's head looking down; after seeing him the picture of Haku was glue into my mind, making more tears coming out of my eyes. I felt so bad, but I knew that I had to tell him now or I would be stuck being miserable each time I heard his name. As I was running, I started to get back to reality. The first thing I needed to figure out, is where was I running to.
Looking around my surroundings I saw the old brick buildings and the street lights, lighting up the city. All I knew was that I near the Karaoke station also known as where Ai, Kyo, and Yamanda were. I didn't know if I should go, since I am crying and all. If I go they may ask what happed and I have to explain what happened between Haku and I, but if I don't go I would hurt their feelings and loose a chance to hang out with everyone. I finally decided to go back home since my Grandpa and maybe my dad may get worried. Though, before I could stop myself from running and go back, I bumped into someone. I rubbed my head, feeling like this happened before. Then I looked up and saw that it was Yamanda.
"Y-Yamanda…" I said as I tried to catch my breath. Yamada didn't say a word. Instead he just held out his hand and gave me a nod. I reached for his hand, but he beat me to it and pulled me into a hug. "Chihiro, where have you been? Forget that, are you okay? I have been looking all over you." Yamanda said, sounding like he was ready to cry.
"I-I am fine, I just had to clear my head, that's all." I said hugging him tighter. My mouth couldn't say that I was with Haku; if I told him, he may have gotten the wrong idea. And the fact, I want to forget about Haku he is just trouble in my life. "Next time, you can just tell me what's wrong. All I want is you to be happy." Yamanda kissed me on the cheek as he placed his hand on my cheek; my cheeks were all flustered and were pink with a hint of red. "I love you Chihiro, all I want is to help you when you are sad."
"Aww! I love you too sorry to worry you. Anyway l'm better now so let's head to the karaoke place. I just want to forget why I was sad. Let's go!" I grabbed his hand and ran to the karaoke place. I was hand to hand with Yamada; the person who cared so much about me. From that moment on, I moved on from Haku. Good bye Haku...forever.