Hi, Sorry for keeping you waiting so long, I've been busy with school but here's the next chapter. By the way I hate AN's but I just want to say that in my profile there's a poll about the sex of the Jalice baby, I will really appreciate if you vote, I 'll like to know what you think
I was taken back by my image in the mirror. In three weeks I haven't seen myself entirely in a mirror, only because I have been so busy with moving my things out and buying few things for the baby. As much time as I had spent not fully looking at my stomach I can swear that it grew instantly. It was Huge!!
'' Don't tell me you're insecure about how you look ''
At the sound of the instant voice I jumped and almost fall on my butt. That Edward, he will have to learn to knock on doors if we're going to live together for 3 months.
'' You scared the shit out of me ''
'' Language Mrs. Brandon ''
'' It's called knocking Mr. Cullen ''
'' Seriously, What's wrong Alice''
I looked at him to see if he was joking but he obviously was not. I had to control myself in order to not kill him at the instant. He was such a...boy.
'' I'm freaking Huge ''
'' Again with that , Alice you are 5 months pregnant. In 4 months you are going to have a baby, That thing has to grow in there you know ''
I know he was right but it still was frustrating. I didn't fit in my old clothes and i wasn't able to do all the stuff that i did before, like running, wrestling or simply go out. I felt like everyone was looking at me like a freak. Not only short, tiny and pixie-looking also pregnant.
I've cried about this every time I can. I don't really care too much about how I look but now for some reason the fact that I was getting uglier and bigger as each day passed had me frustrated.
'' I hope that it ends soon, I don't like this ''
'' How can you say that it '' ends '' soon, That baby you're carrying is not something that is going to just pass by. It' your responsibility for the rest of your life. You created it ''
That brought back my worry about being a horrible mother. I slept every night wandering if this baby was the right thing. I still could put him in adoption.
No, I didn't want my baby far from me, But i still have doubts about it, what mother does that. I found myself crying yet again. Edward always the gentleman hugged me.
After a few minutes of crying my frustration out I fixed my light make-up and my dress and thanked Edward for everything. Bella was already waiting for me outside the apartment. The night was pitch black and it was only 9:00pm. I looked at the apartment for the last time.
I was going to miss it and most of all I was going to miss Bella with me everyday. But I needed to move out. Bella informed me one week ago that she and Edward were going on vacation to Rome for 2 months before their wedding and they didn't want me alone. I of course didn't wanted to go with Jasper so I had to take on Carlisle's offer.
Jasper and I have been trying to make things better with each other since I informed him that we were going to get married. He had taken me on a few dates. He was nice but the dates were always a disaster. He wasl also looking to set the date of the wedding and was searching for a place for the three of us.
Funny, as I said that my baby kicked. The three of us, a real family. I talked him into going with me to find out the sex of the baby. In only two days I will not only see my future husband again but I was also going to find out the sex of my baby.
Thankfully, in the last few days everything has been great. But I always get the feeling that something really bad it's going to happen. Anyway. I really hope that Carlisle and Esme are able to put up with me. I've been eating like a cow, craving things and having the worst mood swings.
I wonder how will Jasper put up with it once we live together. I don't have any control on my emotions or when the baby craves for something. Like those delicious shrimps with sau---
'' Shit !! ''
My attention now was fully on Bella who was turning the wheel of the car as fast as she could. I was about to ask what happened when I heard the honk of a car. Nah, it sounded too much for a car. I looked right in front of us. A big truck was coming towards us at blinding speed.
Bella tried to turn so that the truck won't hit us. At the last second she turned right and the truck barely miss us. Bella looked at me to reasure that I was alright and when she saw my face of fright she sighed. Relief, I guess.
'' That was close ''
'' Alice !! ''
The next thing I know I see blinding lights at my right and then the sound of two cars colliding. It was the most horrifying sound I've ever heard. Between the pain that I was feeling everywhere and the sound of the collision, My world turned black and the last thing I remeber was seeing the dark sky.
